Louis secret sister

Meet Bella Tomlinson well she's known as Bella stone because she was supposed to be a secret from the media she was the little mistake in the Tomlinson family and was kept with her mother who was not much of a good influence Louis and Bella have a good brother-sister relationship even though they weren't supposed to keep in touch and now Louis had offered her to live with him and the rest of the one direction clan so she can have a better life that's until she finds out her mothers mistakes and her past connection with one of the band member can change her future to points that he never would have imagined.

A Liam Payne fan fiction

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16. chapter 16

Isabella's POV

I woke up feeling water dropping onto my skin

what the hell?

my eyes whipped open and panic ran though my body. I wasn't in a familiar territory but soon enough the memories of last night flashed through me.

here I am on the park bench, slowly getting drenched by freezing cold water. it's good to know that the weather was on my side today.

my eyes stung attempting to keep them open because before I slept I cried way too much. I just can't bare the thought of Louis not wanting me in his life

I've been starting to doubt a lot of things between us now

what if Louis only offered me to live with him in the first place as a friendly gesture but didn't actually expect me to say yes?

what id he was always ashamed of me?

what if he knows everything about me and is disgusted of me?

why can nothing go my way? how come no matter what I do, everything must go wrong in my life. how come I can never have a stable relationship with anyone without fucking it up?

it was dark out, due to the clouds surrounding every inch of the sky above me. I wasn't sure what time it was but it had to be around 5:30 in the morning.

I slipped off the bench the bench and gave myself a little stretch with whatever strength I had left in me.

I started to rub my arms, trying to stay warm, but I wasn't too successful.

I must look horrible right now. I probably resemble a racoon, but it doesn't matter. it's not like I have anyone to impress

my legs and my arms were changing into a somewhat pink shade because they were exposed to the cold water and wind for way too long.

should I go back? I mean, what if I'm not wanted back there? but I do need to get my stuff, so if Louis doesn't let me in, I'll just say I came for my stuff.

my heart was breaking, just thinking that Louis might not want me back there. when I came here, I didn't expect anything bad to happen. I ran here so I could get away from everything back home.

I made my decision and began walking back to the flat.

with each step I took I shivered because I was cold and scared.

I walked down the alley and through the main street and before I knew it I was standing outside of the flats door.

I've never been so scared in my life. I mean usually I wouldn't care about my family but Louis' different. he actually meant something to me

he actually made me feel wanted when the rest of my family looked me in the eye.

I stood there not sure what to do. my body was shaking as the nerves ran though me.

I hesitantly knocked the knocked the door, not sure if I would regret doing it later

I heard shuffling and the door clicked unlocked

"bella" Louis yelled as he pulled me into his arms

he hugged me tight as he began mumbling words that I couldn't make out.

"I'm so sorry, oh god you're freezing and completely soaked. where have you been? I was so scared, this is my entire fault I'm so sorry. please never leave like that again" he rambled as he looked me in the eyes arm length apart

his eyes were pink probably due to the fact he was crying and it tore my heart into a billion pieces. he looked so sad and I hated that I caused him to cry.

honestly, I was expecting him to not want anything to do with me. but I'd be lying if i said i wasn't happy that Louis wasn't mad.

"I'm sorry"

he looked taken back

"you're sorry? you have no reason to be. I over reacted. I was just scared. I didn't mean a word I said. you mean so much to me I just didn't want you to get hurt"

"It's fine, could I just go and change?" I managed to say

I think he could tell that I was sad because he looked at me and frowned

"of course, go change and get warm I'll make you some tea?"

"alright I'll be down soon" I said quietly as I flashed him a small smile

I walked into my room and sat down on my bed and began to think

I feel so confused right now

I mean, I come here thinking that Louis was going to look at me in disgust but he didn't. maybe he really didn't mean to say what he said

I got off my bed and went towards my closet looking for something warm and fuzzy to wear. that was until I heard my door open.

I turned around and there I was facing Liam.

"uhm, hi?" I said questionably

he didn't even answer me. all he did was kiss me.

I didn't see it coming but I didn't stop it. his lips were so warm against my cold ones and I couldn't find it in me to move him off me.

a million butterflies were going off like crazy in my stomach and as much as I wanted to push the feeling away, I couldn't do it. if felt so right to kiss him.

"you're freezing, where were you. we were all worried sick. you're not hurt are you?" he asked as he hugged me into his body.

I didn't even answer, I just lent into him and took in all his warmth.

if I was confused before, I'm even more confused now. I mean, we are JUST friends but how come we barely go a day without some kind of physical contact.

its like this is the pattern: one day I kiss me, the next he kisses and it repeats...weird right?

"get changed into something warm, Louis' making you tea, I'll go and tell the boys and tell them you're alright" and just like that he was out of the room.

holy mixed signals much.

I mean he comes in, kisses me, hugs me, asks if I'm ok and leaves in a matter of two minutes

this thing that Liam and I have been doing needs to stop. as much as I like the feeling, I cant just do it for nothing. It's not right, it's not the kind of thing I do with my friends.

and since I made it clear with him that we are now friends, he doesn't need to go off and change that.

I ran my hands through my damp hair and let out a frustrated grunt.

why is he making me feel this way?

Liam's POV

I was so worried today. I couldn't believe that she was gone all night.

when she came back, I couldn't contain myself. but thankfully she didn't pull away and it made me happy to know that she liked the kiss.

the other day at the studio when we had a full on make out session, and I got confused when we got home, well I'm no longer confused.

when she kissed me at the coffee shop, I instantly realised that she had to have feelings for me. she just doesn't want to admit it.

kissing her a mere three minutes ago was a risk that I'm I took.

she kissed me back.

she

kissed

me

back.

that's all I needed to confirm that she feels something for me.

when she was gone last night. I didn't sleep for one second. neither did Louis, and don't worry, I gave him a load of shit for what he said.

I know he didn't mean what he said, but still. what he said was harsh especially because Louis doesn't know her past, so he doesn't know how much that must have hurt her especially when it came from him.

I know he means a lot to her and I really hope that the argument they had wont ruin their relationship.

I told all the boys that she was back and that she was fine. the boys were just as worried as Louis and I was.

you're probably wondering why we stayed home right

well we didn't

once she was gone I was yelling at Louis, and then after we went out looking for her, but we had trouble finding her because it was pitch black out.

we decided that we had to go back home and hopefully she would come home. the boys easily fell asleep but Louis wouldn't leave the chair that was closest to the door. he didn't sleep an ounce and neither did I, I couldn't sleep knowing that she wasn't safe.

once I heard the door open from my room, I knew it was Isabella and relief washed over me. and once I saw her in such a fragile state, I couldn't keep myself from her.

I just wanted to hold her and kiss her until she was warm again

but I did just enough to get an answer that I needed

I walked into the kitchen where Louis was sitting down at the table. his head was in his hands as he let out a sign

"hey Lou"

he looked up at me and his cheeks were tear stained

"I cant believe I said that to her. I just- she just...I don't even know anymore, I just don't want to lose her. not again"

I didn't know what to say. it was hard to watch one of my best friends look broken.

"she'll never forgive me, I just...I was scared that was all. I didn't mean a word I said, I didn't want to hurt her, I just over exaggerated and-"

"Louis" I said interrupting him

he gave me a confused look

"you shouldn't be telling this to me, I don't need an explanation, but she does. your words stung her a little more than you probably know. and I know this is tough for you to hear but what you said to her hit her really hard and I think she deserves a huge apology and explanation she really loves you and I know she'll listen"

"I know, I cant believe I'm saying this but....I'm kind of scared to talk to her"

"why?"

"because what if she doesn't went me in her life anymore? what if she doesn't accept my apology? I'm scared if I go and talk to her I'll lose her completely and she will be out of my life"

I shook my head and laughed

"Lou, you're her only family. do you think she'll you go that easily?"

"you're right, I'll go talk to her...but I know this isn't the time to ask questions but do you mind if I ask you something?"

"shoot"

"you've been spending a lot of time with her lately. there isn't anything going on is there?"

I was surprised at what he had said. I mean, sure he has every right to know what's going on with me and his sister but honestly, I don't really know what is going on between us.

"no we're just good friends" I explained

he nodded and got up

"alright I was just making sure. I'm going to make her tea and go talk to her" he mumbled slightly

I nodded at him and ran my hands though my hair

sure there was nothing going on between us now, but honestly something will be going on between us soon. I just need to get a move on. I don't think I will be able to actually keep myself away from her too much longer.

especially because I know what it feels like to kiss her

now that I'm thinking about it, that urge to kiss her has come back to me. but until I het things clearer with her, I'm going to have to wait a bit before I do anything. we both deserve to know what we feel.

A/N:- QOTC (question of the chapter): what are your names ?

my name is Lexie :)

p.s I might start doing a question in the authors note so it would be nice if you answered it!

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