His Other Half

He made me shiver just at the sight of him like this. "I found you I finally found you." He whispers before lifting my shirt off me. "Please, no" "Come on babe you usually beg me for this." I gasp at the thought of loving this side of him "I beg harry. Not you." He suddenly stopped being gentle and shoved me into the wall and crashed his body into me. He pinned my wrists to the wall and his nails dug into my skin. "Please don't." I gasped as he threw me onto the bed. He then shook his curls looking at me with those beautiful green eyes I fell in love with. "Spencer! I Told you to run! god dammit GO!" he yelled. His eyes watered up as he sat on the bed in front of me. I Pushed myself onto him and wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist and kissed him. "Harry Please I can't leave YOU! I love you... We can fix you! You can control him." he looked down and hugged me back tightly. Then realsed saying "But the sad thing is he is me. I am a monster."


18. not as it seems

It's not as it seems love. I love you. Remember that and don't lose hope in me. That's all I ask and need. I love you.




I study the words one by one in mind head attempting to processes the valuable information i was given. I question how these few sentences could mean so much to me. My eyes travel down the paper more as I reach the last line with Harry's small block handwriting...

My eyes widen and my heart races as my eyes discover the number scribbled in ink at the bottom.

I jump up not even bothering to give a glance back to ava. I run into the bathroom and turn my phone on lighting up my phone and the whole restroom as I relies I failed to even notice I was in pitch black darkness, having forgotten to turn on the light. But I didn't care. The only thing on my mind was Harry. Harry. Harry.

I dial the number with my shaking fingers as I hold my phone up the my eyes and close my eyes mentally needing to hear is voice as if he was a medication for me. The phone rings for the first timing making me pace back in forth in the bathroom. I breath deadly after another ring, and another, finally I hear a voice. But not the voice I wanted to hear, instead a computerized women's voice notifying me that the phone was no longer in service. I had lost me chance.

I let tears stream down my face before my ears are consumed my knocks on the door. I look at the time, I had been in here for eight minutes and decided to open the door to a little girl tapping one foot on the floor and arms crossed with a fruits look on her face. I almost laugh at the adorable girl attempting to make her point and I apologize and walk back to my both possessing ava. She looks very relived as she see me and then is took back by my red eyes.

"Can we go to your place... I sorta don't have any where to go." Ava rolls her eyes grinning and squeezing me into a tight hug, "hell yeah! I need to see my best friend for once! Hurry let's go!" I smile relishing how lucky I am to have her. Until now I had not reconquized the small bag of donuts held tightly in her palm. I laugh wishing I could have her shape and still eat how I want.

We pull up to her hose and I click my seer belt letting my self exit the car. I mentally and drained and emotionally done. I can keep being let down-

"It's not as It seems.."

Harry's words are carved into my mind. What? Does this mean he didn't do it? Didn't kill Andrew! I wipe my forehead and thank god he didn't. I know you think "what the hell? He Urmmmm still totally did it!" But I just knew somehow in my stomach there's more to it... Maybe Harry did.. But maybe he had to.. My thoughts are blank as my mind scatters to think of more reasons Harry didn't do it. I follow ava to her perfect bedroom and I fall onto her bad grunting.

"Spence where are your things?" Crap. Jason's place..... I face plan myself. "Jason's, will you get get them for me... PLEASE!" I beg not wanting to have to face Jason after my experience with him. Ava rolls her eyes nodding and I hugs her thanking her a billion times. "Only because you are going on this trip you need it girl." I laugh nodding and we both agree I will drive with her and wait in the car. I laugh as she decieds to do her nails first grabbing a paper towel and place her already perfectly do manicure on the floor and begins to remove the present ocean blue nail poilsh. I peel my eyes from her hand and stare at the ceiling as my phone goes off-

I race to Ava's dresser almost tripping over her chair and retrieve the phone. Without even seeing who it is I answer.

"Hello!" I yell the line is quiet and Ihere faintly voices in the back. A low deep voice finally answers, "this is a message for only the ears of spencer gray. Confirm that is is spencer and only spencer." I gulp "yes."

"8012998567" the line ends. What the hell? The same number. I double check the letter well saying the number over and over again mentally to not forget 8012998567? Why? The number Is not connected what else could have meant. I close my eyes and breath attempting to relax myself. I laugh at Ava's frozen and confused face. "Come on let's go!" I say wanting to get my mind off if the confusing topic.

"I'll be right back!" Ava says to me and then runs up the apartment stairs in her leggings, sweatshirt, and high ponytail and yet I am jealous of her. Almost 2 minutes later she is back and my stuff isn't in her hands?

"He won't give it to me he needs you to see him." No god no!

"Please come with me! Please I can't face him alone.." I whimper. "Oh yeah why is that?! I don't understand what the hell is even going on!" I doll my eyes, " I promise I will explain" I say dragging my feet out of the car and up the stairs.

Ava follows close behind and we are at his door. I knock not wasting time and in a second his face is relived from behinds the door. "Spencer-" I cut him off walking past him and straight to his room.

I find my close perfectly folded and washed on his bed. My heart flutters as I love how naturally caring his is no matter what you do. Ava awkwardly waits at the door as Jason walks in. "Please spence don't go!" I shake my head, "I'm sorry Jason, I love him and I hate it but trust I can't change it... I've tried." I say not allowing on tears to fall. Instead of blowing up surprisingly he nods and breaths in. "Spence I know. But he's gone and-"

"Stop." I firmly demand as shake my head and toss my stuff into my pink suitcases. "I do have feeling for you! I just don't understand them... There's like watching a video in YouTube with a bad connection. It's not working, it's there but it's not engraved it clear. Jason I will always have feelings for you no matter what you do." I move close to him and rub my thumb across his cheek, "Jason you deserve more than I can offer you." I say walking back to my suitcases and stroll them out of the room and the apartment leaving Jason speechless. My heart aces more every steep is take and of course ava adds the snarky comment, "we'll that's defiantly going to leave a mark in him." I breath deadly and completely agree replaying the look on Jason's now flawlessly hopeless face.

I fill a suitcase with swimsuits, sweat shirts, dresses you name it I packed it.

I finish packing after an hour, and then crash on Ava's couch. I close my eyes wanting to put an end to this very eventfully and ensuring day, allowing my dreams to paint my perfect world for the night.


HEY! Sorry for Short one! But I promise a long one Friday!!! I'm going to NYC and seeing WICKED!! YAY! Hahah but the plane ride is like seven hours so I have lots of time to right! Lol and read! ha ha I just started the fault in our stars and I need to catch up on after! BUT COMMENT FOR UPDATE ON TUESDAY TO! I need 4 comment! Plz!!! It can even be the same person!

Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...