Louis secret sister

Meet Bella Tomlinson well she's known as Bella stone because she was supposed to be a secret from the media she was the little mistake in the Tomlinson family and was kept with her mother who was not much of a good influence Louis and Bella have a good brother-sister relationship even though they weren't supposed to keep in touch and now Louis had offered her to live with him and the rest of the one direction clan so she can have a better life that's until she finds out her mothers mistakes and her past connection with one of the band member can change her future to points that he never would have imagined.

A Liam Payne fan fiction

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10. chapter 10

Liam's POV

wow. that's all I can say. words can't describe the kiss we shared. to be completely honest. i don't know what got into me. I didn't plan on kissing her, and I didn't plan on enjoying that kiss as much as I did, but obviously things changed.

I know that when I kissed her probably wasn't the perfect timing. I was so angry when I found that random dude trying to get with her, but I had to stay as calm as I could. I know she wouldn't have liked it if I lashed out on him.

what worries me the most is the way she shrugged it off so easily? It's almost as though it wasn't a big of a deal to her ad it really was. that only makes me question: has that ever happened to her before? Is that why it didn't seem to hurt her as much it would hurt any other person? or was she just bottling everything up just like she used to?

I don't think I was able to contain myself when I was with Bella. she just...does something to me you know? It's weird because, I thought she hated me, but she kissed me back. I was able to feel it because I was waiting for her to rip off of me and smack me or something but she didn't. I felt her apply even more pressure to my lips- not that I was complaining.

was it just me or did she get those feeling in her stomach too? never did I think that I would ever get those butterflies in my stomach after kissing Bella.

the whole car ride home was quiet. she wouldn't look at me, talk to me or even acknowledge my presence in the car. it did hurt a bit, but still that's how she is. I know that she must have enjoyed the kiss as much as I did. the thing id getting her to admit that was near impossible.

knowing her, she would tell me that the kiss was a mistake that she didn't feel anything or she probably will pretend like it never happened. but I'm not going to let her get off that easy. I'm not blind, I know that we have...something. and I'm not sure what that something is, but its there. maybe its sparks, but all I know is that kissing her was not a mistake. it was anything but that

that kiss probably defined where we could possibly be in the future. maybe she might like me the same way as I like her.

I smiled to myself as I lay on my bed staring at the plain white ceiling above me. just the thought of possibly meaning more to her than an "enemy" made me smile. I don't want to be the person who brings her mood down anymore. I want to be the person who can light up her day, just how she can light up mine.

I know I wasn't there for her enough is the past but, like I said "times have changed" I'm here now and I'm staying. I'm going to be there for her through thick and thin and there is no way that I wont stick to that.

I'm actually going to try harder to get her, and I know it won't be easy.

Isabella's POV

oh god what is happening to me? why do I feel the urge to find Liam and just...kiss him again? this is not right, not at all. I wasn't supposed to get these kinds of feeling towards him. he was supposed to be the person I hate. I mean- he is the person I hate with all my guts, but he had to fuck it all up by kissing me and I had to add on to it by kissing him back.

oh no, he probably thinks I like him.

I need to go to him and talk to him about it, but at the same time I don't want a conversation with him. I don't know what will happen if I face him. what if I lose myself staring into his eyes? what if looking at his lips will make my urge stronger?

I felt myself beginning to panic. I cant so this. I cant let Liam back into my life. I just cant do it.

He broke me, he messed me up just by doing the simplest thing. leaving. and if he can do it once he can do it again and now I'm just setting myself up to get hurt.

wait what am I thinking? there is nothing going on between us and nothing will ever happen between us.

I've been strong for so long, adding one more thing to my pile of messed up things won't break me down. I've trained myself to keep people away from me and I know what I'm doing. this shouldn't be too difficult

Especially, because I font like Liam

right

Oh boy, look at me trying to convince myself, I shouldn't need to do that anyways. because I don't like Liam

and that's final.

I was disturbed from my thoughts when my door was opened and shut, and I heard footsteps come towards my bed and a weight now denting it, I looked over to see the one and only Liam Payne.

"what do you want?" I said bitchily rolling my eyes at him as I shuffled myself into a sitting position

"I want to go on a walk and you're coming."

see I told you crazy boy right here

"It's too late Liam, cant we just go in the morning or something?"

"no we're going now lets go" he said getting off the bed and dragging me along with him.

I rolled my eyes and ignore the tingling feeling I got as Liam's hand was pressed against my back as he made sure I was walking with him.

"why are you taking me out on a walk?" I mumbled as I slipping on a pair of flip flops as I followed Liam out the door

"because I want to talk to you"

"what's there to talk about Liam, you know everything already"

"that's the problem, I don't. and I want to know everything"

"I think you know enough as it is, and what's more to talk about? I have a fucked up life, there now you know everything" I said bitterly as I lent against the building as Liam was next to me.

he let out a sign and I looked over at him, getting that feeling in my stomach that I didn't want to be there, but it was. It was a good feeling and that was the problem. when I look at Liam I can automatically see that he cares about me and that he wants to help me. I also see sympathy and love.

"just tell me the things I don't know, please" he said softly looking into my eyes. I quickly moved my glare so I would get lost.

I looked up into the dark cloudy sky as I said "It's not as easy thing to explain. and anyways not much has changed since you left, everything just happened more often, especially the sex for money thing"

he looked hurt, and surprised I was able to say that so easily

"just tell me one thing, you know how that guy tried to force himself on you? has that happened before?"

"well yeah, it happened a lot actually but usually I just have to finish." I mumbled not really comfortable with the choice of topic.

I turned to face him and noticed that his jaw was clenched and his hands were rolled into fits as his tongue wiped his teeth.

he looked lost for words until he finally turned around to face me

"I-I'm so sorry"

"Liam you don't need to be sorry" I said laughing slightly

"how can you laugh? this isn't funny Isabella. god dammit, I knew I should have stayed" he said loudly then drifting his voice off he stared at his feet for a few moments as he put his hands through his hair.

I hesitantly places my hand on his shoulder turning him to face me.

"Liam, I hope you know none of this is your fault. I know I've blamed you in the past but, it was out of anger

He softly grabbed my arms and turned them so he was now looking at my wrists, holding them now tightly so I was no longer able to try to turn them around.

"tell me I didn't cause any of these. Especially after I left" he said as he slid his finger across my cuts, looking at every scar and ever healing cut.

I looked him in the eyes, not sure what to say. yes I did cut myself when he was gone, only because I was scared and I didn't know what to do, but I couldn't just say that to him. it would devastate him.

"no of-"

"you're lying- I knew it, I'm so sorry Bella boo I didn't know I could ever hurt you so badly. I wasn't thinking about you enough and now look what I've done. I am so sorry, and I understand if you cant forgive me because look- I've hurt you so much and it's visible."

I looked up at him, locking eyes with his as my heart beat began to race faster and faster. o looked down at his lips then back to his eyes, multiple times actually, and it wasn't helping me want to not pounce on him right at this moment.

all the memories we had together all jolted through my head at once. we had so many good times together and I hate to admit this but I really do miss him. he was my best friend and it's hard just to forget something so good that was once your life.

I felt my eyes start to water, just by thinking of those memories, and to hear Liam apologise withal seriousness made my stomach get into knots. the cold air breezed its way to me causing me to get chills onto my bare naked arms, causing me to gain goose bumps.

he noticed and pulled me into his arms. his warm body now making contact with mine, I slid my arms under his coat and around his waist holding him tight. I knew that this isn't going to help in the long run but I just needed this right now.

I felt a tear leak from my eye and I tried to hold them back, but it wasn't working. letting one tear out opened the gate to letting the rest of the tears I've been holding up for the past few years just pour.

he held his grip around me tighter. "it's ok, everything is going to be okay" he whispered into my hair as he kissed the top of my head.

that safe feeling I once got from Liam was now back again. It's always in his arms that I get this feeling, and I'm not sure if this is good or bad.

he rubbed my arms, trying to ease the goose bumps but what he didn't know was that his warm and welcoming touch was what was creating them and causing them to stay

I lightly pulled back so I was no longer leaning my head onto his now tear stained chest. he wouldn't let me go so now I was just looking up at him, locking eye contact with him.

he bit his lip as he looked down into my eyes. I could tell that he was thinking about what he should do.

"I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you" he said, his voice was dull and cracked while he spoke.

I gave him a look with my eyes that said that it was ok. that I forgave him and all I want was his lips on mine

I guess he didn't understand because he just took off his coat and placed it on me then grabbed my left hand and entwined it with his right as he continued to walk in a peaceful silence.

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