Rosie and I were moving into the new apartment, in London. We're learning pretty much everything as we go. One day I start making youtube videos because their was nothing else to do while Rosie was at school. But will meeting two guys change everything?


18. Chapter 17

Chapter 17


Minutes later we both heard the front door open and slowly took a small step away from, each other. “So how’s it going?” Rosie called out.

Neither of us answered, we didn’t know what to say.

“Somebody is holding back,” she chuckled.

“Don’t worry about it,” I said and went right into my room. My brain was going everywhere at once. I didn’t know how to understand what was now happening. I did have feels for Phil, that much hasn’t changed at all. But with Zack coming around I didn’t want Phil or Rosie get hurt. Who knows what he would do this time.

I quietly went to my door to hear what movement was going on. All I heard was the tv playing but everything else was silent. I grabbed my camera and quickly made my way out of the flat.

Walking out to the street I turned on my my camera and started recording myself. “Hello me people,” I said to the camera. “So how are you?” I asked. “Well you can’t really answer but I hope you all are really good. I just wanted to talk to you all. I just really need to talk and I feel like you guys should know what’s going on in my life. So yeah,” I went on. “If guys didn’t know but I don’t really like to talk about my past because it’s not the best, but it was because I was engaged.” I nodded and took in a deep breath and went on. “He wasn’t the best guy and I didn’t realize until he tried to kill my best friend. He made another friend that my friend and I knew invite us to a party. Then the building caught on fire. We got out and so did another friend of ours Jay got out. So now she’s hard of hearing and I have emotional problems from that. We had moved to the South in America. When she was able to leave the country we moved here.” I walked into a park finding a bench and sat down. “So we moved here, I meet Phil,” I said starting to smile like an idiot. “I kept telling myself I couldn’t trust guys or ever fall for them ever again. But Phil made me believe in something, and at first it scared the crap out of me, but then it started to feel so good.” I stopped not really wanting to go on. “Then Zack found me again. He’s been making everything so much more complicated. I’m pretty sure that he left though, I hope he’s gone now.” Then I started thinking about what had happened just hours ago and smiled. “Then just hours ago Phil was trying to be overprotective and it was bugging me and it was also so cute the way his eyes shined with concern… and my body overpowered my brain and I kissed Phil.” I stopped talking just thinking about how good the kiss felt. “It felt amazing and I could tell that he cares and wants to just try to protect me. But being the stubborn person I am, I don’t want to be protected because I just have a hard time trusting others besides Rosie. So yeah… that’s happened. I hope you guys are okay that Phil and I kissed because I’m not sure where that’ll go, and I the one thing I do know for sure is that I Robin Leigh Miller has fallen for Phil Michael Lester. I guess I’ll see you guys soon,” I finished and stopped recording and turned off my camera and just sat there and watched the sky.

All the sudden my phone starts going off, I looked eat it and it was Phil.

“Hey,” I said answering it.

“I need to tell you something,” he said.

“What’s up?” I asked.

“Well there’s Playlist live in a few days and so you and Rosie have to pack quickly because the plane is in a few hours,” Phil said quickly.

“Does she know about this?” I asked.

“She’s packing right now,” Phil said.

“I’ll be there in a minute,” I said getting and quickly walking back to my flat.

As I walked in I noticed Rosie sitting down on the couch waiting. “HURRY UP AND PACK!” She yelled running over to me.

“I never thought that you would be happy to go back to America,” I said as we walked into my room.

“I doubt that anyone we know will realize that we’re going to be there,” she answered.

“Well Jay or Brandon could always find you, I just have to Zack popping up somewhere,” I said starting to grab cloths that I thought would be alright for Florida.

“You never worried about Fiona are you?” She asked.

“Who’s Fiona?” Phil asked shyly making me jump.

“Just a part of my past,” I answered simply. “Can somebody grab my laptop please? It’s in the music room.”

“I’ll get it,” Rosie said leaving the room.

“Are you ever going to tell me everything?” Phil asked once she was out of the room.

“I’m not sure,” I answered. “I’ve never told anyone as much as you know besides Rosie because was there with me.”

“Do I have to worry about this Fiona at all? Is she out to hurt you? Is she one of the girl that Brandon guy killed? I want one answer, please,” he begged.

I stopped walking around my room and looked right at Phil, who was watching me. “Fiona is my twin.”

“You have a twin?” He asked in shock.

“Yep,” I said popping the p.

“Why does it feel like I don’t know anything about you?” He asked.

“Because I find it hard to trust people and I don’t open up easy,” I answered as Rosie walked in with my laptop. “Thanks,” I said smiling at her. I turned it on and put the card from my camera in it.

“When did you take a video?” He asked.

“When I was at the park,” I answered. “And if you want more answers you can just watch it. Please.” I went on packing and Phil was back in his flat with Dan as they finished packing up everything. The video had just finished unloading onto Youtube, so whether Phil has watched it already I wasn’t sure.

We then took a cab to the airport and made our way to the plane.

“So how do you think we’re gonna see?” Rosie asked trying to make conversation.

“A lot of people,” Dan answered.

Dan and Rosie kept talking, I stopped listening because I just didn’t care at the minute. Once we were at the gate I noticed that my seat would be next to Phil’s.

“Can we talk? Alone,” I heard Phil say.

“Sure,” I said.

We walk a few feet away from the gate and I waited for him to start.

“I watched the video,” he started out.

I waited again for him to saything else, but he didn’t. “And?” I asked.
He looked down to think about what he was going to say.

“Hey Phil,” someone making us both look.

“Hey Jack, hey Finn,” Phil said giving them a small wave.

“Um Leigh,” I heard Dan say getting my attention. I looked over to find Rosie bending over in pain.

“What happened?” I asked rushing over to her.

“I’m not sure,” Dan answered.

“Rosie, Rosie,” I kept repeating. I then took out her hearing aid and she seemed to be in less pain.

‘Are you okay?’ I signed.

‘Now I am yeah, it was just making this weird noise and it was hurting my ear and I couldn’t get it to stop,’ she signed back slowly.

“Don’t worry Dan,” I told him. “The battery is dead.”

“What was wrong?” One of the twin boys said.

“Well when the battery dies it gives off this really high pitched sound put it also sorda sounds a little deep somehow. I can’t really explain it that well,” I explained.

“Why does she need a hearing aid? She looks young and healthy,” the other one asked.

“She’s hard of hearing,” Dan answered.

“So I’m guessing that she’s your girl, Rosie right,” he said.

“Can I ask something first?” I said raising my hand. “Witch one is Jack and witch one is Finn?”

They both laughed and the one the right said “I’m Jack.”

“Then I’m Finn,” he said.

“We’re usually like this, if it’s the other way it just feels off,” Jack said.

“Okay,” I said smiling at them.

“So what’s your guys names?” He asked.

“I would be Leigh, and that’s by best friend Rosie over there,” I answered.

“Do  you both have a channel?” He asked.

“Nope, just me. But I can’t leave her on her own, I don’t really trust her when she has to cook for herself and I’m not around,” I said.

“All boarding,” said the lady at our gate.

We all started getting up until I realized Rosie wasn’t following us. “DAN!” I yelled running over to get Rosie. ‘Boarding,’ I signed to her.

She quickly got up and we got back in line. Soon enough we were all on the plane. Phil and Dan said little hi’s and hello’s to others that they knew.

“Dan, watch Rosie because if you lose her you are a dead man,” I warned as I took the window seat.

“I will, I will,” Dan said as they walked back to find their seats.

I leaned my head against side and stared out the window.

“We didn’t finish talking,” Phil said.

“What were going to say?” I asked turning to look at him.

“I wasn’t really sure what I was going to say,” he said making me laugh. “I will tell once I know what the right to say is.”

I nodded and smiled at him. “You do that,” I said.

“I will,” he said making us both laugh as we were now in the sky. After what feels like ages flight attendants said we were allowed to move around and they started passing out drinks.

“Do you think it would be okay if I grabbed something from my bag?” I asked Phil.

“I’m not sure,” He shrugged.

“Can I get you anything?” One of the flight attendants asked.

“I was wondering if I could grab something from my bag?” Phil asked.

“Sure thing, where is it?” She asked.

“Right above us, it’s the bag that won’t stop giggling,” Phil answered.

I slapped his arm for making fun it.

“I can get it,” I said.

The lady grabbed my bag and gave it Phil. He opened it and found that I had brought that Totoro he had given me with us.


“SHUT UP!” I yelled back shrinking in my seat while holding the Totoro.

After a few minutes I sat back up in my seat and stared out the window as I cuddled my Totoro. I could feel Phil looking at me, but I just stayed quiet and managed to fall asleep.


~Phil’s POV~

It looked as if Leigh had fallen asleep, but all I could think about was the video she had posted just minutes ago. She actually had said her full name. I never knew what her surname was. She also had said that she had fallen for me. What did she even mean by that? I felt her head fall on my shoulder and she looked so perfect sleeping. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket, I opened up Instagram then took a picture of her sleeping.

Minutes later could hear Dan and Rosie “PHIL!” Rosie yelled.

“Do you not know how to stay quiet?” I asked.



The rest of the plane ride was pretty quiet. Leigh would move around and mainly stare about the window and would take a picture of the clouds. I managed to plan out what I was going to do. I was going to make a video about how I feel about Leigh, than just see how things go from there.

Hours later we were all waiting to get off of the plane. I grabbed Leigh’s empty bag and mine that was in the cabinets above our heads. She grabbed her bag the was under the seat in front of her and we got out of the plane. I looked over at Leigh who was just standing there and snuggling with Totoro, the Totoro that I had gave her just a few months ago. Then Dan and Rosie walked out of the plane to to us.

“Why were you yelling so much?” Leigh asked Rosie.

She waited for a minute.

Leigh handed me her Totoro and signed something to her.

“Nope,” Rosie answered making Leigh sigh and grab her Totoro.

“What did you sign?” I asked.

“I think it was can you hear,” Dan answered.

“You’re learning,” Leigh said. “Now can we get our bags, I want sleep.”

“Not the best way to fight off jet lag,” Jack said coming up from behind us.

“Oh yay, the five hour time difference,” she groaned.

“I have a feeling you’ll do fine,” he said.

Leigh rested her head on my shoulder once again.

I noticed that Dan was already holding Rosie’s hand, and it was making me want to hold Leigh’s hand. But we all managed to get our bags and left for the hotel. Rosie and Leigh were in one room and Dan and I were in another, somehow they were just across the hall when we found them. We went into our room and they went into theirs.

“So what do you want to do first?” Dan asked.

“I was gonna make a quick video,” I answered getting my camera out.

“You can always film while you come out,” he said.

“I’d rather just do it here,” I answered.

“Okay man, I’ll be showing Rosie around,” he said leaving the room.

I set up my camera and started recording. “So hell internet,” I said waving my hand at them. “Some of you may have watched Leigh’s new video she uploaded a few hours ago. This is sorda a response to her. I did watch just as she uploaded it but then we had go all get to the airport. I thought of doing this while I was on the airplane, but I didn’t really think of all of what to say. I do know how I feel about her but sometimes she does make it so difficult to love her. I do realize that she has a past that’s here in America but I just want her to know that she can trust.” I stopped and thought about the kiss that was just this morning. “She kissed me this morning, but it feels like days ago.It was amazing though and it felt so right. I had missed her for so long, and just longed to be around her once again. I even thought the little lion was from her, but I honestly don’t know who it was from. I like thinking it was from her though.” I started thinking once again on what to say. “Then you guys might remember I got Leigh a stuffed Totoro for Christmas, it’s one that looks like mine. I find this so funny,” I said laughing, “But she brought it with her. We were on the plane and I’m pretty sure that she was getting really tired so she wanted her Totoro and the flight lady said that she could get. I got up and grabbed her bag and noticed that she only had her Totoro in there. She actually brought it and Rosie yelled across the plane that Leigh should have kept it at home. I can’t believe that she brought it,” I said biting my lip. “I, Phil Lester love Robin Leigh.” I finished and stopped recording.

I grabbed my laptop and uploaded it without editing, just like Leigh did.

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