Careless -Complete-

You were my best friend. We did everything together. You were my first laugh, my first trouble, my first time. Then you left when I needed you most. So Liam, please tell me why you're back. I want us to be the same but how can that be? We can't because back then we were careless...and I'm a mother now.
Warning: Mature scenes and language.


19. Stay Liam

Getting home from work was such a hassle. Jamie has been fussy all day today and it’s starting to piss me off. And now on top of that, I was showering and getting ready for shopping with the girls.

Oh gosh that didn’t sound right.

At least Jamie is coming with me so I won’t feel like such a loner. Elizabeth texted me, saying that they were outside. I took Jamie’s hand and left the building. This would be my first time meeting Elizabeth and it should be interesting. If she was anything like Niall than I already adore her.

I saw a girl leaning against a car and instantly knew it was her. I mean, she’s wearing an ‘I <3 Irishmen’ shirt. She had short brown hair and a nice pair of brown eyes. She looked up from her screen and smiled. She met us half way and embraced me in a warm hug.

Yup, just like Niall.

“Hi, nice to finally meet you! Sorry for the hug. I’m usually shy but when I heard you were just like Liam I just had too!” I smiled at her enthusiasm. “Nice to meet you too. Are the other girls in the car?”

“They sure are. Oh hello there!” she said as she bent down to talk to Jamie. “Hi” he shyly whispered. “I’m Elizabeth, and you are?” “Jamie” he replied. “It’s nice to meet you Jamie” she smiled.

We walked to the car and Jamie and I got in the backseat while Elizabeth got in the driver’s seat. Perrie and Eleanor were very excited about having me.

“Ya know, just because we’re the girlfriends doesn’t mean we don’t get followed.”

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“Paparazzi follow us too, in hopes that the boys are with us.”

“Well, me a lot too because I’m in a band myself.”

“You are?” I was so clueless. She laughed, “Yeah, we’re a girl group, Little Mix.”

“Don’t pay attention to my stupidity” I joked.

The girls laughed as we kept driving.

“I can’t believe their tour is over” Eleanor sighed.

“It is?”

“Yeah...that’s what the party is for.”

I frowned in confusion, “Liam told me it was a premiere for a music video.”

“Oh, that’s what we all thought but nope. Delay of plans.”

I shrugged, “Oh, well do I still need to get a dress for this party.”

“Yes! You need to look super sexy” Elizabeth chimed.

I blushed a bit, “I’ve never been to anything like this. Is it big?”


I gulped. “Seriously, we’re gonna get you all dolled up and have-wait…is that your natural hair?

I inwardly groaned. I didn’t have time to straighten my hair this morning so I just put it back into a ponytail. If you could call it that.

“Yes” I sighed.

“Really?! Let me see!”

I pulled out my hair tie and ruffled my hair.

“Oh my gosh, I wish my hair was like that” Eleanor gushed. “I hate it” I grumbled.

“No way! I love it! You definitely need to wear it like that for the party” Elizabeth said.

“Yes mommy!” Jamie agreed.

I sighed, “I guess so.” I’m such a pushover.

When we got to the dress store, getting our dresses was easier than I thought. The girls picked out some sort of flare dress for me. I think it was a boob tube flare dress or whatever. I like the color though! Red for life.

The girls also picked out a pair of black sandaled heals and gaped at me when I told them that I’ve never worn any. It took me an entire twenty minutes just to learn how to walk properly in them.

Jamie definitely approved and said I looked very pretty.

Jamie was basically my ‘go to guy’ throughout this whole mission. From getting my nails done to buying make-up. I was very thankful for the girls to take me but they were NOT paying. I have and spend my own money.

“One more stop and then we’re done for the day” Elizabeth said and turned a couple of corners until we reached the mall. Jamie had fallen asleep in the car so I had to carry his sleeping figure with me. We walked around the mall until we got to a specific store. I stopped in my tracks.

“I’m not going in there.”

“And why not?” Eleanor asked. “I’m not taking my son into Victoria Secret” I hissed. “I’ll take him while you go inside. We’ll be right here.”

I groaned as I gave Jamie to Eleanor. Perrie and Elizabeth had to practically drag me in there.

“You HAVE to wear this under your dress.” My eyes widened, “N-no.” It was a black lace strapless bra with lace boy shorts to match. “No, there’s no option. You’re getting this.” Ugh!

She went to the cash register and paid for it before I could get another word.

“But Elizabeth…” “No buts” she said as we walked out of the store, “Don’t you wanna give Liam some sort of show?” I blushed. “It’s not like you guys haven’t had sex.” My eyes widened, “W-what?”

He told them?!

“Cool yourself girl, he didn’t tell anybody, I was there. We just all had an idea when he came walking in all smiley and glowing.”

“Oh gosh…”

“Oh gosh indeed. You must be a goddess in the sheets.”

I nearly choked on my own spit. She began to laugh, “You should see your face!”

I rolled my eyes and began walking over to Eleanor and Jamie while Elizabeth followed. I guess Perrie already left to the car since she wasn’t with us.

The girls were so excited about getting Jamie his little outfit. They got one that was ‘just like Liam’s’ since that was what Liam wanted. Jamie was still sleep so I had to make a guess on what size he wore.

When we got back home I thanked them for the wonderful time and said we should do it again. I need more girls in my life. They told me that they’d come by Wednesday before the party to help out with my makeup since I was hopeless.

I had to admit I was very nervous. I’ve never dressed up before for such a big event. I’ve never been to anything like this! Nervous was an understatement.


“Tight mommy” Jamie whined. “Sorry baby” I said as I unbuttoned the top button. I kissed his cheek when I was done. He looked so adorable. He had a cotton button down shirt with dark jeans and white sneakers. Don’t ask which brand because I surely don’t know. All I know is he was such a cutie. I styled his hair a bit with some of my hair products. He said he wanted it to look just like Liam’s and I did just that.

I still hadn’t gotten in the shower and the girls were in their way. I took a quick shower but made sure to wash my hair and shave…like everything. When I got out I dried off and slipped on my under clothes that I got from Victoria Secret the other day. Damn Elizabeth.

I slipped on a robe and went to the living room to check on Jamie.

I saw him sitting on the couch with my phone pressed to his ear. “No, she isn’t” he told whoever was on the phone.

“Who is it?” I asked. “Liam” he answered. Figures. He’s been calling every day, two times a day since he hasn’t been able to see us.

I sighed. I’m a little confused. I don’t know what we are. He’s trying to be a part of Jamie’s life but where does that take us? Of course we’ve been like on…one date and we had AMAZING sex but what’s next?

I really do like Liam. I don’t think I’ve ever lost feelings for him.

“Mommy dress me like you” Jamie chirped. I heard Liam’s faint laugh from the other line.

“Okay. Bye bye daddy.”

I felt a pang in my chest when he said those words. He’s only called Liam that three times now and every time I feel tears well up. Liam didn’t mind either.

I just had a rule that he couldn’t call him that around anyone else but us. Of course, being a three year old, he doesn’t understand why but knows he has to follow rules.

My hair was dry so I put some leave-in conditioner in it before tying it up to keep it out my face. Just then the door was being frantically knocked on. I rushed to the door and found Perrie and Elizabeth there with big smiled on their faces.

I invited them inside and while Perrie busied herself with Jamie, Elizabeth helped me with my hair and makeup.

It took her about twenty minutes to get everything done but the finished product was an entirely different girl. My eye shadow was smoky, my hair was naturally curly and hung to my shoulders, and my lips were coated with a tinted red gloss. I felt pretty for the first time.

“You look amazing…thanks to me. Now go and put on your dress and heels, we’re leaving soon.”

I playfully rolled my eyes before doing as she wishes. The dress was very snug on my chest and waist and the heels gave me another few inches.

I walked out of my room and to the living room where everyone was. “Perfect!” Perris squealed once she saw me. I blushed. “Pretty” Jamie added. I picked him up and rested him on my hip.

“You guys have to let me get a picture of you two” Elizabeth exclaimed. Jamie and I smiled as she snapped the picture of us. “I have to send this to Liam!” I wanted to protest but whatever, we were going to seeing him in a few minutes anyway.

“Niall said they just got there so let’s go!”

We left the flat complex and went into the car. Perrie said Eleanor was already there and we’d meet her and the rest of the boys outside of the building.

It wasn’t a for real party and I was glad. I wouldn’t have gone otherwise. I’ve never been and I surely wouldn’t bring Jamie to one. It was just a place where we ate a lot and danced a little. Just congratulations for the end of their tour.

We chatted a bit during the ride and they eased my nerves a little but I still was on edge tonight. I don’t know, will Liam think I look nice. I’ve never worn anything like this, I feel a bit out of my box.

“We’re here” the driver says as the car stops.  I gulp and open the door to get out of the car. Jamie follows and wraps his hand around two of my fingers. I’m a little taller today so he doesn’t really have a firm grip. I watch as Elizabeth and Perrie lead the way to the entrance. They dress so nicely. Perrie’s wearing a violet dress that stops at her knees. It has thick straps with black seems and black ankle boots to match. Elizabeth was wearing a cream halter dress that snapped together on the back of her neck. She wore brown heels to match.

I saw Zayn walk up to us, greeting before hugging Perrie and giving her a kiss on the cheek. I saw Niall run up to us excitedly and sweep Elizabeth off her feet.

I saw Harry, Louis, Eleanor…where’s Liam? I scanned the crowd one more time until our eyes locked.

His gaze was one of wonder as he scanned over me and set a satisfied smirk on his lips. I blushed under his intense look.

I gave him a small smile as he approached us. My free hand fiddled with the hem of my dress that stopped mid thigh. “Liam!” Jamie exclaimed as he reached his arms out for him. Liam smiled down at him and picked him up.

Aw, they looked so cute together.

He kissed Jamie’s forehead and smiled towards me with that breath-taking smile. He laid his free hand on my waist and brought me closer. I heated when he left a teasing kiss on the corner of my mouth before moving to my ear. “You look beautiful.” I smiled, “Thank you” I said and kissed his cheek. He pulled away a little because our tension was getting thick.

“Elizabeth sent me your picture.” I gave him a confused look. He removed his hand from my waist, much to my dislike, and got his phone out of his pocket. He pressed the home button and on the lock screen was the picture of Jamie and I that Elizabeth took at my flat. I gave him a look.

He shrugged, “What?” He gave his phone to Jamie when he asked to play with it. I spoke as we all started to walk inside. “That picture is personal, Li. You have to keep that one private.”

“But I wanted to post it on twitter” he whined.

“No, I don’t want my son exposed to all that, not yet.”

It seemed as if his face paled as he froze right when we were approaching tables.

“You didn’t…” I mumbled.

“W-well, I thought you already knew that there were going to be cameras here.”

I sighed as I ran my fingers through my curly locks. “I can’t lie and say I didn’t because I did. I just like my privacy, you know? All the cameras sound intimidating.”

“I know. It’s a big step into the spot light. As I said, I promise it gets better.” I rolled my eyes and replied, “And as I said, don’t make promises that you surely can’t keep.”

We sat in our seats where food was being served. There were individual round tables everywhere that sat four people. On our table was Liam, Jamie, who was sat on my lap, and me. The other two seats were occupied by Harry and who ever his date was. She seemed a bit uncomfortable about being here so I eased her mind a little.

“Hi, I’m Eden” I said and reached out my hand for her to shake, she gladly took it. “I’m Danielle.”

“It’s nice to meet you.” “Same. Who’s the little one?” she asked as she nodded towards Jamie who seemed to be dozing off on my lap. “My son, Jamie.” She looked a bit taken aback by my statement but I’m used to it. Nonetheless she responded with, “He’s adorable. He’s dressed just like Liam. Was that on purpose or…” she giggled. I smiled; “Liam wanted them to look alike” I shrugged.

“Not that they don’t already” Harry mumbled under his breath with his playful smirk. I glared at him.

“Shut up Harry” Liam said. “Whoa there Payne. Why so grumpy?” he teased. “Oh, I don’t know, maybe the fact you brought my ex girlfriend as your date just to piss me off.”

Ex girlfriend?

Danielle shifted in her seat and took a bit of her drink to ease her tension.

“It’s not even like that and you know it. You know Danielle and I are friends. She was coming anyways so why not bring her myself?” he shrugged.

“You guys are talking about me like I’m not sitting right here. Liam, if you have a problem with me being here, I can leave.”

“No…don’t. I’m sorry” he apologized.

My phone vibrated. I took it out of my little clutch bag and unlocked it. It was a text from Harry. I looked up at him with a confused expression before reading his text.

H: what’s going on between you and Liam?

I sighed before replying.

E: He said he wanted to be in Jamie’s life.

H: Yeah but that’s Jamie and Liam. I mean YOU and Liam.

E: It’s too much to explain over a text.

H: Than come dance with me.

E: I have Jamie.

H: Ask Liam to take him

E: No

Before I could press send, Harry had already spoken up.

“Hey, Eden, you wanna dance?”

“I don’t dance” I told him. “Then come get a drink with me.” I mentally groaned.

I turned to Liam with a sigh, “You mind watching him for a few minutes.” “No problem.”

He settled a sleeping Jamie on his lap. I got up and followed Harry to the bar.

“Explain” he said as soon as we both took our seats.

“What do you want me to say?” “Tell me how things are with Liam.”

“I…I don’t know. I do like him, a lot actually but I don’t think I’m ready for a relationship right now. I’ve never had one before and what if I mess up? I mean, he says he wants to but you guys are always so busy that I don’t see how that’s going to work.”

“If you really want to be with him you have to at least try.”

I sighed, “It’s not that simple.”

“It is though. Try it…you’ll see.”

“I guess…”

“Good! Now let me get you a drink.” “I don’t drink.” “What…” “I’ve never had any. Alcohol I mean.” “Now you HAVE to try some!”

“She said no Harry” Liam’s voice rang from beside us.

Harry just rolled his eyes and turned to the bartender to order himself a drink.

“You wanna dance?” he asked me. “I can’t.” “Oh, come on, I can teach you.” “Teach me?”

He held out his hand and I took it as he helped me from my barstool.

“The power of the D” I heard Harry say as we walked away.

“What about Jamie? Where is he?” I asked as I looked around the place. “Louis and Eleanor offered to watch him. He’s fine.”

The music was some sort of fast paced club music. Oh gosh.

“I-I really don’t know how to dance.” He smiled, “I’ll teach you.”

We found our place on the floor. I was a little surprised when Liam turned me around and pressed my back firmly against his front. His hands gravitated to my hips where he started to move them with his. I laid mine on top of his as I began to get the hang of it.

“You know, I didn’t recognize you at first when you stepped out of the car. You look different.”

“A bad different?”

“No, a very…pleasurable different.”

His breath fanned across the back of my neck and shoulders as he softly spoke.

I felt a tingle shoot through me when I felt Liam leave an open mouth kiss on my neck. I whimpered at the feeling. I felt his satisfied smirk against my skin as he began to trail his kisses up my neck and across my jaw line. I turned my head so I could catch his more than inviting lips. I moaned as they moved together. I turned around in his arms and wrapped my arms around his neck.

We had stopped our dancing and were now just standing here kissing on the dance floor. I didn’t mind.

The sexual tension between us was unbearable. I wanted him so bad. We were hungry for each other and it was shown by how our kiss grew more heated.

There was a tug on her dress that made her reluctantly pull away. I looked down to see Jamie with a tear streaked face and pleading eyes. I quickly kneeled down, careful not to lose balance because of my heels.

“What happened?” I panicked. He just cried. Louis soon approached behind him with a worried expression. “What happened, Louis?” I heard Liam ask. “One moment he’s fine and asleep and the next he wakes up and starts crying for you, Eden. He just ran off.”

I looked back at Jamie and sighed, “He just tired.”

I picked him up and he nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck as his sobbing ceased.

“I’m sorry” I mouthed to Liam before moving through the crowd and sitting back at our table.

The boys had a little announcement to do. So I sat at the table with Danielle and watched as they each grabbed a mic and talked about how wonderful that tour was. They thanked all of the staff and that was it.

We had to get home. Well I had to get Jamie home really. He was practically drooling on my chest.

H started to stir in my arms and I knew it was because he was having trouble sleeping. I stood up and left the place just to get some fresh air and get away from the noise. I swayed him slightly as I sang ‘Look after you’ softly.

The air out here felt good and I wouldn’t mind staying here until it was time to go. All was good except for my feet that were starting to ache because of the heels.

“Clark” Jamie whined. Ugh, I thought he was asleep. “We’ll be home shortly. Clark will be there.”

He nuzzled his face further into my neck and dozed off again.


I turned to see Liam jogging towards us. “I thought you went home without me” he said a little out of breath. I felt my insides quiver at the mention of the word ‘home’.

“Oh, no. I just needed a breather and Jamie needed to settle.”

He nodded, “Are you ready to go?”

“Only if you are. I don’t want to take you away from your party.”

“No, it’s alright. I was getting tired of it anyway.” “You sure?” “Yeah, come on, let’s go.”

Liam led me to his car and opened the door for me. I had to rest Jamie on my lap since we didn’t have his car seat. We drove in silence besides the radio playing its soft slow music.

I looked out of the corner of my eye and saw Liam’s thinking face. So…just…why? Why does he have to be so beautiful?

We got to the flat complex in a short amount of time and got out of the car. Once we stepped into the warm and inviting flat I immediately took off my heels. Ah, feels good to be free.

Liam planned ahead on staying the night so he brought an overnight bag. He left to the bedroom to change while I laid Jamie down in his bed. I snuggled Clark against him and turned on his night light. I kissed his forehead before closing the door and making my way to my bedroom. Right when I walked in I caught a glimpse of Liam’s bare torso as he slipped on a shirt.

That body.

I couldn’t stop myself to thinking about that night and how I saw him…all of him.

I decided to wash my mind of those thought for now. “Can you unzip me?” I asked and turned my back to him. His fingers softly grazed my skin as the zipper went down to the curve of my back. I whimpered when his calloused fingertips pulled the dress down all the way, softly touching me in the process.

I heard a groan when the dress pooled at my feet.

“You wore this on purpose. To tease me.” I turned around with a smirk on my face. “I don’t know what you’re talking about” I shrugged. “You’re such a tease.”

I laid my hand flat on his chest and whispered, “It’s not called being a tease unless I do something about it.”

I leaned up and desperately pressed my lips to his. He quickly responded with his tongue and massaged mine with his own. His hands roamed my body as mine twisted in his hair. His fingers worked on the hooks of my strapless bra and within seconds that is also on the floor. He pressed our chests together and I moaned at the closeness.

He gripped the back of my thighs and I responded by wrapping my legs around his waist.

I felt his footsteps towards my bed before her gently laid me down and hover over me. I grabbed the hem of his shirt and pulled it off of him. I kissed his collarbones and defined shoulders. His soft moan got me hot in all the right places. His pants were next to go and surprise, surprise, he wasn’t wearing boxers.

We settled ourselves under the sheets with Liam above me. He slowly and teasingly hooked his fingers in my panties and pulled them off as he looked down on me. I panted in anticipation.

We were soon hitched and slowly but deeply moving against each other. I let out a loud moan as the feeling increased. I wrapped myself completely around him. My legs locked around his narrow hips and my arms around his shoulders.”

“Uh…Liam” I whimpered as he picked up the pace. My nails dug into his skin and he arched his back while hissing in pain. He wasn’t complaining though.

“Ah” I moaned once again. My noises became louder and more desperate than the one previous. Liam’s face was in my neck as his groans and moans fanned across my damp skin.


“Sh…shhh, Eden” he strained. I couldn’t help it. The pleasure was slowly building inside of me.

I pressed my heel into the curve of his lower back, coaxing him in further. I cried out when he complied.

My heavy breathing was the only thing keeping me stable right now. I was slowly loosing sanity with the pleasure that Liam was giving me.

There was a point where with every move and every breath I moaned and something tightened inside me.

“Oh Liam” I panted. He began to kiss across my collar bones, making me weak with his touch.

“Eden…shit!” His movements became unbearably fast, forcing air out of my lungs. I cried out for him not to stop and thankfully he didn’t. I felt it coming quick, fast.

I let out a shout of pure satisfaction as I found my release with Liam not too far behind with a groan.

He rested on top of me breathing hard as I stroked his head. I kissed his temple. He started to kiss across my chest, making me giggle. He peeked up at me and smiled. I gave him a lazy one in return. My muscles weren’t properly working at the moment.

He slowly pulled away from me and began to get up. I grabbed his wrist, “Where are you going?”

“I was just gonna-“

I pulled him further into bed so he was lying next to me. “No, don’t leave Liam, don’t leave.”

He wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head, “I’d never leave you.”


A/N: Ok so I had full intentions on updating on Thursday but then I was like..."It's Halloween!"

How was you guys' halloween!?! I was Louis!

Story of my life music video comes out today! That's what I heard

Thank you guys for the reads/comments/like/favorites


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