Careless -Complete-

You were my best friend. We did everything together. You were my first laugh, my first trouble, my first time. Then you left when I needed you most. So Liam, please tell me why you're back. I want us to be the same but how can that be? We can't because back then we were careless...and I'm a mother now.
Warning: Mature scenes and language.


2. Prologue 2

Warning: MA content

I motioned for Li to come in my room. Our houses were side by side so our windows were right next to each others. He opened his window and climbed across the tree in-between our houses to my window. I unlocked it and stood by as he tripped inside and fell flat on his face. I busted into laughter, “That happens…every time” I said between gasps. He groaned, stood up and checked if his nose was bleeding. “Oh stop being a baby, you’re fine.”

“So why did you want to me to come over?” “Oh yeah! I got you something.” I went over to my shopping bag and brought out the shirt I bought him. I unfolded it and brought it up so he could see. His eyes popped, “Really?!” I nodded. It’s funny how he reacts to the littlest things, such as a batman shirt. “It has the symbol and everything!” he observed. “Oh thanks Eddy” he said as he brought me into a hug. “Why do you insist on calling me that” I muffled into his chest. “It’s your nickname, deal with it.” “Whatever. I’m glad you like the shirt.” “I love it, thanks” he said and kissed the top of my head. “Okay no mushy stuff” I laughed and released from our embrace. “I hope you have everything for the dance tomorrow” he said. “Ugh, I was hoping you’d forget.”


“Oh you look beautiful Eden.” I looked down at my dress which I completely despised. “I look ridiculous dad.” “No you don’t. I think white fits you well” my mom said. I was wearing some stupid sundress with thin straps that came down to my knees. My hair was down and I hated it. It reached the bottom of my shoulders and I had to fix it behind my ear.

A knock on the door caught our attention. “Must be Liam…” my mom said and opened the front door to see Liam in dark jeans and a white button up shirt. He wore a smile on his stupid face. I walked past my parents and stepped outside. His eyes widened, “Whoa, you look…wow.”  I felt my face heat. Well, it was a compliment right? Who wouldn’t blush?

“Thanks. What’s behind your back?” I asked, noticing his arm that hid behind him. He smiled and brought his arm around. He held a Teddy bear, similar to the one I got him years ago, dressed in a little superman costume. I squealed and brought my arms around my best friend. “Thanks Li!” He chuckled. I let go of him and took the bear in my hands, stroking the soft brown fur. “His name’s … Clark.” “Of course, like Clark Kent” Liam smiled. I nodded. I turned back to my parents, “Can you take this inside for me?” I asked, outstretching my arm which held Clark. “Sure. You sure you two don’t want a lift?” my dad said, taking the bear and giving us a worried expression.

“That’s alright Isaac, we can walk.” My dad sighed, “Its Mr. Hill to you, Liam.” “Yeah whatever Isaac” he said and whisked me away by the wrist. “Bye!” I shouted before we disappeared around the corner.

The walk was only ten minutes because we live fairly close to the school. The whole walk there we talked about a plan. This is what I loved about Liam and I’s friendship. No matter how stupid our decisions were, we still stood by each other’s side and this plan would certainly get us into some big trouble. We didn’t care either.

We got to the dance and party music was blasting. Perfect. “You ready?” I smiled mischievously at Liam. He nodded. We both made our way up the stage and cut the music off. The gym fell silent and all eyes turned to us.  Liam went to the dj stand and started messing with some chords until they landed on the perfect song. Hot n’ Cold by Katy Perry.

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes.
Yeah, you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know
And you over think
Always speak

I walked off stage with the make in hand and began walking to the food table.

I should know
That you're no good for me

I dug my hand into the cake, taking out a huge chunk as everyone gasped. I threw it at Liam and ‘accidentally’ missed, hitting the person behind him.

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

That guy took the chunk off his face and tried to throw it at me but I ducked just in time for it to hit the girl behind me. She got a handful of cake and threw at that guy. “Food fight!” Liam exclaimed and the brawl began. Cake being thrown left and right. It was crazy. Liam snatched me away by the hand and we left the building laughing before either of us got caught by any staff. We doubled over as we tried to catch our breath.

“You two!” we heard a man say. We instantly knew it was our director. “Come on” I said and took him by the wrist. We ran about ten minutes until we couldn’t hear any more people yelling our names like they were poison. We lay breathless on the grass of our park. It wasn’t necessarily our park but we always came here. “We’re in deep shit” I said. Liam breathily laughed, “Potty mouth.” I smiled and stared up at the night sky. The sun had just set and there were shades of pink, orange, red and purple in the sky.

“You’re covered in cake” I giggled. I reached over and wiped the cake off his cheek with my finger and stuck it into my mouth. “So are you” he laughed and did the same to me, wiping his finger across my chest. “Perv” I mumbled.

We laid there for a few hours. The colors of the sky soon faded to a black and I tried to find the constellations. I was getting tired and I felt my eye lids get heavy. “Ed…Eddy…Eden” I heard Liam whisper as he nudged my side. “Wha?” “We should probably get back, it’s pretty late” he said and stood up. I reached my arms out for him, “Carry me.” “Do I look like a camel to you?” “Do you want me to answer that question?” He groaned and instructed me to stand up. I lazily did and he bent down in front of me. I climbed onto his back and we began walking towards the house.

“I’m sleepy” I whispered and nuzzled my face into the back of his neck. “Sleep." He softly sang me a song, the same song he always sings to me when I'm trying to sleep.

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forget the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you, won't you be the one I'll always know?
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you

His words sent me to another world. One filled with no worries or cares. A world were Liam and I can do whatever we want whenever we want and never be punished.


I felt a clap under my thigh, “Ed we’re home” Liam said. I fully woke and jumped off of his back. We were at my front door and I was ready for the consequences. I knocked with shut eyes, regretting ever coming home. My parents came to the door with worried faces but anger was laced all through them. “Do you know what time it is?!” my mom shouted, echoing through the neighborhood and surely waking the neighbors. I flinched, “Eight?” I squeaked, fully knowing that it was way past that time. “Eleven! It’s eleven! Eden Angela Hill you better have a reasonable explanation!”

Oh gosh, she used my full name…she’s serious.

“I think you should go” I whispered to Liam who stood awkwardly by my side. “Yes, he should go. His mother is waiting for him and we’ve already discussed punishment” my dad said, obviously hearing me. Both of our eyes widened. “What punishment” Liam said in a low voice. “You and Eden are not to be together outside of class until the end of the school year.” “What?!” we both exclaimed. “You guys always cause trouble together. We also got a call from the school, something about cake” My mom raised an eyebrow.

We both groaned. “You both better say your goodbyes.”  I turned to Liam and hugged him. “We’re still hanging out” Liam whispered in my ear. I smiled, “Just climb through the window" I replied. We both pulled away and sent each other a wink.

After a quick shower I got into my room and changed into my pajamas. It was almost twelve by the time I was ready for bed. I had just remembered about Liam. I hoped out of bed and got my notepad. I also grabbed a sharpie and wrote a quick message. I waved at Liams window and grabbed his attention just as he was throwing on a shirt. I pressed the note to the window, 'Coming?' it read. He nodded and opened his window. I watched as he clumsily crawled across the branches of the tree. I opened my window, ready to help him in. He always fell in and being how late it was, we didn't need anything waking up my enraged parents. 

I reached my arms out for him, as he did me. He still caught his foot in the sill and we both toppled over. It didn't make such a loud voice on my carpeted floor. We fell with a thud and a broke out into silent giggles. He chuckled above me. "Your so fat."  "Whatever" he smiled. I looked up at him expectantly but he didn't move, just stayed above me staring down at me. Out of no where he leaned down and pressed his lips on mine. It came all of a sudden and left me in shock. 

What is going on?

He pulled away and saw the expression on my face. "Ed...I." I leaned up and reconnected our lips. In a way, I liked it...a lot. It felt weird kissing him but it was somewhat enjoyable. I placed my free hand on his cheek and he kissed me deeper. He cradled my head with his head as the kiss began to get heated. His tongue slipped its way into my mouth and our kiss began getting more desperate. I slipped my hand into his hair and lightly tugged, emitting a moan out of his mouth and into mine. 

We pulled away and breathed against each others lips. He lightly smiled and made me do the same. He pecked me on the lips again and made me giggle. "Stay with me" I whispered. He nodded. Even though we were both on punishment we didn't care. We  got up and walked to my bed. Liam stripped his shirt before sliding into my blankets. I crawled in after and cuddled up to him. "Ed?" he whispered. I looked into his eyes, "Mhm?" "" I silenced him by pressing my lips to his again. I put so much feeling into it and I could feel him doing the same. He shifted so he was laying between my legs. I held him around the shoulders as our tongues entangled. I roamed my hands all over his body. My fingers lightly brushed his soft skin. 

His hands went under my shirt and gently caressed my stomach. I moaned at the sensation. I slightly sat up and slipped the shirt off. I erratically pressed our bodies together and kissed him again. This felt so right and I wanted it. No words were exchanged as we stared into each others eyes. We didn't have to say words to know what we both wanted and that we wanted it with each other. I kept his gaze as I slid off my pajama shorts. I was now laid underneath him in only my panties and bra.

I sat up and instructed him to un-clip my bra. He was having a difficult time. I giggled and did it myself. It slowly fell off my shoulders and his eyes widened. I softly blushed. He caressed my stomach and went up towards my chest. This was so different.

He gently ran his hands over them, eliciting whimpers from my parted lips. "So soft" he mumbled.I placed my hand on his cheek once again and brought his attention to me for another kiss. I laid back down on the pillows and watched Liam depart from my lips and leave soft kisses down my neck and chest. He nipped at the skin on my stomach, making my muscles clench. He made his way back up and our lips touched anew.

I brought my hands down to his joggers and slid them off his waist. He brought them down the rest of the way and kicked them off, making a spot for them on the floor. As I removed my underwear he did the same. When they were off and we were now completely bare we shyly staring at each others bodies. We had no basis of comparison on how this works being this was both our first times.We positioned ourselves correctly. I had my hands laid either side of my head, Liam entwined our fingers and rested his weight on his forearms. Our foreheads were pressed together and we gazed into each others eyes as we slowly became one.

I clamped my eyes shut and bit my bottom lip at the feeling. "We can stop if I'm hurting you" he gushed. "No, no, just give me a second." He placed kisses around my face as seconds past. The pain became more foreign and the sense more bearable. "Ok Ok, move" I breathed.

The sensation was nothing I ever felt and words formed on my lips but no sound came out. Only my heavy breathing. Each of our brown eyes kept contact, making the feeling even more intense. Liam desperately placed his lips upon mine, trying to silence his moans. This was a different setting for us. A start of a different chapter in our lives. We were no longer brother and sister or best friends. We were lovers.

Minute after minute the movements became more vivid. We moved with such passion that it left me in a daze. "Liam....Liam" I whimpered. "Eden" he groaned into the crook of my neck.

I never knew this was how the night was going to end but I'm glad it did.


It's been a few weeks now since that night and I've never felt so content. Liam and I are still not allowed to see each other but we do anyway. At night either I go through his window or he come through mine. We talk about our days and eat popcorn when watching movies. We don't really talk about that night often and I'm glad things aren't awkward between us. We're still best friends, we just kiss more than friends should.

It's about six in the afternoon and Liam knocked on my window. I unlocked it and as usual, he tumbled in. "You're so clumsy" I laughed. He glared at me and stood up. "Why'd you come over?" I asked. "I have to tell you something." He seemed excited and impatient to tell me. We sat at the edge of my bed.

The truth was, I had to tell him something too. Something that could possibly change our whole friendship. "I...I have something to say too but you go first."

"Ok so you know how I sing...right?" I laughed, "Of course." "My mum got me an audition on X-factor!" he exclaimed. My eyes widened and I couldn't form any words. His smile dropped, "You're not happy for me?" I shook my head, "No, no I am. That's great Li!" I said and brought him into a hug.

How am I supposed to tell him now?

I'm sixteen, dumb, careless and pregnant.

A/n: Hellooo. Sorry I didn't update yesterday but I saw 1D3D!!! Best experience ever! Have you guys seen it?! I was having some serious Liam feels.



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