The ups and downs of being pregnant

carly is an 18 year old girl who gets abused by her husband everyday. she runs away and finds a boy who helps her.he offers her his help and start a story filled with adventure, friendship, babies, and of course, LOVE


6. baby I think I... love you

Carly's POV

When we got back to Liam's place I was really tired and wanted to eat so bad. Eating was my first choice but Liam just gave me a bowl of strawberries with whipped cream and told me to get some rest. I went into my room, fell onto my bed, and started to wonder. What am I going to do? Am I going to keep the baby or should I have an abortion? A part of me feels like having an abortion is best, that I should get rid of everything that reminds me of Earl so I can erase the pain. But no. I can't kill a newborn baby. It's too innocent. Maybe I could put it up for adoption...

Wait what am I doing? Do I really want to get rid of my child, my flesh? I can't leave him in adoption because I know what it is like to be left alone to fend for yourself. I put my hand on my stomach and started talking to my baby bump.

"Hey baby! This is your mommy talking. Remember my voice because you'll be hearing it alot. Right now I'm not sure what I'm going to do with you. I want to keep you but I'm not sure I can handle it and to give you a decent home" Everything got blurry as my eyes filled with tears. Seriously it's like all I ever do is cry and barf. I took a deep breath

"We're staying with a friend. His name is Liam and he has been very helpful. I don't know what could have happened to me if I hadn't bumped into him that day when we met." I kept talking and talking. It just felt like my baby was a very close friend that I could tell anything. I poured out all my problems to my baby as if he could fix everything. Which gets me wondering. Will it be a boy or a girl? I honestly don't care what gender. 

At that moment I felt like everything was fine and there was nothing to worry about because it was just me and my baby enjoying life. I stayed awake in bed for the next few hours thinking about.. well, life. I touched my belly one last time. 

"Baby I think I... I think I... I think... I love you"

A/N: What do you think of the story so far? sorry for the really short chapters everyone

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