Louis secret sister

Meet Bella Tomlinson well she's known as Bella stone because she was supposed to be a secret from the media she was the little mistake in the Tomlinson family and was kept with her mother who was not much of a good influence Louis and Bella have a good brother-sister relationship even though they weren't supposed to keep in touch and now Louis had offered her to live with him and the rest of the one direction clan so she can have a better life that's until she finds out her mothers mistakes and her past connection with one of the band member can change her future to points that he never would have imagined.

A Liam Payne fan fiction


31. chapter 31

Isabella's POV

It's been three days. three days of hell to be honest with you. I've been spending a lot of time with the boys, strengthening my relationship with them, but at the same time it was hard. everyone was noticing the distance I was putting between Liam and I, Niall and zayn especially. no one had dared to ask what was happening, and I liked it that way.

they didn't need to know why I was stopping myself from getting closer to Liam. not that they knew that anything was happening between us in the first place. but they knew that Liam and I were close, obviously. so it doesn't surprise me that they're confused on what's happening.

Liam hasn't been himself these past few days. he wont even look me in the eye anymore. to know that I broke his heart crushes me. but it's not like I have a choice in this! I want to be with Liam more than ever but if I want to have him, I cant be in the situation I'm in now. they'll only hurt him and I couldn't live with myself knowing that Liam got hurt by Derek die to another one of my stupid decisions.

I feel horrible. he's so mad and I hate it. he hasn't said a word to me. not even a 'hey'. if I'm sitting in a room by myself and he walks in, the first thing he does is turn around and walk away, and that breaks my heart.

he just can't understand that I did this so we wont be as hurt in the long run. but he'll understand it someday.

the one problem about what happened is the fact that according to the rest of the world, we're still dating, which means that Liam and I have to still be couply in public. even worse, our interview was rescheduled for today. I even called Simon the other day asking if we could announce ourselves broken up to the world but he said it would be too sudden and make me look like a little fling. It made sense but with my situation right now, the last thing I want is to have to connect with Liam.

I peeled myself off my bed and I gave myself a long stretch. I walked straight into the washroom and quickly stripped out of my pyjamas and jumped into the hot shower.

I took my time lathering my body with my vanilla scented boy wash as I let the hoy water massage my tense back. once I finished washing my hair and body I stepped out of the shower and into the cold room. quickly, I wrapped a towel around my body and walked to my wardrobe.

I glanced at the clock flashing on my bedside table. 11:45. we have less than an hour to get to the interview at 12:30.

is it bad that I'm nervous?

I changed into a half decent outfit for the interview. usually, I'd ask Liam what to wear ,but right now, talking to him isn't really my number one choice.

I changed into a black pencil skirt and an appealing light blue shirt. it wasn't a slutty outfit, it was somewhat professional yet sexy at the same time. it wasn't anything too revealing, but it was enough to show that I wasn't a lazy slag.

with a towel wrapped around my hair, I walked into the washroom again. I began to brush my teeth then applied some makeup.

I blow dried my hair before straightening it.

once I was satisfied with the way I looked, I took a deep breath before walking out of the washroom and into the living room. I'm sure Liam was in there waiting for me.

my heart rate picked up with every step I took. Liam and I alone...how is this going to turn out? I honestly don't even know.

I'm even more nervous for this interview. we're going to be talking about us the entire time, when really there is no "us" in the first place. it's going to be hard. the fact that Liam can't even stand me right now just makes everything so much worse and I don't think I'm prepared for this.

I made it into the living room and to my surprise, Liam wasn't there. all the boys were either in the living room or in the kitchen gathering food and lounging on the sofa's

"where's Liam?" I asked zayn who was flipping through channels on the TV.

"he's just stepped out, he's waiting for you in the van outside"

"oh, alright. thanks Zayn. tell the boy's I said bye"

he nodded, and gave me a sympathetic smile. it probably had something to do with the fact that Liam and I weren't on best terms and he knew that this was going to be hard for me.

I slipped on a pair of shoes before walking out the door. soon enough  I was outside and weirdly there was no van.

did he actually leave without me?

I looked around hopefully I'd find him possibly taking a smoke. just to my luck I didn't. I still looked around hoping to maybe of missed the car but there was actually not a single vehicle on the road.

is he actually mad enough to ditch me?

I pulled out my phone and was about to dial Liam number but I noticed I got a text.

from Liam:

call a taxi.

he did not just tell me to call a taxi.

is he seriously being like this right now? he's so stubborn! is this him trying to get back at me or something? honestly, he's making me furious. it's like he thinks that I wanted us to break up, although we weren't really official, but still! he left without me? he's being such an arse!

I dialled up a taxi and patiently waited for it to arrive.

the whole time, I thought about Liam. why is he acting like this? he's making everything so much harder and I hate it. the fact that he ditched me here is a whole other thing. does he really not want to face me? how are we acting couply if we don't even arrive with each other to the interview? he obviously doesn't think! god, he's crazy.

I don't even know what to say for the damn interview! they're going to ask me questions about us and I'm not even going to know what to say. it's not like I can actually lean on Liam for help. he'll probably just let me fall.

the taxi came and I gave the driver the address and within half an hour I was there. thankfully I was five minutes early. I was so sure I was going to be late.

I searched through the crowd, hoping to find someone or something to tell me where I'm going. where the hell is Liam? he should be here helping me. he's probably on set right now waiting for me. how does he expect me to know where to go? it's not like I've done interviews before!

I continued to walk in various directions for a minute or two before I saw a sign at the back corner that said "interview guests" that should be me right? yeah, I guess so.

I walked in and luckily it was the door that led us backstage. I let out a sigh of relief. glancing at my phone I saw that it was 12:28.

I walked through the people who were managing backstage and found my eyes landing on a muscular boy wearing a pair of jeans, a white shirt, white trainers and another checked shirt tied around his waist.

I stomped my way over to him and turned him to face me.

"honestly Liam that was such a dick move" I spat, crossing my arms over my chest.

he shrugged. "you were taking too long."

"are you fucking kidding me right now? what the hell is wrong with you!"

"quiet down a bit" he mumbled sternly, averting his gaze off me. "we don't want people to suspect anything"

"we don't want people to suspect anything says the one that made me arrive to this interview by myself I'm pretty sure couples arrive at interviews about their relationship together and don't even think about telling me to do anything. this is your entire fault you know. so no, I will not 'quiet down' I'm going to be as loud as I want to be!"

"you're on in 10...9...8..." the stage director announced counting down.

Liam rolled his eyes and mumbled something beneath his breath. he grabbed a hold of my hand and a shock ran through me. the familiar feeling that I missed so much came back the second his hand made contact with mine. I curled my lips beneath my teeth as I looked away from Liam and down at our entwined hands.

I didn't even hear the stage director telling us to start walking on stage until I felt Liam tug at my hand and pull me onto the stage.

suddenly all the nerves I had before came rushing back and I wish I had Liam to tell me that everything would be fine. but I don't. so I'm going to have to suck it up and try not to make a fool of myself in front of the whole word.

Liam was smiling brightly as the crowd began to cheer, but I couldn't find myself to do it. I put on a smile, but anymore in the crowd could tell it was fake. how am I supposed to smile when I'm not happy?

Michelle-the host-introduced us to the crows as she let us sit on the small couch. Liam kept his hand in mine as I tried my hardest not to rip it out of his grip.

"so Isabella, how does it feel to be dating a member of one direction?"

"it's like dating any other person except he just gets a little more female attention than a normal person"

thank god I didn't say something stupid.

"but they don't compare to you" Liam said smiling in my direction. I put on another fake smile trying my hardest not to roll my eyes. the crowd went wild once again, awing at his words.

"you two are just so cute, I know anyone in the crows would love to have a relationship like the one you two have"

yeah right

"so Liam, tell us. How did you two meet?"

"we've known each other for a while now actually. I've always liked her but she never knew. so I started to hang out with her more and finally I had the courage to ask her out and when she said yes it was probably the happiest day of my life."

the fact that everything he was saying was complete bullshit is what hurt the most.

"that's so sweet! what about you Isabella? tell us your side of the story"

"well you see...uhm, I have known Liam for a while now and...we've always got along and when he asked me out I decided to uh- take a chance?" dear lord I sound pathetic. "but I don't regret it one bit. he was worth the chance and I couldn't be happier"

"isn't that lovely? does the crows agree?" Michelle looked towards the crowd with a bright smile motioning the audience to cheer.

I took a moment to look at Liam who was looking towards the crowd and smiling. how can he act so happy? I know he's mad at me and this whole situation in general. I know I'm having a tough time covering up my feelings right now.

Liam let go of my hand and wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me a tad closer to him, giving me a gentle squeeze. he turned to face me smiling, while he placed a kiss on my cheek.

I couldn't find it in me to smile because this was all fake.

I think he noticed me tense, and he gave me a sad look for a second but I turned my gaze from him and forced a smile towards the loud crowd.

"so how long have you two been dating?" she asked the both of us.

"nearly two months" Liam replied, his voice was proud but once again...it was fake, I cant help but feel hurt that he can do this so effortlessly.

"would you consider yourselves in love?"

my heart stopped. to be honest with you, I never really thought about it. am I really in love with Liam? does he even love me in that kind of way?

I didn't answer. I looked towards Liam deciding that he should be the one to answer this question first. anyways the audience probably don't care about me, they're all here for Liam so they'll want to hear him talk.

he looked back at me, locking his eyes with mine. it was like time froze and there was no one around us. just me and him. I felt heart beat pick up as I waited curiously for his answer.

he nodded. "I consider myself in love"

the audience awed.

"what about you Isabella? are you in love with Liam?"

that's when it hit me. I am in love with him. I've always been in love with him as much as I hate to admit it, it's everything about him that makes me love him. the way he talks to me, protects me and makes me fell safe.

"yes I am. I'm in love with him"

Liam's smile grew wide as a clapping noise grew from around us. Michelle looked satisfied with the answer, probably because this was going to boost the ratings of her show.

"well, isn't that just magnificent!"

Liam held me closer, locking his hand on top of mine.

"well that's it for our interview with Liam and Isabella! we'll be back after this with our next guest Andrew Michael, a rising star!"


the second the stage director yelled cut I was off the couch. I didn't even bother saying thank  you to Michelle because all I wanted to do was get away.

I was off set and now backstage, storming through the busy people. I found our changing room and slammed the door behind me once I walked in.

oh god. what is happening? I just confessed to him that I love him on TV and he confessed too! he can't just do that to me!

he knows I have to leave and now that he made me realize that I'm in love with him, its going to make everything so much harder than it already is!

I ran my hand through my hair as I began to pace the room. I didn't even realize that Liam walked in until he called out my name

I spun around, and there he was. he had a hard look towards me. he was thinking.

he let out a long breath "Bella, can we talk? please?"

"no! we can't talk! we just can't! I have to leave soon and talking is only going to make me want to stay. I can't do that!"

he took a step closer to me, he had a sincere look on his face.

"please...just let me say something"

"no! you ignored me for three days, left for this damn place without me, left me all by myself to try to figure things out like what I was going to say and what I was going to do, and you made everything so much harder...I just don't want to hear it anymore! you left me..."

I felt the tears in my eyes begin to form as my voice cracked while I spoke. I tried my best to not show that I was close to breaking down, but I was struggling.

"I didn't mean to hurt you, or leave you to handle things on your own...I just wasn't ready to face you"

"so you think what you did was the right choice? because it's made everything worse!"

"I don't think you know this, but this is hard for me to! you think I want to be around you knowing that things aren't clear between us? do you think that it's going to be easy for me to be around you, knowing that you're leaving in a week? well it's not, and I'm sorry for being such an arse to you lately but I just can't face you knowing that soon you'll be back to your old life and away from e"

now I had no control over my tears. they just spilled out of my eyes and I couldn't hold it back.

"but I have to go!"

"no you don't!"

"can't you just let me go?"

"I will never be able to let you go" he took another step closer so now he was directly in front of me. "when you said you were in love with me...did you mean it? and be honest, Isabella. I need to know."

the way he spoke sent chills down my spine. my heart beat picked up a few paces as I looked him in the eye.

"I love you Liam, but..." I took every ounce of what I had in me to continue with what I was going to say. this is either going to be the worst decision of my life or the smartest one. either way, it was going to hurt but it has to be done.

"but I can't love you"

A/N: omg I just realized there is only around 16 more chapters until the book is finished :'(

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