Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

*Vanilla Twilight Lyrics by Owl City*

Zayn had fallen head over heals for his true love Ariella. But something happened that should never happen to a love so strong. Two became one. Zayn didn't handle it so well. He kept up with his feelings in his journal. He thinks nobody knows what happens. But everybody does. The worst part, Zayn doesn't want to accept that it did.

Anaise is a quiet and shy girl who is looking for somebody to love her. She is trying to look for a place in this world. Little does she know what the world has in store for her.

What happens when these 2 cross paths?
Will he leave the past behind and look at what's in front of him?
Will she accept him in her heart?


2. Chapter 1

Zayn's Journal


Ariella is my everything. I need her like I need air to breathe. We were two strangers who fell hopelessly in love and we knew what consequences we would face if we continued our future journey together. We can't be together. People don't want us together. I can't quite comprehend what goes through people's empty minds when they try and put their own opinion into what's important for us, Ariella and I.


All I know is that I am willing to put up a fight to keep what we have still alive. I'm not letting go. I refuse to lose this battle that I never signed up for. I need her in my arms. I don't care that we have come from two different worlds. I am willing to make this work. With every fiber in my being I won't give up.


And that's why I am writing this to you Ariella. I don't want you to give up. I'm letting you read my personal entries so it can feel like I am always with you. No matter where we are, just know that I love you.



And I miss you.




I sighed deeply and closed my journal. This was the one thing that kept me sane while I was on tour. I knew I could talk to the boys whenever I wanted but with some things as this one, no chance. They never knew about Ariella and I don't if they ever will. That subject is something that I would like to keep in my head because if I say it out loud, then I know it really happened. I have a stubborn way of thinking really. Something that Ariella never liked. Something that I tried to work on just for her. I did many things just for her. I still do. I always thought that whatever I did was never good enough and it obviously wasn't considering that I'm not holding her in my arms today.


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