Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

*Vanilla Twilight Lyrics by Owl City*

Zayn had fallen head over heals for his true love Ariella. But something happened that should never happen to a love so strong. Two became one. Zayn didn't handle it so well. He kept up with his feelings in his journal. He thinks nobody knows what happens. But everybody does. The worst part, Zayn doesn't want to accept that it did.

Anaise is a quiet and shy girl who is looking for somebody to love her. She is trying to look for a place in this world. Little does she know what the world has in store for her.

What happens when these 2 cross paths?
Will he leave the past behind and look at what's in front of him?
Will she accept him in her heart?


13. Chapter 12

Zayn's POV


I started to grow nervous and frustrated that I couldn't find the right tie to go with my outfit. We came back from rehearsals about 2 hours ago and I've been trying to get ready ever since. I haven't been on a date in a while and it seems as if I almost forgot how to act properly.


I knew I couldn't do this on my own so I had asked Liam to stop by and help me.


"Okay, so should I wear the red one or the black one?" I turned around to Liam who was sitting on the edge of the bed on his phone holding up 2 different ties for him to look at. He looked up from his phone and had a pondering expression.


"The black one, definitely."


I smiled. "Thanks." I turned back around towards the mirror and started to tie my tie. I wasn't wearing anything too fancy, just the normal button down with a tie and some dark jeans.


When I was finished, I looked over myself in the mirror and sighed. What am I doing? Am I moving too fast? Am I moving on too fast? How would Ariella feel about this? She would be devastated that I'm being happy with somebody else. It's not fair.


Liam had noticed my apprehension and questioned me.


"What's the matter Zayn?" I sighed and looked at him through the mirror.


"I don't think I can go through this Liam. It isn't right." I turned around only to be met with a confused looking Liam.


"What are you getting at here Zayn?" I was starting to get frustrated  that he was being so oblivious to the fact that I could ever be happy. I don't deserve happiness.


"What I mean is that it's not right for me to be happy. It's not fair to me and Ariella. I can't do this." I started to shake my head. Liam got up and came over to me.


"Listen, you need to get all of those thoughts out of your head. There is a girl out there who cares about you and you're still worrying about one that is dead! Listen to yourself Zayn! You've gone mental! Stop thinking about what would be right for Ariella and start thinking about you....and even Anaise."


"How do you know she's dead?" I whispered to him in disbelief. He just gave me an annoyed look.


"Oh Jesus Zayn! Everybody knows! You've just been so caught up in everything and not wanting to believe it that you haven't even noticed!"


I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I just held my stare on the wall in front of me as I sat down on the edge of the bed. How could I have let this happen? I secluded myself for so long that I hadn't even realized what was going on around me.


Liam looked at me for a bit and sighed.


"Look Zayn, I'm sorry I went off on you like that. You just had to hear me out. Now, I'm not telling you or forcing you to forget about her, I'm just asking you to move on. It could be the best for you. Just think at how you're not only helping yourself but also Anaise."


Just the sound of her name had already calmed me.


"No, Liam. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have let this affect me as much as it did. And I'm sorry I shunned myself out from you guys. From now on I'll try and get the old Zayn back."


Liam smiled at me and I got up to give him a hug.


"Yeah you better. I'm starting to miss him." he said while still hugging me.


"Me too, Liam. Me too."




Finally had the motivation to update! This weather right now though! Where I'm living it is perf! It's like fall! The sky is grey, there's a lot of clouds, it's chilly, it's windy, it's just rfrrgfrfgrrgfgrfgrfgrfgffrgfrrrfgrfgfgr. Just a random dandom thought :3





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