Suffering In Silence (DISCONTINUED)

Have you every heard the phrase " suffer in silence"? That explains most of my life. I go to school everyday and plaster a fake smile on my face. When I go home I'm pulled straight back into my sad reality. I just wish for once, that someone would see through my fake smile. Until then, I will continue to suffer in silence.
* Original ideas, I am not copying anyone's work *
*Warning: story will contain some foul language.*


10. Where did my old life go?


     "Miss me beautiful?" A drunken voice slurred.

"w-what are you doing he-here?" I stumbled out, trying to keep my cool but only failing miserably.   " Just thought I would stop by." Michael snickered. Too close for comfort, his  whiskey breath hitting my neck. My eyes squeezed shut, hands clenched tight. A gag was thrown in front of my mouth, " Stuufgh it!" My voice was panicked and mumbled. " three, two, one. Night night my love." My eyes fluttered shut unwillingly. 

It was like being blind but the words were still slightly mumbled. " Are you done yet?" Was the first few words that I could hear clearly. My body was numb and I was stuck in a dark, unknown place. Footsteps slowly shuffled towards me. I whimpered. My hands circulation were beginning to cut off I squinted my eyes, hiding from the light as the blind fold was untied from me. I cried and cried. My things were scattered among my room, mainly my previous clothing. " W-what d-did I fucking do t-to you!" My anger took me over. I'm sick of this. I am so sick of everything. He smirked. Me, realizing that there were more then just him in the room, screamed. The video camera stood on my dresser, possibly still filming. I closed my eyes wishing for it all to be some sick, disturbing nightmare but, when I opened my eyes my nightmare was still there. They all left seeming too satisfied with themselves. The door was cracked open slightly as they left. Michael handed my father a wad of cash. As did the others. My eyes widened in shock. How could he? " How fucking could you!" I screamed as loud as I could. They all looked over seeing that the door was still open. The one laughed, slamming the door shut. Where did my old life go?

I stayed in my room for the remainder of the night. My father had left the house for what i believe to be hours ago.

From: Zayn- Hey

   From: Zayn- wanna hang out?

From: Zayn- theres no way you could be sleeping rn

   From: Zayn- Please answer!

From: Harry- ya know your freaking Zayn out rn. txt one of us?

I picked up my phone and decided to text them both back.

   To: Harry, Zayn- sry, phone was off.

It wasn't a lie per say. My phone was shut off. I slowly slid out of the bed, aching as I did so. Grabbing my fuzzy pajama short and a top, I headed into the bathroom. This doesn't look like me. My bloodshot eyes and puffy cheeks looking like I had been smacked well over twenty times causing deep bruises. Bite marks covering along my shoulder blade and neck, repulsive for me to look at. I sighed and stepped away from the mirror. My phone began to ring.

"Hello?" I answered. " Hey you had  us all worried here for a moment." Louis chuckled while he answered the phone. I tried to smile but it failed to reach my face. " I'm f-fine." crap. I kind of stutter when I'm lying and of course Louis just happens to know this about me. " Your lying Audi. I'll be over soon." And with that he hung up. I know that I would have to let him in. I ran to the best of my ability up the stairs to clean up the mess. There was glass broken among the floor which I just dusted quickly under the bed, remind me to clean that later. I tore the bedding off and threw them away. And then I had to work on me. After pounds of concealer and all that crap I finally looked somewhat descent besides the bruises covering my arms, neck, and thighs which I covered up with long pants and a turtle neck.

" Audilee!" Of course instead of just Louis, it was all of them. I headed down the stairs and slowly opened the door. " Uh hey guys." I 'smiled'. They all looked at me intensely before coming inside.

They all sat on the couch and I joined with them. It was an awkward few moments before I finally spoke up. " Omygosh stop starring its creeping me out!" I gasped dramatically. " We are trying to figure something out." Louis thought intensely. That is never a good thing. " Figure what out?" I asked. " You're acting different." Niall pondered for a moment. Liam sat there looking at me. Zayn looked like he had an idea but there was no way he would say anything. I gulped, looking away.

" Can I talk to you for a minute?" Niall spoke for a minute. I nodded my head and we went into the kitchen. He was looking around before he grabbed a washcloth, dampening it with water. " What ar-" He put it to my cheek causing me to wince, cowering away from his hand. He gave me a knowing look. He wiped away the pounds of make up before his eyes widened. " Guys!" I clamped my hand over his mouth before he could say another word. " What?" They shouted from the living room. " Never mind!" I slowly removed my hand. " What the hell happened." He whispered trying to stay calm but, anger easily showing. " How did you know?" I changed his question. " I- uh- i could just tell." He gave the 'another time' look. I nodded. " What's going on with you Audi? You're really starting to worry us. We just want to keep you safe." He pleaded, holding onto my hand. I tilted my head towards the floor, avoiding his gaze. He nodded his head and headed to the living room. I thanked him and followed him out. " Niall what the hell did you do to her!" Louis screeched and ran towards me. He raised his and I unwillingly flinched. His eyes darkened." Why are you flinching?" I didn't answer him and looked away. A car door slammed outside, my eyes widened. " You guys have to go! I'll see you later!" I quickly shoved them out the back door. Zayn's eyes met mine.  " We just want to keep you safe Audilee." He kissed my cheek and left.

     From: UnKnown# - did you have fun with daddy's friends?

Will any of this ever stop?



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