Can You Be Trusted?!

Second book to: If You Really Cared--------

Carter still hasn't found the meaning of her life. She's still learning to trust the five boys she has always known as bullies. Now that her family is all dead, in jail, or hates her guts she has to turn to someone. Who will it be?


27. Chapte 27

Louis's POV

"NOOO!!" I hear, the, girl, Carter scream from inside the bathroom. "YOUR RUINED IT!! I WANTED TO DIE! I WANNA DIE!!" she screams at us. I look over, the other lad, Zayn's shoulder to see Liam, I think, sitting beside her on the side of the bathtub.

"Shhh," Liam coos and tries to hug her but she rejects it. "WHY CANT I DIE!!! I just want to die. Just fucking die..." she sobs and finally lets Liam hold her, he rocks back-and-forth while Harry begins to gently rub her back. Savannah, the other girl, is bawling tears into Niall's, the Irish one's, chest. He hugs her tight and holds his own tears in the brim of his eyes. Harry has tears streaming down his face and he continues to caress her back. Liam lets his tears fall slowly and Zayn, I think, is leaning on the railing, head in his hands, and I'm sure he's crying. I have my own tears in my eyes and they fall slowly while I let all these different emotions wash over me.

I move closer to the door and I'm now standing in the center of the frame. Carter finally looks up at me and our eyes meet. I remember this, the pain, the un-comfort, the tears, the regret, and the love.


Michael and Aaron have just pulled us inside Carter's house. All five of us, Liam, Zayn, me, Niall, and Harry. Carter stands there over the dead body of... Aaron. I saw him that morning, he was the one who had got Carter to eat breakfast. She had tears streaming from her eyes and Kyle stood close by-


That's all I can remember. But that's just it... I DO REMEMBER! I REMEMBER! I remember bullying her with the other lads, Harry's knife to her thigh, me and Niall helping her, her mom's death, Kyle being shot in the woods behind my house, Liam raping her right before my eyes, Jacob beating her and trying to burn me, her face in the fire, the last thing I saw before I 'died'. But I try to focus on the only 'happy' memory I have of Carter, when I kissed her, behind that single brick wall on campus, just before we watched the cheerleaders practice.

Without thinking I slowly move towards her and hug her tightly. She pulls away quickly and I can tell she's very uncomfortable. I slowly and cautiously pull down the rim of her sweatpants. Liam still holds her close to his side. Harry rubs her back and I kneel in front of her. I can still hear Savannah sobbing behind us and I know everyone is watching. I continue to pull down the sweatpants and reveal her underwear. Harry gasps and I glance at her left thigh. It is filled with small burn marks and covered by a large medium-brown burn. I pay no attention to it and run my index finger over the still dark scar of Harry's knife. She hesitates but lets me continue.

"I love you..." I whisper. "Louis?" she asks weirdly and I look at her again.

"I love you." I repeat it more boldly now. "Louis..." she smiles and hugs me. Without hesitating I lift her up and she clings to me. I carry her to my room, I remember where it is, I kick the door open and feel my lips touch hers. She kisses back and I shut the door behind us. I don't know what the others are doing but I don't care.

I lay her on the bed gently and lean over her. I feel her hesitate but we continue.

Before I know it she's on top of me... naked. I continue to kiss her and she smiles through the kiss. I shut off the lights and she helps me pull the blanket over us....

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