drugs and one direction

a girl named Samatha Tomlison is an orphan, she got sepreated by her brothers after her parents died. So she started taking drugs and became an addict. She was an addict to everything now. She discovered that her brother is a superstar, but she cant find him, so her brother finds HER. And her brother tried to fix her.


55. chapter 55

Sams Pov

to be honest, i'm scared of myself now. I look much worse then before. People are scared of me except for my friend Chris. My drug dealer. Chris is not giving me drugs anymore because he thinks im crazy. but i am not CRAZY.

I called Chris and he picked it up. "why the fuck arent you giving me some weed, i need to smoke" i yelled. "to be honest Sam, i care about you and you're getting worse every day. so i am not giving you anything" he yelled. "can you atleast give me some cigarettes?" i asked. "no" he yelled into the phone and hung up. I looked at myself in the mirror and started to cry again. Im losing hair, my hair is turning gray, my clothes smell like weed. My neighbors are scared of me!

I looked at my body and i look skinny. I have not been eating except for drugs. I opened my fridge to try to eat something but there was nothing. I looked every thing in the kitchen but there was NOTHING. I really have to change. I miss my family. I HAVE to change. First, i got to take some drugs.
Wait sam! stop! you're supposed to be a good person, no drugs!

I took the cocaine in my hands and fell down. I couldn't get up. i looked at my feet and they were shaking. I got up and fell down again. I then realised that the drugs are doing this. I cried and cried until i was weak. I got up and this time i didnt fall. I drank water and sat on my sofa. I needed to talk to someone. I went on skype and no one was online, i waited and Daniel came on.

He called me and he smiled. "who are you?" Daniel yelled. "sam" i fake smiled. "no you're not,  you are not sam" He said. "it is" i cried. "samantha you" he stopped. "i look horrible?" i asked. "no i" Daniel said.  "I miss you" he smiled. "i miss you too" i said. "please come back" he said. "i'll come back when i feel good" i cried. "dont cry" he said. "im not" i fake laughed. "i love you" Daniel told me. "i love you more" i cried.

Daniel and i talked for a long time but then i had to hang up because my laptop was at 2%.

I took a shower and felt good, i threw all my drugs in the garbage then went to the grocery store. I bought alot of good healthy food and then went to a hair salon, i told them i wanted a nice hair cut and they cut my hair properly. "how old are you?" the hair cutter asked. "Im 20" i said. "you look older" the person said. "i knowww" i smiled.

They changed my hair and i looked different, my hair was back to blond with brown highlights, I went back home and started eating healthy


--a month later-

I was packing my bags to back to America. I hugged my neighbours and said good bye. I said bye to Chris and he said he's going to come visit! Which made me happy, the boys dont know im coming back and i dont want them to know.


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