His Other Half

He made me shiver just at the sight of him like this. "I found you I finally found you." He whispers before lifting my shirt off me. "Please, no" "Come on babe you usually beg me for this." I gasp at the thought of loving this side of him "I beg harry. Not you." He suddenly stopped being gentle and shoved me into the wall and crashed his body into me. He pinned my wrists to the wall and his nails dug into my skin. "Please don't." I gasped as he threw me onto the bed. He then shook his curls looking at me with those beautiful green eyes I fell in love with. "Spencer! I Told you to run! god dammit GO!" he yelled. His eyes watered up as he sat on the bed in front of me. I Pushed myself onto him and wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist and kissed him. "Harry Please I can't leave YOU! I love you... We can fix you! You can control him." he looked down and hugged me back tightly. Then realsed saying "But the sad thing is he is me. I am a monster."


14. lost


Hey! Just wanted to tell you the song that goes with this chapter: Hazy      A drop in the ocean


 "Jason please we have to go find him!" I cry onto the couch pillow after almost hour of begging Jason to take me to look for Harry. I close my eyes but tears still continue to soak my cheeks. I knew that Jason would never allow me to leave his apartment. But I had to I had to find him no matter what I had to sacrifice. We just made things right and I have never felt more wanted.


I roll my eyes. As it came to me, a way to escape. "Jason, since I can't leave will you at least come lay with me!?" I give him a weak teary eyes smile as his face lit up. I hate to lead him on or give him false hope to him like this but it was a sacrifice I was willing to take. Jason made his way over laying behind me making sure not I touch me. I weakly laugh as I move his arm around me waist scooting extremely close. I wait eagerly as i watch the clock. I wait another 40 minutes to make sure he was completely asleep. After i carefully slide form under his grasp. I tiptoe to his room throwing his college sweatshirt over my head and then sliding my UGG boots on. I pat my pockets, Keys. I run over to Jason carefully pulling his keys out of his pocket making sure to not wake him up. Before i left i took a moment to look at him.


I see the guy of my dreams. The kind of guy who will treat me right and will never betray me. A loyal, friend, boyfriend, anything. Someone who I knew loved me.. enough to wait for-me to hold onto the hope he had for me. To wait until I left another man. I bite my lip. "Stay." My head tells me. "Harry" my counshish reminds me. I wait desperately for my hear to add in but It doesn't.. I wipe under my wet eyes and run out the door slamming it behind not bothering to be quiet. I had to make sure I knew that i loved Harry... and not jason.. But wasn't if it wasn't true? These thoughts haunted me as i jumped into Jason's car. I try to start the car but i can't. The boy I might love is in there dreaming about me. Well the flawless boy troubled I also love is out in the darkness of the night. I sit up staright starting the car and zooming off.


I softly cry as I drive up to a stoplight. Where the hell am I even going to look? I rub my forehead being-mentally drained. I breath in and out as the light goes green and I am off. 


My mind as I look up and down alley's (Which harry would kill me for doing) wonders off wondering about the boy I had left behind. What if he was right what if i didn't belong with the curly haired mess.. Maybe instead with the loyal best-friend. But then again. Who am I out here looking for? I close my eyes and quickly opening them to the honking people behind me. I roll my eyes letting them pass as I pull over knowing I wasn't fit for driving. I step out of Jason's suffocating car as I breath in the fresh air and ran my fingers threw my hair. I would normally not be outside of my car in this part of town but Jason's car was killing me. I close my eyes as another tear falls. Why why did I have to always worry, and fight, and think about him. I thought it was supposed to be so much easier then this. Bite my lip as  another tear falls. NO! I am not crying any more!

I sniff as A group of tattooed and dressed in all black men walk up to me. There were about 6 of them an... one of me. I back up to Jason's car as I reach for the handle, but suddenly on of the men who I could not identify due to the lack of light grabs my arm and pushes me onto the sidewalk. "she's perfect, young, hot, and has big tits." an well-known fear to me takes over as i scream and one of the shorter men pulls out a gun, "Shut it bitch or i will fire" a man spits on me. I completely shutdown not reacting one bit. I swallow as a man with  a deep intimidating voice speaks, "She's mine the rest off you get!" Obvisoly they all were very indemidated. As I sit there wide eyed as he holds out an arm for me, but as I get a better look at him he has on a, white mask. the only thing i could see were his ocean blue eyes.

"Follow me." the deep voice demands as I raise an eyebrow. I follow him over to a truck as He opens an door for me to get in. "Here" he hands me a slip of paper. "Follow this."  "What? who are you? why aren't you like raping me?" he laughs. "Do you want me too?" he laughs again he this time has a strong accent similar to Harry's., And his laugh was beautiful. "No, just.. I don't know-" He cut me off "Im a friend of Harry's. He came to me when you too, spilt." I nod stepping out of the car, "Hey wait!" I yell trying to stop him from driving away. "Thank you" He nods dissapering. I run back to the car making sure to watch my back as I jump in locking the door and opening the note. 


10857 leverage road 1400th south


I don't question it for a second speeding off to the address. 

When I arrive there are sirens blaring and people screaming, crying, being interviewed?  I shut my door running over the the crowd of people to see what chaos I about. I wonder as I walk over why I had even trusted the mans word.... Maybe because it will all I had to being able to find Harry

I try to go under the caution tape to be in the croud but suddenly two strong men are at my side. They grap my arms lifting me up and setting me away for the scene. Obviously they were security but I had to see what was going on it could be involved with Harry. "PLEASE! My boyfriend... He said he would be here to.. Pick me up! I need to find him!!" I lie not wanting to get Harry in troubled. "Sorry. You weren't here as the crime happened so we may not let you go any further mam." A deep and broad voice informs me. "At least tell me what happened-" I freeze as an body is being lifted into an Ambulance. I look closer at the body before they cover it. I Stand in my place not moving a muscle as I collapsed.


Sorry short chapter!! Hahah but I need more comments and ect at least 3 before next update!! Love you guys!!!

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