drugs and one direction

a girl named Samatha Tomlison is an orphan, she got sepreated by her brothers after her parents died. So she started taking drugs and became an addict. She was an addict to everything now. She discovered that her brother is a superstar, but she cant find him, so her brother finds HER. And her brother tried to fix her.


24. chapter 24

sams pov

--next morning--

I woke up and saw Daniel sleeping right beside me, he is so cute right now. I kissed his cheek, and got up of bed, I opened the door and saw Louis and Niall together. "hi boys"  I smiled. "Hey babe" niall said. "hi sam" Louis said. I went to the kitchen, opened the fridge and took out eggs, I wanted to make breakfast. I started cooking and someone touched me from behind, I turned around and saw Niall smirking, "hi" I blushed.

"can I help?" he said smiling. "i'm good, I just need you to clean the table" I asked. "okay" he said. "Niall can I ask you something?" I asked. "sure, what is it?" he asked. "if I told you that ive done stuff, that you don't like, what would you do?" I asked. I really regret cheating on him. I promised him to stop with the alcohol, which I have. but he's my boyfriend and ive been cheating on him. twice. "what do you mean?" he asked.

"please sit," I said, He sat down and I sat beside him. "this is really hard to tell you but um" I  started. "You want to break up with you?" he said getting up. "no! no!" I yelled. He then sat back down. "I cheated on you twice" I said. He looked at me, closed his eyes, then opened his  eyes, looked at me again, then stared at me. "i'm sorry, I promise I won't do it again! I regret all of this!"i yelled. "how did you cheat on me? did you kiss the boy or did you do more then that" he asked. "I kissed a girl and um.." I said. "YOU KISSED A GIRL?" he yelled. "I just kissed that's it!" I yelled.

"what's the second one?" he said. "I had sex with a boy" I whispered."you what?" he said. "I had sex with a boy" I said.

He looked at me then looked at my stomach. "so that baby might be someone else's not yours!" He said screaming. "its your baby!" I said.


 "niall!" I whispered. "don't talk to me please" he said. "Niall!" I yelled. "I AM JUST SO UPSET, YOU KNOW WHAT SAM GOOD BYE" he yelled. "What?" I said. He ran out of the apartment, I came out of the apartment and begged for forgiveness.

Louis came beside me, "what's wrong?" he asked. "Louis" I said, and started crying. "what did niall do?" he said. "nothing, its me'' I cried, on his chest, a few minutes later, Daniel came. "what the fuck is going on in here?" he asked.

"oh my god Daniel" I said hugging him. "oh okay" he said hugging me back. "this is the worst week ever" I cried.

"Louis please stay with Daniel, I want to be here alone" I said sniffing. "um okay" Daniel said, the boys left and I sat down on my sofa.

I sat there and was thinking. I have just found out that I am pregnant and found my two brothers, found the boy I love, I quit drinking and drugs because of them, my life is healthy now, I have also made my little brother take drugs! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?

what if I die?

what if I just leave this world, everything will be better, everyone will have a better life, niall can love someone else, Louis and Daniel can be together, brothers forever, and this baby, which no one know if he or she is alive or not.

I went under my bed and opened my bag.

my bag of pills.

I wrote a letter on paper.

dear everyone,

I have left this world because I want you all to have a better life without me.

Please don't cry for me, I deserve this, the hate on twitter, facebook and outside have been more annoying. I am sorry If I have ever hurt you. I am sorry for ruining your life, I am sorry for everything. I am leaving this world because i am a bad person, i have done things that my parents wouldn't be proud of,  i have done things that i regret. i am scared for everything.

SO good bye and i love you all so much

-Samantha Tomlinson


i put the letter on a table and took my pills, i tried opening it but it just didn't work. i went to my closet and











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