His Other Half

He made me shiver just at the sight of him like this. "I found you I finally found you." He whispers before lifting my shirt off me. "Please, no" "Come on babe you usually beg me for this." I gasp at the thought of loving this side of him "I beg harry. Not you." He suddenly stopped being gentle and shoved me into the wall and crashed his body into me. He pinned my wrists to the wall and his nails dug into my skin. "Please don't." I gasped as he threw me onto the bed. He then shook his curls looking at me with those beautiful green eyes I fell in love with. "Spencer! I Told you to run! god dammit GO!" he yelled. His eyes watered up as he sat on the bed in front of me. I Pushed myself onto him and wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist and kissed him. "Harry Please I can't leave YOU! I love you... We can fix you! You can control him." he looked down and hugged me back tightly. Then realsed saying "But the sad thing is he is me. I am a monster."


17. again

**the next morning**



"Jason come get up and get ready we have to leave soon!" I throw a pillow at Jason as he refuses to leave his bed burying his face deeper in the white sheets. I always remembered him not being a morning person I laugh at myself.


I knew Jason didn't want to go, or help Harry but he did anyway for me. I may have been hard to get him there but I could never thank him enough for what he is doing, I definitely am not that big of a person. But thats what i adore about him, He makes me want to be better a better me. I walk into Jason's bathroom as i begin to be so relived that I'm no longer at my fathers. I kinda grabbed my stuff and snuck out. Thankfully my father had been expecting it we he saw me climbing out the window.


I wash my face and throw my hair into a ponytail reliving how badly I needed highlights. Ava really was the one to always keep me on top of "beauty" matinees I was not ever really one for that stuff I always thought natural was the best look.


I slide a pair of jeans up my legs and put on a plain black tee and slide my old worn converse on. I lotion my arms and legs. I slide Chapstick over my lips and check on Jason to see if he is ready to go.


Jason was in sweats and a sweatshirt but yet I still find myself looking at him. No I need to focus on Harry. "Let's go" Jason says rolling his eyes flicking the switch and grabbing the keys.


We pull up to what now feels like my tower that I'm locked away, but instead I long to be here, trapped inside with what is all i have left of harry, the polices evidence and theories.  I immanently spot Phil patiently waiting outside for us as i drag myself across the icy sidewalks.


"Thank you so much from coming." Phil says with a welcoming smile. I give him a half smile back, and he returns a nod expecting not much "cheeriness" from me, and follow him inside.


Once we get to his office, He shuts the door taking deep breath and shifting to his desk.


I get an uneasy feeling in my stomach as he begins to speak, "Andrews defense he a really strong statement against us." My heart drops as I rub my forehead and even Jason seams a little worried. "They think that Harry killed Andrew because of Andrews sexual assault to spencer." I shut my eyes letting a tear streak down my cheek. I knew shouldn't have told them. i cant trust anyone, no one. I thought it would help harry but instead it gets him lower in the hole.


"So what do we do?" Jason strongly speaks making up for me obvious weakness.


"thats where you two come in." I raise an eyebrow along with Jason not liking how this is going.


"I don't know. So our main priority is to find Harry with you two." Ok weren't you already doing that? I begin to question the only person even willing to help harry.. great.


"By having you two reach out to him, well mainly you spencer."


I gulp but understanding where he was coming from. "How do we do that? through television and the radio?" I question not ready to appear on either. "yes exactly." 


"ok where do we start? now?" he nods and Jason stands up leaving the room aggressively. "In five. I think he needs it." Phil notations to jason speeding outside. 


I stand up following him out. "Jason please-" he shakes head his nostrils flaring, "SHUT IT! damn it! I give you all of me, i go to this damn thing to find your freaking boyfriend when I'm in their completely in love with you. I let you sleep next to me even though it kills me knowing your not mine, and will never be. You know what? I came back for you! YOU! Big shocker you thought i came for this douche harry who has ruined your life.! im done spencer damn it im in love with you but im not going to be used by you! even if it the closed thing i get from you! I Love you! and yet all you can say to me is thanks for helping my ass whole of a boyfriend! Just tell me you love me or i'm done because i cant be just your friend." he fights back tears and i am left speechless as he closes his eyes. 

"Im sorry." I whisper runing out the parking lot. 


I wish i could give him what he deserved. But I can't. I wish i loved him and not Harry! My life would be normal simple .We have something but I'm beginning to think all it is is an old spark.

I begin to remember I'm running as I find myself in a unfamiliar location. I about laugh at myself and my pathos life.

Running. Alone.



I'm alone. For once in my life I'm completely alone.


I run into a nearby coffee shop and sit next to the window, finally releasing how much i have screwed my life up.


"spencer!" a filmar voice yells to me- Ava. 


I automaticity start bawling as she sits next to me. She wraps her arms around me and I rest my head on her shoulder in my venerable state "I miss you." i cry trembling.


"Me to babe, but first I need to give you something." she says to me in a tone that worries me... Far to much.


She slides something from her purse and hands me a letter, she bits her lip as I flip it over to find in small print,


"What?" I question her. She gulps looking and playing with her hands. "He came by two days ago, I answered he seemed in panic so i invited him inside. We went to my room And he started yelling at me to find you that he had to speak to you. I told you I hadn't seen you since I got back. He then broke a few things. Scantly he asked for paper wrote that and handed to me. He asked for cash so I gave him a fifty. He thanked me and left." I picture a frantic Harry searching for me needing me, and I wasn't there. I rub my forehead and begin to feel a large head ake forming. "Thank you." She nods and stands to leave. "no! Stay please." She smiles. "Before you open it, this weekend me and some of the girls are going to my uncles beach house in Florida and staying a couple nights.. Would you please come?" My hell she just got back? But I owed it to her, I have been the worst best friend and need to make sure to make her feel like I still need her. And I do! I nod and she grins ear to ear. I need a girls weekend. But Harry- the case.

"Hey have you called or texted Harry sincere left?" I widen my eyes as I mentally face plan myself.

" I will after I open this."

I tear the envelope open and pull a lined note book paper out and begin to read..



AHHH! hey thanx to two comments i wrote a short chapter! it sucks but i'm really tired and my ipad died so im on my phone... Love you comment!

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