Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

*Vanilla Twilight Lyrics by Owl City*

Zayn had fallen head over heals for his true love Ariella. But something happened that should never happen to a love so strong. Two became one. Zayn didn't handle it so well. He kept up with his feelings in his journal. He thinks nobody knows what happens. But everybody does. The worst part, Zayn doesn't want to accept that it did.

Anaise is a quiet and shy girl who is looking for somebody to love her. She is trying to look for a place in this world. Little does she know what the world has in store for her.

What happens when these 2 cross paths?
Will he leave the past behind and look at what's in front of him?
Will she accept him in her heart?


4. Chapter 3

Zayn's Journal


I feel like an empty shell of myself. I feel so cold without her here. I thought that when I had a journal, I would write about all the good times. Not about how I wish I was. I feel lost.




I closed my journal once again and got up to put it back in my bag. Today we are being interviewed on a talk show and I can't say that I am excited. I use to like interviews until they started to ask many questions that I try to avoid. I know the boys are getting a hunch on how I've been acting lately. I'm usually pretty out there when I'm with them but lately I'm not myself. I just hope that they know better to leave me alone and not ask questions.


I went back to my bunk and started to sort my things out when Paul came in and told us that we would be arriving in a matter of minutes. Of course I stayed quiet. The only person that actually notices and I would actually talk to is Niall. I can tell him anything as long as I come to him first and he's not bugging me. At times he does become persistent when he knows something is really bad and I have no choice but to tell him.  I can tell he is going to ask me sometime soon because he keeps giving me quick glances and small smiles as if to tell me that everything is going to be okay.  I know he wants to talk to me. But right now I just want to be alone.


I like being alone. I just don't like being lonely.


Niall's POV


I hate it when Zayn is this quiet. I know what he is thinking. He thinks that I don't know but I do. He thinks that we all don't know but we do. He can tell me anything and that's why I was so confused on why he hasn't told me about her. I know it was a terrible thing to do but I have read Zayn's journal. He pours his heart out into what he writes about her just like the songs that he sings. I can tell that he is so in love with her.


It just scares me because he writes about her like she's still alive.




I'm kind of having a bit of a writers block and as I was writing this chapter I had an idea of where this story is going to go. Down the road it might feel a bit disconnected with the beginning and I apologize for that. It'll come together though (and sorry for the short chapter)




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