drugs and one direction

a girl named Samatha Tomlison is an orphan, she got sepreated by her brothers after her parents died. So she started taking drugs and became an addict. She was an addict to everything now. She discovered that her brother is a superstar, but she cant find him, so her brother finds HER. And her brother tried to fix her.


42. chapter 42



im not mad at Niall anymore, he's Niall Horan, we cant do anything about him.

Im apparently getting ready for the party tonight that Niall and me are invited too. We're going to his friend's house. Im wearing a lose dress because If I were a tight dress my big belly would pop up. I wore a long scarf also to cover my stomach. "babe I love you so much" Niall said. "I love you" I smiled at Niall. We went in our car and we drove to the party. Niall went to say hi to his friends and I did the same, my friends were there too! Everyone were so sweet, this party was a nice party not a 16 year old party, were people smoke weed, smoke pot, and do cocaine, this party is an adult party. A glass of wine. And talked.

"Samantha!" my friend Ellie yelled. "yeah Ellie?" I turned to her. "I have a bad thing to show you" she said. "what is it?" I asked, she told me to follow her and I did she then showed me the balcony. I couldn't believe what i'm seeing. This really hurts, im broken. Niall kissing 2 girls. He's kissing one girl on the lips and the other one is kissing Niall on the cheek. "sam" she whispered. "this hurts Ellie" I whispered. "im going to kill Niall" she whispered. "leave i'll handle it" I whispered. she left, Niall didn't even notice me yet.

I can't handle this, I let out my cry. I cried so hard. Niall looked at me with his eyes wide open. "Sam" He yelled.

yes, ive cheated on Niall and it was before and I said sorry. I love Niall so much and he hurt me.

I turned around and he pulled me. "GET OFF ME" I yelled. "Sam please" he said. "FUCK OFF AND GET OFF ME" I cried.

"2 minutes till 2014!" Someone yelled. Today was supposed to be Niall and my day. We were supposed to kiss at midnight. I cried harder. "I love you sam, I didn't mean to do that, I was getting 20 bucks on kissing that girl" Niall said. "Oh and you took it, you had to kiss that slut? while im pregnant" I cried. "babe please forgive me" he said. I cried. I left the party and he kept yelling my name. Its raining outside. I ran and went to a train situations. "Excuse me are u Samantha Tomlinson?" a girl said. "yes" I said wiping my tears. "please don't cry, I don't know whats going on but you'll be okay" she said. She wiped my tears.

She handed me a rose and walked away. I cried again.

I wanted to change. My life was going so well but  now my boyfriend cheated on me. I want to go home but not home. i'm going to Zayn's house. There was a car outside of his house. someone is already at his house. I'll just knock.

I knocked at his house and a pretty girl opened the door. oh my god perrie Edwards.

"Oh my god Samantha'' Perrie said, I was wet from the rain and I was crying. Zayn saw me and helped me get in. They put me on the sofa. "are u okay love? what's wrong" Perrie asked in her pretty accent. She knows me because im Louis' brother.

"Samantha, tell us" Zayn said.

"Niall cheated on me" I cried. "oh my god babe" Perrie said holding my hands. "Zayn bring her water and some food" Perrie said.

I hugged perrie and I didn't want to let go. Perrie is such a sweetheart, she made me feel better.

Perrie gave me her extra pyjamas, I wore them and it fit except for the shirt, my belly is to big.

"wait here's zayn's shirt, its really big so it might help you" Perrie handed me a grey tshirt. I wore it and it helped me. It was loose.

"thank you perrie" I smiled. "go to sleep babe, this is probably the worst start of 2014 for u" Perrie said. "i'm so sorry for ruining the start of your year"  I wined. "Please don't, Zayn and I have nothing to do" She laughed. She kissed my cheek and made me go to sleep.

I am planning on suicide. I am a fucked up person. im a slut, I cheated on my boyfriend a lot, I was a prostitute. I hate my life so much.

4 pm sharp. suicide.


hi everyone!! i really hope my next chapter goes well oh and by the way i posted  3 chapters in 1 days. so yaay! i love u guys so much

and merry Christmas and have a happy new year! i love u all so much

questions: Should Sam actually kill herself? Does Niall really do love and care about her?

comment and answer love!!

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