You're Not Alone (Niall Horan/One Direction)

Mia Alexandra, prefers to be called Alex because she got bullied because of her unusual name, now she doesn't just get bullied because of her name. No her life was ruined by her father, he got arrested and put in prison for murder. Her family left her on her own when she needed them the most. Her two best friends turned against her and started bullying her. Will she be pushed to complete destruction? When One Direction turn up at her school, will she let them in and allow them to fix her?

Contains: bullying, self harm and suicide attempts but it also contains crazy moments, sleepovers and love


7. Stop destroying yourself...


- Chapter 6 -

I hastily walked back to the house, impatiently opened the door and raced up the stairs to the bathroom. Once there I opened the cabinet where all the medicines and my razor is, I took it out and a bottle of pills. All I could keep thinking was this place is better without me.

Do it. Go on do it nobody cares if you die or not just kill yourself.
Wow my own mind is against me. I cut the most harmful words people have ever said to me. But two words stuck out for me: love and care. I carved them into my skin as a reminder of the lies I was told. They were lies because no one loved me or cared about me.

I slowly unscrewed the top off the pills and shook several out into my hands, there was about 10, that should do it I thought to myself.
 I heard the door slam shut downstairs and footsteps charging up the stairs as I was about to put the first couple of pills in my mouth, that's odd Paul is not meant to be back until 7pm, oh Damn I forgot to lock the door. I was pulled from my thoughts by someone banging on the bathroom door.

"Alex don't do this. We need you!" an Irish accent rang through the door. Niall. No I don't want this anymore. I can't take it. I quickly hurled the rest of the pills down my throat as the door came crashing down there stood a crying Niall. He raced the short distance over to me and bravely stuck his fingers down my throat and the pills came back up again before they had time to take their affect on me. I just sat and cried, I felt two arms wrap around my waist, pick me up and take me to my bedroom. I still didn't stop crying.

"Alex. You need to stop this. Don't listen to them, they are only bullying you to make themselves feel better. They know what they are doing is making you do this to yourself and that are getting some sort of disgraceful kick out of it. You are worth so much more Alex. You are so much more beautiful than them inside and out." Niall whispered, whilst tending to my arms. I didn't know what to say and I was crying so hard I couldn't breathe, the sobs were escaping my mouth uncontrollably.

Once I had calmed down, Niall took me downstairs to get me to eat something. He made some toast with nutella, he even cut off the crusts for me. He was so sweet. I knew I could trust him, it takes a lot for me trust someone, I decided to tell him everything starting from my father to this present moment. I didn't realise that it took me an hour to tell him the full story, but what surprised me is that he didn't get scared off when I told him about my father and what he did. That's a first. Instead he stayed, I knew I could trust him, he didn't judge me on my father's actions. 

He stayed until my God father got home but then he had to leave to get to a rehearsal.
I knew I had to tell my God father everything but I'll do it tomorrow because I'm so tired right now! That night I fell asleep happily and peacefully, happy because I found someone I did trust, someone who will care for me and most importantly I found someone that loved me for who I was. After all if you can't find someone who loves you for who you are then they aren't worth your time.


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