His Other Half

He made me shiver just at the sight of him like this. "I found you I finally found you." He whispers before lifting my shirt off me. "Please, no" "Come on babe you usually beg me for this." I gasp at the thought of loving this side of him "I beg harry. Not you." He suddenly stopped being gentle and shoved me into the wall and crashed his body into me. He pinned my wrists to the wall and his nails dug into my skin. "Please don't." I gasped as he threw me onto the bed. He then shook his curls looking at me with those beautiful green eyes I fell in love with. "Spencer! I Told you to run! god dammit GO!" he yelled. His eyes watered up as he sat on the bed in front of me. I Pushed myself onto him and wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist and kissed him. "Harry Please I can't leave YOU! I love you... We can fix you! You can control him." he looked down and hugged me back tightly. Then realsed saying "But the sad thing is he is me. I am a monster."


6. Torture


After 2nd period I ran to the bathroom and into a stall.


I sat on the toilet and put my head in my hands.


I can't believe what I had just said, I remember the note he had passed to me.


I spring out and rush into the classroom in complete panic needed to know what he had wanted to say.


"Spencer? Did you forget something?" Mrs. Davenson asks well erasing the whiteboard.


"Yea but I found it" I say picking up the two halves of the notebook paper and running out, "Thank you!"


I yell as I book it to my English class I sit in my seat seconds before the bell I pretend to read a book and secretly behind it open the two halves of the paper.


I place them together as I read, 



     I know you won't even look at me, but you make me crazy. I try to pretend that you don't mean shit to me.. but oh god you do. I feel so alive with you so complete. I am so sorry spencer. I just wanted to say that I think you are the only person I have known to not just to give up on me. But you have now, but I deserve it. I am sorry.



I blush as I give a slight smile and rest my elbow on the desk as I rest my jaw in my palm and bite my lips.


No. Spencer you are done.


I mean after just a week or less he has hurt you and your dad, put his hand in your shirt and scared you half to death.


His will never be anything but trouble.


Or could he change?


**End of 7th period**


The rest of the day went slow.


The usual note pacing, testing, and homework.


The final bell rings as I drag myself to my locker and twist it according to my assigned combo and lift the lock to open it.


I retrieve my book as I slide them into my book bag.


I shut the locker close to discover a loud slam.


I turn to discover the source of it to find a curly haired boy coming out of the office as he spits on a piece of paper sand rips it apart as he aggressively kicks the garbage  can and throws it in.


I take a few steps back as I jump in suprise by accedently hitting the lockers.


I go blank as he walks towards the hall i am in.


I widen my eyes in surprise as he shoves both girls and boys out of his way walking straight pat me.


I run after him  not being able to watch him act like this as he makes his way to the parking lot.


"Harry! Wait!" I yell as he slides into his car.


I run to his passenger window and nock on it begging for him to roll it down, "What do you want bitch." He spits as I furrow my eyebrows in shock at his chose of words.


"I want to apologize, please let me in."


He rolls up the window and swings the right door open.


I hop in and I close the door he turns down the music.


"I am sorry I am a bitch, I should have at least read your letter, you deserve at least that."


He laughs in mockery taking me by surprise, since I shouldn't even be the one apologiezing!


"I don't deserve any shit apology from you! Nor do I want one. you were just another girl I messed with, I just wanted to hook up, but since you wouldn't even sleep with me I decided your not worth my precious time."


I scoff trying to hold tears back. I try to hide how hurt I was as he pauses waiting for a minute. "Oh, I should have known better?! But you you BASTARD should have left me alone-"


He cuts me off, "Wait you thought I actually had feelings for you?"


I scoff shaking my head letting a tear down my cheek as I slam the door hating how emotional he made me.


I begin wondering why I even gave him the time of the day.


I forget it all and walk off in complete be-trial.


**2 Hours Later**


 I tap my pencil as I take a sip of my sprite on the table in front of me as I don't pay attention to my work to fascinated by harry.


How could almost two different people be one?


I roll my eyes as my father walks in.


"Someone is here for you." He states, taking a sip of his coffee. My Dad seemed I don't know scared?


I sit up straight in surprise, I hadn't invited Ava over, so who was it?


I shuffle over to the door.


As the one and only Harry Freaken Styes stands in front of me, "Wow. WOW. THe one and only Harry styles! CONGRATS! You messed with the last girl in town! And for a bonus almost knocked her up too!" I say in cruel sarcasm.


"How do feel about that successes? Oh and also have do you ALSO even have such NERVE to come to my HOUSE! Man you deserve a prize for that! Oh if you came for you clothes they are in the wash, oh but don't worry I had my dad washed yours separately from mine so I didn't 'BITCH THEM UP." I say letting all of my hurt out.


"Keep going" He whispers as I am filled with even more confusion.


He wants me to keep going?


I give him a confuse look as he clarifies it. "I deserve that and so much more. I do. I acted like an complete and utter ass. And there is no excuse for that." He states and admits in a deep accent.


I nod my head in agreement and pull a piece of hair behind my ear.


"Can I take you somewhere, we can start over, Please I promise I just want to start fresh"


I bite my lip, knowing we already gave that a shot, but he was like a drug to me every taste of him I got only made me need him more.


"You have two hours Styles." I say softly shutting the door and giving into his well put apology.


I can't believe how easily I gave in usually I was very stern and even more with him.


But how could I turn down his beautiful smile, eyes, and apology.


I laugh at myself as I rest my head back and shrug my shoulders as I question myself about harry.


We pull into a gravel road and park.


I raise an eyebrow as harry walked down the road, he turned back at me and says, "Don't worry I won't hurt you."


I bite my lip as I didn't know that was true for certain due to the fact of what he caused my father. 


I follow closely behind him.


He grabs ahold of my hand and runs with me over to a small hill covered in flowers, following next to a small but deep body of water I had seen nor heard of before.


We where defently some of the few people who had ever been here.


I look around to a beautiful surrounding as my eyes trace back to harry.


I jump in surprise as he lifts his t-shirt of reveling his tanned lightly tattooed, and toned stomach making me blush and weak at the knees.


I question, "What the hell are you doing harry?"


He laughs as he continues to undress sliding his shorts down his legs.


He is left in only his black tight boxers.


I laugh as he jumps into the water and springs back up and shakes his curls which soon lightly start splashing me with water.


"Aren't you going to join me?" He asks raising an eyebrow.


I smile "Hell no! I didn't bring anyhting to change into and no way am I getting in in just a bra and underware!" I gigle


I knew that was a lie and I would give in. 


He makes a puppy face at me as I wonder why I was even there.


"Hey be lucky i am even here, I just couldn't be around my father any longer."


Which was the truth.


But also I am not one to hold a grudge.


"Fair said. But I am getting lonley."


I blush as I roll my eyes and slide my shirt of leaving my tank-top and bra under.


I then watch as harry grins scamming up and down my body well also winking.


I blush as I slide my pants down my legs and jump in. I Laugh coming out of the water and splash harry.


"You are a sucker for me arn't you!" He teases.


I bite me lip as he says, "Here let me help."


He brushes his fingers onto my sides and skims the tank-top up my curves until I lift my arms up allowing him to proceed with taking it off.


"Wow, you are beautiful." He says making me blush.


To my surprise the sun had already begun to set making the sky a beautifu orange and yellow.


I look into his eyes discovering my own reflection in them. He slowy pulls my body into his as he kissed my neck.


God he knew just how to make me effortless fall for him.


I wrap my legs around him knowing he could stand in the fairly deep clear beautiful water.


I gasp in pleasure as his hand travels lower onto my back.


I massage his scalp, running my fingers throw his curls as he kisses down my chest and into the cleavage of my breast as I remove my hand from around his neck to his chin leading it up instead of futher down. 


"You are a challenge aren't you." He says in between kisses.


I form a smile and he pushes his hips onto mine and whispers into my ears. "God your perfect. I want you even more everyday."


I blush as he pulls me under water as I gasp as he kisses me.


I blush loving how naturally romantic he was.


We pop back up as he leads me back to land and hovers over my body kissing down my stomach.


I hold his curls a sI rest on my elbows as he reaches my thighs kissing down the middle of them then licking back up. god he was perfect. "Harry." I say lifting his head up and leaning down to kiss his lips, "Time to go." I say disappointed myself.


But wasn't going to let him have me that easily.


I laugh as he picks me up bridal style picks up our clothes and doesn't let our lips disconnect the whole walk back.  


Once we reached the car I attempt to dress myself as he jumps in "Wow slow down, thats my job."


He grabs the waist of my pants and has me step into them as he slides them up my legs.


I laugh and he kisses the outline of my panties. He then picks up my shirt sliding it over my shoulders and not missing a secound to fell my curves and breast as much as he could.


I love thee way he loved to touch me and hold me, I loved being wanted, but being in control of myself.


I laugh as I state "My turn" Following Harry's previous movements.

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