His Other Half

He made me shiver just at the sight of him like this. "I found you I finally found you." He whispers before lifting my shirt off me. "Please, no" "Come on babe you usually beg me for this." I gasp at the thought of loving this side of him "I beg harry. Not you." He suddenly stopped being gentle and shoved me into the wall and crashed his body into me. He pinned my wrists to the wall and his nails dug into my skin. "Please don't." I gasped as he threw me onto the bed. He then shook his curls looking at me with those beautiful green eyes I fell in love with. "Spencer! I Told you to run! god dammit GO!" he yelled. His eyes watered up as he sat on the bed in front of me. I Pushed myself onto him and wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist and kissed him. "Harry Please I can't leave YOU! I love you... We can fix you! You can control him." he looked down and hugged me back tightly. Then realsed saying "But the sad thing is he is me. I am a monster."


13. hope?

I pulled my eyes open as voices in he kitchen caught my attention. I sat for a moment until I realize who it was... Jason and Harry. I tiptoe three the hall as I notice my body limp slightly but ignore it as I peer in on their conversation.



"What do you mean she's better if she's with you!" Harry yells clenching the countertop. "I mean she has known me her whole life Harry! I know what she needs! And it's definitely not staying here!" Jason was right I was not at all fit for living here, me and Harry needed time and then maybe but until then yeah I would rather stay at Jason's. "Hey listen pretty boy! She choose me you bastard not you even after knowing you for years she choose the punk ass Harry and not you... Let that sink in." Harry pretty much punches Jason in the face with his words as Jason goes blank and I feel like I'm going to throw up. "How do you even know she choose you!?" I widen my eyes as Harry grows a evil smirk. no no!!! He couldn't tell Jason it would crush him!



You see when Jason and me were younger we talked about be each others first... I wanted him to be my first and I crossed my heart he would be. Tears soaked in my eyes as Harry opened his mouth to form the words I could never erase I ran and covered his mouth giving him a begging look to let this go. He rolled his eyes and backed off.



I sighed in relief as I took a deap breath and then they both realized I was awake. "Woah spence go back to bed!" Jason ordered. I rolled my eyes saying, "guys I'm fine really I just have a limp that's all..." Harry's footsteps behind me stopped and in a low deep voice demanded, "then you have some explaining to do."



I gulped knowing he wanted to know exactly what I didn't want to repeat. He wanted to know how Andrew touched me and if he raped me or if he hurt me.. But Harry will mainly want to know how he touched me. Harry was very protective of me and he wanted to be the only person I touch me. That was always something I knew about him.



I followed Harry into the bedroom and sat on the bed. I told Jason we would talk in a minute and he waited on the couch. I took a deep breath before Harry shut the door and he shocked me by kneeling next to the end of the bed and kissing my neck. He then moved lower and I gasped in pleasure as he began to touch my breasts but suddenly harsh memories flew into my mind and I screamed.



Harry instantly jumped off of me and walked backwards until he hit the wall. I could see in his eyes he thought he ha hurt me... No it was much more then that he.. Had the same look he had the same look he had when he had hurt me after I peered in on his phone call with still to this day I don't understand.



"Spence? Baby what's wrong?" Harry's eyes watered up as I closed my eyes tightly shut trying to erase the memory as more just entered my mind! I screamed and sobbed as I clenched the heels on the bed wanting Harry to wrap his arms around me and tell me I was safe and okay to feel his hot breath tickle my neck but he was just as scared as I was.



I mangled to get out the words I tell him, "Harry please please just hold me" I trembled as the words fell out and the look on Harry's face softened as he knew I wanted only him to comfort me.



"S-sorry" I sniffled "what?" I gulped and paused for a moment as he brushed hair behind my ear an my head was rested on his lap with his arm draped over me around my waist. "For screaming and not letting you... You know." He pauses and nodded. "Don't apologize if you don't want me to touch you spence I just thought since we made love that you would like that..." I could tell he was disappointed by my reaction and that I completely love it when he touches me or gives me any interaction. "Oh my god Harry! You've got it so wrong!! I want you to do that sort of thing every freaking day but it's just the memory that came with it this time was unbearable I tried to contain it to try and contain it and feel the pleasure but it's just so similar and new-" he cut me off by kissing me lightly and thank god he do I wouldn't have been able to stop. I bit mg lip after and sat up to face him as I sat in his lap.



"Ok I'm ready.." I said actually not sure. "Are you sure spence? I can wait?" I knew he meant wait to punch his face till it's dented in permitnely. I shook my head,"no the longer I wait the harder it becomes.... He umm" I took a breath and Harry then shockingly held my hand and kissed my knuckles just like her did that night.. The night I became his. The night i will never take back.



"I went out to see Jason. And he pulled up and t-took me. he umm the somehow made me pass out. I then woke up where you found me. Andrew then- then he..he pulled my shirt off me." i i shut my eyes and held my breath and let out a trembling breath as my eyes focused on harry and i bit-my lip to stop me form crying as a single tear fell on Harry's hand and he smiled at me and waited until I  was ready to speak, " he touched-my breast just like you did.." my lip trembled in fear as i the walls where malting back to that dreadful alley. I look at harry to see his eyes full of darkness. I knew now i had to continue. "He then kissed me harshly and then followed with r-ripping down my jeans. (I gasp covering my mouth) and propped my legs up so his head could easily fit between them. I then would have run but the car was locked and i was so weak i must have been drugged... He then pulled down my underwear and licked over me and then inside." i cry as i can't stop practically reliving the moment. "THen he raped me as I went black." i stop before i said to much. I then return my eyes to harry to find him completely gone. Someone else had replaced him. A very Dark person. I could see it in his eyes a i was scared for my life.



He then stormed out of the room and a very low voice began speaking. "JAson stay her with her and lock the house i swear jto god if she isn't safe i will kill you. I stood up walking to the door-frame as harry shoot a look at me and for a second i saw.... Andrew. Iran out of the way as he stormed in grabbing.... The box. The box of bullets and a bloddy gun. "Change of plans take her to your place." Harry's... no not Harry's it's voice dangerously slithered. Iknow jason saw the gun bt he seemed almost... glad?



"JASON!" my voice screams as Jason watched him drive away. "HE'S GOING TO KILL SOMEONE AND YOUR WATCHING??" he grabbed my arm as ripped my arm from his grip. "Spence come on your doen with this bastard. Let's go." jason voice scared me.. whta the hell? "Jason? who are you?" he shook his head, "Your best-friend someone who is stable and loves you!" jason was.. crying? "I want to see both of them dead! HOW DARE THEY LAY ON DAMN FINGER ON YOU! SHIT!"jason shouts as i run to him hugging him and rubbing his back "Jason-" "NO DON"T IT"S ALL MY SHITTY FAULT SPENCER MINE!!!!" he pulls me to the car as i shake as i get in not-knowing what the future had in store for me... or jason..... or






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