Careless -Complete-

You were my best friend. We did everything together. You were my first laugh, my first trouble, my first time. Then you left when I needed you most. So Liam, please tell me why you're back. I want us to be the same but how can that be? We can't because back then we were careless...and I'm a mother now.
Warning: Mature scenes and language.

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26. No Mommy

A/n: may need editing. Sorry if it's short, I'm still in Cali

I woke up with my muscles tight and a satisfied smile on my face. I tried to stretch myself out but the weight of someone else was restricting me.

Liam.

I was lying on my stomach while he had his head resting on my shoulder blade and his arm around my back. I shrugged my shoulders, making his head bounce on my. I giggled when he mumbled something incoherent on the lines of 'Stop Ed'. I turned onto my back, trying to get him off of me but failed when he just wrapped himself around me again. I laughed a bit louder, "Come on Li, get up." "How are you even alive after last night." I found myself blushing at the thought of last night. Liam brought me to my most shattering state twice in less than an hours time. I know I should be completely warn out but I'm not. I actually feel great, besides my stiff frame.

He took my silence as an agreement and began to chuckle to himself. He kissed right below my collarbone before snuggling further on me. "No, you're heavy" I complained as I tried to push him away. He groaned but didn't move. I sighed and began raking my fingers through his hair while my other rubbed over his bare back. I should feel uncomfortable knowing that we're both completely nude and he has his head laid on my breast but I don't.  

I run my fingers down his cheek, his jaw, his neck, until faintly feel the mole there. I lightly poke at it out of boredom. "Stop" he whined. "You know Jamie has the same one" I stated. He nodded against me. I winced a bit at the pressure he was applying to my breast. He must've noticed because he asked, "You alright?" "Yeah...it's just...your head is really heavy and-" "I get it" he chuckled as he lifted his head and laid back on his pillow. He leaned down and littered kisses across my chest. I giggled, gripping his hair to pull his head away. He kissed me full on the lips while one of his hands rested on my cheek. 

Our lips moved together, tongues thrashing against the others. He gripped my thigh, wrapping my leg around his waist as his hoisted himself above me. With desire in our thoughts we began our day the same way we ended our night.

***

Still slightly panting from our activities I sat up and picked up Liam's shirt from off the bed, slipping it over my head. "And where do you think you're going?" Liam teased. "Bathroom?"

He playfully huffed as I exited the room. I went to my bathroom and got my anti-depresents bottle out of the medicine cabinet and took one out. I went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water to take it. Just as I was putting the glass in the sink I felt Liam's arms wrap around me from behind. I sighed, "What do you want?" "I can't hold you?" "No" I replied. I was being stubborn and emotional really.

"What's up with you?" he asked, I could hear the concern in his face that made me feel guilty for snapping at him.

"I'm just... I don't know, emotional?"

"I see that."

"See that makes me upset. Stop adding on."

He sighed as he turned me around in his arms. I saw the amusement in his eyes as he watched me frown. I turned my head away from him. He lightly chuckled and kissed up my neck and under my ear. I tried wiggling out of his hold but he was having his fun.

"Stop" i scolded but really giggled.

He lifted me onto the counter and wrapped my legs around him as his lips connected with my collarbone. He rubbed himself onto me causing me to gasp out and bite my bottom lip harshly.

I suddenly felt a wave of nausea pass over me. I pushed Liam away for me and hopped off the counter but I knew I couldn't make it to the bathroom so I bent over the sink and threw up.

I barely ate anything yesterday and today so my dry heaves were making my eyes water. I began to sob from the pain and nauseas taking over me.

I felt Liam move my hair from my face and kiss my nape. I shakily turned on the faucet and let the water wash down my bile. I turned it off and wiped the tears from my face. Liam gathered me in his arms and gently rocked us. "No rocking" I mumbled, still feeling a bit sick. "Let's get cleaned up."

He knocked my legs from under me and carried me to the bathroom. I saw Liam glance at the pill bottle on the counter. "Have you taken those this morning?" I nodded. "Ed, you're not supposed to take those on an empty stomach" he sighed.

He gently set me on my feet and stripped his shirt from over my head. He turned on the bath after plugging it and turned back to me slipping my underwear off for me. He shoved his boxers down his legs and stepped out of them. He pulled me into his arms, our naked bodies pressed against the others. He rubbed my back and kissed the top of my head.

Another wave of nausea came but I didn't throw up. Instead I lost my balance and stumbled a bit. Liam tightened his hold on me, "Woah, slow down Ed. Breathe." I whimpered as it was hard for me to do so. "You're gonna be alright." He slightly bent down to turn off the faucet. He picked me up and set me in the warm water. I sat up as Liam settled in behind me and let me rest my back against his front. 

He picked up my wash rag and put some jasmine soap on it and began washing my arms and stomach.

He washed nearly every inch of me before setting down the rag and wrapping his arms around me. I nearly dozed off when I felt him pick up my left hand and bring it up to his mouth and kiss my ring. He has a habit of doing that and I love it.

"I love you" I sleepily stated. He kissed my temple, "I love you too."

***

Jamie was in tears on our way to the airport once again, wishing Liam a safe flight.

But this time wasn't because of his leaving.

"It's true mommy, it was the same one!"

"Nothing's gonna happen."

"It's scary."

Jamie kept telling me that Lea was showing him the same nightmare nearly every night. How Liam was crying because I wouldn't wake up. 

When we got to the airport I held Jamie as Paul and Preston escorted us to their gate. 

The boys all gathered around Jamie and I in a group hug. I thought it was ridiculous. "Get off" I laughed. Each boy gave us individual hugs and goodbyes. 

Liam came and engulfed us in a hug and kissed both of our cheeks. "Bye bye" Jamie mumbled, close to tears. "Be strong for mommy okay?" Liam sadly smiled. He gave me a peck on the lips and took Jamie from my arms. I stood by almost in tears because Liam was leaving again. *sigh*

My head began to pound and I took a step back to get some air. "Ed?"

"Just...give me a minute" I slurred.

A minute was all it took for me to completely lose it and pass out on the ground. "Eden!"

Such echoed voices.

The last thing I heard was my baby cry, "No Mommy!"

 

A/n: Dun Dun!!

What do you think is happening to Eden?

Suggestions?

The next chapter is gonna be a time skip...like months. I'm skipping because I'm not sure what to write while Liam is away for the rest of the tour.

Don't worry because it will explain everything that happened to Eden and even have some flashbacks to explain a little more detailed.

Sadly this book is coming to an end in the next month or so...maybe about 3-4 more chapters. Sorry guys but this book has been going on since August! That's a long time! The ending is gonna be...golden haha jk I'll try my best with it and I'll make you guys happy!

Remember to comment and favorite on this story. Oh and I do have a wattpad account by the same username and this same story is on there as well. 

-Mone'

 

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