Was This Real ?

Anna just met the boys. She waited for this moment her whole life. She had terrible experiences with boys, so she never thought what could or would change in her life. Maybe that was the key to her love life.


17. Apologizing

Anna's P.O.V.

I sat there in my bed for about half an hour, just thinking. I knew he would never come back to me. Why did I always push guys away ? It's something I do automatically, I can't stop. Just can't. But then I remembered, that Niall and Ronia were waiting for me, so I got up, grabbed my purse and then walked out the door. I was actually a little bit late, but I knew they appreciate it, so that both could spend time alone. 

When I got there, I saw them already inside, but many fans outside. I tried to get inside, but many girls tried to stop me. As soon as Niall saw me, he walked to the door, said hi to some fans and pulled me inside. They were screaming like hell. 

"Hey little pumpkin !" Niall said. 

"Little pumpkin ?" I laughed.

"Yeah, now I'll call you little pumpkin, if it's okay. Where is Harry btw ?" He asked, but I couldn't answer, cause Ronia came and gave me a hug. I didn't see her for ages ! Okay, only about one week, but that was too much time. We sat, Niall and Ronia next to each other and me at the opposite side, and ordered our food. 

"Where's Harry ?" Ronia asked, pulling one eyebrow up.

"I said to him to look for a hotel. I have to think about some things." I said, playing with the napkin. Ronia placed her hand over my hand.

"Is everything okay ?" She asked, with a worried tone. 

"Yeah, yeah. Everything is fine." I looked up to them and smiled. Both smiled back. I noticed that Niall's arm was around Ronia.

"So, what's with you too ?" Both looked at each other and she giggled. 

"Yeah, we have something going on. After you gave me her number, I called her and we met." Niall said and looked at her. He gave her a kiss on the cheek, and while he was doing that, my eyes grew wide open. Not because he had someone else, but because she was crazy about him. I mouthed 'Oh my God' to her and she laughed and mouthed 'I know'. Our food came and Niall looked at the door, sort of surprised. 

"Wow, the fans are really quiet now." Niall said. I heard them starting to sing Moments. "Anna, you might wanna look!" I looked behind and saw Harry with his bag. He walked over to us and the fans started to scream again. 

"I know you said that I should give you some time alone, to think. But I can't just lay on the hotel bed, facing the ceiling, without thinking of you. I just want to explain everything that you read, or heard. Everything is wrong. I just want to lay beside you... And yeah, I'm quoting my own song, cause that's exactly how I feel right now. That's why I asked the fans to sing it. Only for you." I got up and stood in front of him. "Anna, I'm so sorry if I hurt you. I'm sorry if I did anything wrong. I don't wanna lose you."

"Harry, stop. Please, just stop." I said, holding my tears back again. Damn, I should stop crying! His eyes were red, too. 

"I can't! I'm really sorry about that too, but I really need to explain -" I cut him off.

"Stop apologizing. I still have to think Harry, I need -" This time he cut me off with a kiss. I was surprised, but I kissed him back. I couldn't resist. It felt like we were alone. I broke up the kiss.

"Can we please talk ? Alone. At your place ?" Harry whispered. Our faces were still close. 

"Uhm, I don't know." But then I thought, I had to speak with him at some point. "you know, yeah, that would be good." Harry smiled and grabbed my hand. We started to walk to the door. I forgot all fans were still outside.

"Hey, what about us ?" Niall yelled. We both looked back at the same time. I laughed and walked over to him. 

"Well, I guess I can let you two alone, right ?" I gave Niall a kiss on his cheek and Ronia a hug. I walked to Harry and he placed his arm around my waist. We walked outside and waited for a cab, cause it would be a bit hard to walk home. We didn't say a word until we go home. When we did, I opened the door and sat on the couch. He came right behind me and sat near me. 

"So..." I started, having no idea how we could start this conversation.

"I actually don't even know what you heard." I took my phone out and showed him the website with the article. He started to read, mumbling some words. When he was finished, he looked up and then to me. "Do you actually believe that this happened ?" It was a really rude tone, but I didn't want to fight, so I kept calm. Or tried to.

"Well, this picture tells me already too much. And how am I supposed to know what you're doing on your free time ?"

"Maybe cause I was with you all the time ?!?" He was right.

"But how am I supposed to know, if you two didn't do it ?"

"What do you mean ?" He asked.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about." He was now quiet. He looked at his phone, that he placed on the table in front of us. "What ? So you did do it?"

"Okay, let me tell you what really happened. When I was in New York, I met some guys, and this girl, Paige. I gave them some tickets for my concert in New Jersey, but I had no idea they didn't like my music. They were really rude. They just were on their phones and laughed at our fans. And before the concert, Paige came backstage and I was sitting on the floor. She came to me, and wanted to kiss me. I had no idea what she was doing. And of course, I didn't kiss her back. A friend of hers probably took that picture. And later, she showed some fans, pictures that we took together. They got really upset. Paige and her friends were really rude. I don't even know why I gave them some tickets." Harry stopped for a few seconds, looked at his phone again and continued. "She called me today."

"And ?" That was the only thing I could get out of my mouth. 

"Actually my sister called me. And Paige was at my house. Gemma told me she posted a picture in the internet. And I'm sure that's the one." He pointed at my cell. "And she told me that we had sex." My mouth dropped. I knew it happened. "Of course it didn't happened! After all she did, I would never sleep with that bitch." He took a strand of hair and put it behind my ear. He softly rubbed his thumb on my cheek and came closer. "I'm so sorry, Anna."

"No, I should be apologizing. And it doesn't make sense. You did nothing wrong. I'm the wrong one here." I put my hand on his thigh and we touched our foreheads. "I should react like that."

"Well, I understand you wanted time to think, but it was hard for me to be so far away from you." He said and I smiled.

"You have to get used to it. I can't be with you all the time, unfortunately."

"I know, but I have to enjoy while we can, right ?" He said and pressed his lips against mine. Like always, it felt so right.

"Now we can stay in bed all day, like you wanted." I whispered between kisses.

"But that would mean that we had to stop this." He said, only focusing on our kisses. 

"We could go upstairs, put our pajamas on and lay in bed, hm?" I said, while he was kissing my neck. He got up and grabbed me by my waist. He carried me to my room on his shoulder and I couldn't stop laughing. When we got there, he gently put me on my feet and grabbed my face, kissing me hard. I broke the kiss and put my pajama pants on. So did he. We crawled under the blankets and I put my head on his naked chest. I giggled.

"What ?" He said, tangling his fingers in my hair. 

"Funny how we can't stay away from each other." He laughed, grabbed my hand and kissed it.

"Having someone like you, it's hard to stay away."

We talked and talked. And at some point, we fell asleep.

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