Can You Be Trusted?!

Second book to: If You Really Cared--------

Carter still hasn't found the meaning of her life. She's still learning to trust the five boys she has always known as bullies. Now that her family is all dead, in jail, or hates her guts she has to turn to someone. Who will it be?


30. Chapter 30

Carter's POV

'Ok Carter... calm down. Just calm down.' I look back at the glowing numbers of my alarm clock... Louis's clock. He hadn't slept in here tonight... he slept in Harry's room. I asked him too, now I wish I hadn't... I have been going through so many emotions. I don't understand it. But I do now... I'm supposed to get my period tomorrow, yea that girl thing.... awkward.

I throw myself onto Louis's bed and cover my face with my arms. 2:27 and I'd just thrown up, again. I cant be pregnant... can I? Well I don't know... but no one, NO ONE! Can know about any of this, Especially Louis... What would he think? He'd think I was a slut, a whore, a bitch... He cant know! He just cant! No one can!

I slowly trudge down the stairs of Louis's house. While my eyes are still halfway shut I make my way into the kitchen and fill a cup with milk and chocolate mix. Chocolate milk?! See I used to hate any type of flavored milk!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!

I plop myself onto the couch, almost spilling the milk, and sip some. I pull a furry blanket over me and stare into dark space.

'If I am pregnant...WHICH IM NOT! Who could the daddy be? Louis? I hope so... but then. Demon #1? What would happen then? One of Logan's brothers? It's been about the right amount of time for that... NO! IM NOT PREGNANT! IM NOT!'

Damn what will Louis think?! I'm a slut! A whore! I swear to tell no one! No one! Not even Liam... What can my lie be? It has to be a good one... he always sees right through me.

"Puberty?" I speak out loud but in the form of a question. 'I don't know... I'm almost eighteen years old... I'M FUCKING EIGHTEEN AND I MIGHT BE PREGNANT!' I scream inside my head. 

"Pregnant?" I state out loud again. 'I guess I'll find out tomorrow...'

I finish my drink without any interruptions and make my way towards the kitchen again. I lay it gently in the sink with only a slight thump. I silently turn on my heels and begin up the steps. I lay back down on Louis's bed and pull the covers up over me. IM NOT PREGNANT!

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