His Other Half

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He made me shiver just at the sight of him like this. "I found you I finally found you." He whispers before lifting my shirt off me. "Please, no" "Come on babe you usually beg me for this." I gasp at the thought of loving this side of him "I beg harry. Not you." He suddenly stopped being gentle and shoved me into the wall and crashed his body into me. He pinned my wrists to the wall and his nails dug into my skin. "Please don't." I gasped as he threw me onto the bed. He then shook his curls looking at me with those beautiful green eyes I fell in love with. "Spencer! I Told you to run! god dammit GO!" he yelled. His eyes watered up as he sat on the bed in front of me. I Pushed myself onto him and wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist and kissed him. "Harry Please I can't leave YOU! I love you... We can fix you! You can control him." he looked down and hugged me back tightly. Then realsed saying "But the sad thing is he is me. I am a monster."

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7. Almost

 I roll down the window as I feel the soft breeze on my cheeks.

 

I see harry smile at me out of the corner of my eye making me blush.

 

He suddenly moves his hands to my thigh moving his hand to my crotch. I jump as he laughs and smiles at me.

 

"Harry pay attention to the road!" He smirks at me.

 

 I raise my eyebrow and he responds, "But how can I pay attention to the road, when I'm with you?" I blush as I shake my damp hair.

 

"Thank you for coming. I really needed you." Harry whispers.

 

"Why? What do I do? How can someone like me, help someone like you?" he shrugs and revels his deep dimples I have been become found of.

 

He pulls into his flat.

 

"Harry?"

 

He bites his lip and looks back up to me as he replies, "You tell me love..."

 

I laugh and walk inside as harry follows behind me. I walk over to his couch and sprawl out on it.

 

"Spencer-" I cut him off, "No, no, it's Spence to you!" he grins at me. 

 

God I loved how he made me fill, "Ok 'Spence', will you stay here with me..."

 

I straighten up knowing I completely wanted to damn it I wanted to make love to him! But I wouldn't let him in that easy, but just staying the night wouldn't hurt? Yes it would hurt me, but i honestly don't give a damn, I just want him.

 

"Yea, I would love that." I walk over to him as I push him against the counter top and wrap my hands around his shirt pulling his forehead onto mine.

I laugh as she softly kissing my cheeks. I put my thumb on his chin and cup his jaw in my palm as I kiss him and he pushes his hips onto mine, "Please Spence don't torture me like this!"

 

I laugh in between kisses loving they affect I had on him. I jump up and wrap my legs around his waist as he kisses trails down my neck as I gasp as he sucks the skin bellow my jaw and he bites as he licks the bruise he created. 

 

"Now everyone will know your mine." He says in a raspy voice making me weak in the knees.

 

"Please harry, don't do this to me." I close my eyes as he lays me on his bed.

 

He puts his hands on the side of my head propping himself above me. "Damn it your gorgeous." His says in a extremly raspy voice. 

 

I feel his cold touch on my hips, but it sends flames throw my body. Every time he looked, touched, spoke, smiled at me I felt my heart pound and my blood boil.

 

I breath heavily as he slides my pants down my legs, he kisses up my thighs and licks up the middle as he kisses a trail over my pink lace panties. I push my waist up to him as he holds me down pushing me onto the couch.

 

"Wow, steady let me do all the work." Harry laughs.

 

I roll my head back as He rips  my shirt off me and kisses trials up my stomach. He places his hands over my breasts as he softly massages them. I can only image the amount of pleasure that would come if my breasts where bare at the moment.

 

"Harry take me." I gasp with pleasure.

 

He smiles as he wraps his arms around my waist and flipping me over to be on-top of him. His kisses me as he grins, "Oh the way- the things I could do to you. Make you feel so damn good, let you feel how you deserve."He whispers as he delivers hot air into my ear tickling me.

 

I smile "Damn it harry don't torture me!"

 

"I can't do it just yet though, not tell you truly love me."

 

What?

 

Not tell I love you?

 

Harry was the type of guy to throw himself on-top of girls- why was he so different with me?

 

I push myself off him as I sit up and question, "What?"

 

He sits next to me holds my  hands in his as he kisses the top of my knuckles and replies, "You don't want me quick yet, trust me your not ready."

 

What the hell? I apparently am, I thought he would love the fact that I practically just invited him into my panties. Was I being to easy to get to? 

 

He walks to his dresser pulling off hisi jeans and shirt as he makes my fill with exictement. 

 

"Spence come lay down." He says as he jumps back on the bed and scoots back and taps on the piullow next to him.

 

I laugh.

 

Not bein able to resit him and lay onto the pluch pillow. He leans on his elbow proping his head up as he plays with his hair, "Would you still want to be with me... even if-" He stops himself laying down.

 

"Nevermind" I ignore the words kissing his musculen arm. He smiels slightly and wrapps his arms around my waist and pulls me agianst his brod chest. 

 

I giggle as his finger began to make me relax as he circles it softly on my bare stomach. Hie kisses my neck as he smiles, "Goodnight love." 

 

**Next Morning**

 

I stretch my arms out to discover empty sheets. I rub my head as I squint my eyes in search for harry. 

 

I slide out of the sheets as my eyes widen as I discover myself covered barley in only little underwear. I laugh as I walk to Harry's dresser pulling on some sweats, which drowned me, But rolled the waist until they were manageable. I then slid on one of Harry's under-amour tank tops.

 

"Is that you beautiful?" Harry's voice questions.

 

"Yeah, What time is it?"

 

"A quarter to eleven." He replies as I yawn drifted threw the hallway.

 

"Hungry babe?" My stomach fills with butterflies at not only his words but his bare chest.

 

"Sure!" I say jumping onto a stool.

 

"So umm harry....... what are we?" He freezes at my words.

 

"Pardon me?" He says in confusion.

 

"Are we together?" I ask innocently. 

 

He begins laughing historically. As I fill with frustration. What was so freaking funny? "Harry I'm not joking. I'm not just someone for you to mess around with." I snap back.

 

"I god damn it knew that!" He yells back slamming his fist on the counter top making my slightly frightened.

 

"Then my hell Harry what are we?!"

 

He raises an eyebrow, "Spence I am really into you but I don't usually 'Date' girls, at least not with the tittle."

 

"Then what I am just your toy? My god I should not have let you back in!" I scoff fighting back the hurt and tears attempting to brake threw. 

 

"Spencer!  DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME" He shouts as I flip him off storming into the bathroom.

 

I slam the door shut making sure to lock it. I want to completely leave but I know he would just find me and bring me back. I sit on the toilet wrapping my arms around my legs as I quietly cry.

 

"Spencer, I'm sorry... Please let me in."

 

"Go away you bastard!" I scream.

 

"Are you crying love?"

 

"What do you think?" I scoff. He knew I was.

 

"Why did you even trick me into possessing feeling for you. God dam it I'm so freaking naive!" I scream back I I hear him curse under his breath.

 

"I just, I can't lose you."

 

I laugh in sarcasm as I try to hide to hurt he is causing me and say, "Well by just  'using' me is a hell of a way to not 'loose' me! God damn it why do you have to make me so emotional!" I scream as he breaths heavily.

 

"Trust me spence I am not worth your tears." I nod in agreement to his statement.

 

I shuffle over to the door allowing him in as he wraps his arms around me tightly and I cry on his chest an he runs his fingers threw my hair. I love the feel of his embrace and i hated it. I neede to get a way from him. He was to much for me both pshyiclaly and mentally. ut how could I leave him?

 

I come to a conclusion. A boyfriend.

 

"Spencer... the reason that I don't date... Is because I love, hurt, and forget." I shiver as I bite my lip as I let the words sink into my mind.

 

Yes a need a boyfriend, someone to distract me.

 

"Spencer?" he questions.

 

"Harry, I need you too much to not be with you, but I hurt to much to see you and not be with you. So I need to distract myself."

 

He pulls away, as he releases what I mean. "What? You mean see someone else?"  he asks full with hurt. I nod slightly. 

 

"I never thought you would be another girl to leave.. me. I thought you were different."  he spits in disappointment.

 

My lip trembles holding tears back as his voice is bursting with be-trial. "And the funny part is I haven't even told you." He shakes his head. 

 

Told me? What? "Harry-" He cuts me off 

 

"Save it Spencer! God damn it! I should have known! Your no different! And I almost-" I cut him off shoving my lips onto his as I feel him for a second respond to me, then pulls away.

 

 "Don't. Now you don't have to stay here but you  are not staying at your Fathers. Is that clear?" He demands in a harsh, but protective tone.

 

I bite my lip. "Harry, how would have this worked? Huh?"

 

He slams his hand onto the table before he picks up the vase full of flowers on the table and throws it across the room as it hits the wall and shatters into a million pieces. He walks backwards before he bumped into the table as he runs his stiff fingers threw his curls. "See this is why I didn't sleep with you last night." he says as I am took by surprise.

 

 "Harry stop. I can't-"

 

"What?" He states.

 

"Be with you anymore, it kills me, to be with you." I say rubbing my index finger over Harry's bite mark. 

 

When I knew it also killed my to not be with him.

 

He rolls his eyes. "Fine. Get your things. Where am I taking you?" Harry questions and demands.

 

"Ava's" I state as I walk out of the painful scene.

 

I walk into his room as I roll my suitcases out of his room and out onto the porch and wait for harr to pull his car out. What did I suspect? That we would be perfect couple and leave here and- Have everything I always wanted?

 

Love?

 

I feel my heart pound knowing I almost had that with harry. Before I threw it all away. Ugh he makes me mentally drained. 

 

I roll me bags over to his as he places them in his truck. I walk over to the car and slide inside as Harry joins me restarting the car.

 

I give him directions to Ava's but after that no more words were spoke. Filing the car with silence and be-trail. But we both hurt to much to even look at each-other. 

 

He came to a stop as he looks over to me. "Goodbye Spencer."

 

I feel as if he punched me in the gut with his words, "Goodbye Harry, I won't forget about you."

 

I lean over to him cupping his face in my hands and pulls him towards me place him lips on mine. A release as his figure slams against the seat in despair. His eyes water up as he sniffs clearly them up and as I almost open the door I feel his touch on my thigh, sending flames threw my body.

 

"I will always want you spencer." he says randomly.

 

I jump as I rush out of the car as I bite my lip and hold my tears back.

 

He walks out of the car and pulls my bags out of the car and wipes my tears from my cheek with his thumb and whispers, "Remember love I'm never worth your tears." I shake my head letting my hair fall in-front of my face as He kisses my fore head.

 

"Goodbye, for now." He leaves me with his words, again, storming down the road.

 

I instantly sink to the gravel road as I sob quietly.

 

One minute we were on the next off. But it would always be like that... That's why I was forced to leave... to leave probly the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me. I push all my thoughts back about him... about Harry Styles.

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