Homeless Love (Harry Styles)

Karma is a bitch, but I deserve every single of it. I need to feel the pain I caused on the boy I truly loved. I loved him, still do, but why did I hurt him?

Because I was a selfish bitch.

If getting raped 3 times, getting kidnapped, being homeless in the street of London isn't enough then I don't know what it is. I have no one, if only I had him.

If only...

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15. Chapter TWELVE

"Is she okay?"

"I hope so."

"Poor her."

I groan trying to block the noises.

"When will she wake up?"

"In hour or so."  A deep voice said.

I took my queue to wake up. I open my eyes and rub a little bit to get a clear sight infront of me which consist 8 faces.

"Ah!" I screamed watching all these faces.

It is creepy 8 faces intensely watching me.

"Or now." The deep voice said again which belong to a brown hair boy.

I wince my eyes trying to see who the hell are these people.

"Eleanor?" I ask with a horsy voice.

I sat up and a random girl handed me a glass of water, i smiled before chucking it all.

"Hey, how are you feeling?" She reply.

"I don't know." I sigh while raising my arm to rub my forehead, i wince when a hurtful sensation came to my arm.

I took a glance up and all the faces were watching me making me insecure and comfortable, okay so there's Eleanor,Niall,Louis, Zayn.. I think and some other faces i don't recognise. Niall must notice my uncomfortable position

"Eum,guys we should give her some space." Niall said looking at the others. 

"Yeah, you boys get out and we'll stay with her." A girl said, a gorgeous with pink hair. 

"Fine." Zayn groan and they all flash me a last smile before walking outside of the room. 

The same room i woke up the morning when i saw Harry kissing the girl, wait, kissing.

"W-what happened?" I ask, a little bit scared. 

The girls looked at each other and sad smile, I shuffle a little bit making myself more comfortable. It looked like the girls were talking to each other with their eyes.

"Euh, well. H-Harry, he..ah-"

"Spit out!" I commended, this suspense is killing me.

"Hefindyoualonenakedontheroad." Eleanor rushed out.

"Whoa, whoa. Slow down." I commended.

"Harry," She sigh closing her eyes while putting her hand on my knee, giving a little squeeze. "He found you alone, naked on the road."

My heart broke, again? I sigh closing my eyes, tears wanted to stream down my cheeks but I couldn't. I need to be strong. I need to be an independent women. I open my eyes, they were watching me with such a pity, I don't need sympathy from anyone. Beside its isn't like I don't deserve it but 4 times? I don't know how am I still breathing. I deserve it.

"It is fine." I softly smiled.

They looked at me with wide eyes, I know it would be crazy if someone told me 'I am fine.' After getting raped.

"Are you sure?" The black curly hair girl asked.

"Yes," I smiled. "Beside,I don't think i've met you. I am Heidi." I changed to subject, forwarding me hand.

"Katerina." She shaked my hand, "Niall's girlfriend."

I smile nodding my head.

"And I am Perrie." The pink-Perrie said. "Zayn's girlfrien-oh I mean fiancee." She blushed looking down.

I put my lips into 'o' with a smile.

"I am Danielle, but call me Dani, Liam's girlfriend." (I KNOW PAYZER IS OVER, BUT ITS FICTION SO PRETEND THEY ARE STILL TOGETHER!)

I nod my head again.

"Nice to meet you all. As you know, I am Noelle."

A massive headache came, making me groan.

"Oh my god! Are you okay?" Danielle asked, panicking.

"Yeah," I moved my head up and down, holding my head in hand. "Just a headache."

"I think we should her sleep, for a bit." Katerina, looked to the girls. They nod they're heads and got up from the bed.

I shuffle and lay down on my back, Perrie pull the blanket over my shoulders making me comfortable. I softly smile, snuggling into the material.

"Thank you."

"No problem, if you need anything, anything," She squeeze my hand, "Tell us, we are just outside."

They showed me a last smile and left.

I turned to left and close my eyes, wait did she said Harry? He saved me? Why? Did he saw me naked? I hope not. I don't have the perfect body, bruises everywhere. It hurts.

I shut my eyes harder, trying my best to sleep.

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My eyes shot up by a noise, it sounded like something broking.

"Shit." Someone mumble.

I raised my fist and rub my eyes, all i could see was dark except a dim light coming from outside showing me someone's shadow. My head is pounding but it is much better than before.

"Hello?" I asked with a deep, horsy voice while sitting on the bed.

A thunder went off making me slightly jump. I love thunder but not when my body is broken.

The figure turned to me, i wince my eyes trying to see who it is. It started to walk towards me and I immediately spotted his familiar chesnut brown curls. Soon his face came into sight thank you to the light coming from outside, I gulp as I looked into his electric green eyes watching me.

"How are you feeling?" He asked, taking a seat at the end of the bed, body towards me.

"S-sore, it hurts." I reply, not only my body hurts, everything hurts. My heart, body, everything.

He nod his head, making his hair move everywhere.

"Here," He handed me a pill with a glass of water which was placed on the bedside table.

"Thank you." I took the medcine, placing it in my mouth i gulp the water.

I scrunch my face as the bitter taste touched my tongue, i pull my tongue out and shook my head while Harry laughed at my face.

"What? It's disgusting!" I exclaim crossing my arms.

'I know," He giggle, showing his dimples. "You are just funny and adorable." As soon as these words left his lips he stoped laughing, so did I.

He thinks I am adorable...?

"Eum, t-thank you?" I said but it came more like a question.

He slowly nod his head, still surprised, so am I.

"W-What time is it?" I shyly asked.

He put his hand into his jeans pocket taking a phone out, he open the device creating more light and showing more his face.

"2am."

I nod my head, I don't know what to do so I awkwardly looked around.

"Oh, do you want to sleep?" I ask, remembering its his bed.

"Euh yeah, kind of." Harry raised and rub the back of his neck.

"O-Okay, i'll go." I said getting up.

"Where are you going?!" He exclaim getting up

"Erm," Seriously thought, where am I going? "I don't know." I looked down with red cheeks.

I heard him laughed a little bit.

"You can sleep next to me, I don't bite."

I put my lips into a thin line, I am going to sleep next to him? I slowly nod my head and got into the bed, Harry following me. We had a good 4 cm of space between us, considering it is a Kind bed.

Another thunder went off making me jump, Harry turned to me.

"Are you okay?" He asked, concern written on his face.

"Yeah, j-just the thunder." I said still shaken.

"Do you want me to sing?"

I looked at him in confused, he wants to sing to me?

"Huh?"

"Do you want me to sing?" He asked again.

I thought a little bit, of course. I nod my head and he smiled a little, making me smile.

"Don't try to make me stay, or ask if i'm okay, I don't have the answer. Don't make me stay the night Or ask if I'm alright,I don't have the answer..."

Harry started to sing with his flawless, angelic voice while I closed my eyes blocking everything apart his beautiful voice.

"It makes your lips so kissable and your kiss unmissable your fingertips so touchable,and your eyes irresistible-."

A thunder came making me jump and automactally cuddle on him. Harry didn't said anything just wrap his arm around me, making me feel familiar. It felt like when we used to date, when there were no problems, just us two.

"I've tried to ask myself should I see someone else? I wish I knew the answer. But I know, if I go now, if I leave i'm on my own tonight i'll never know the answer..."

I snuggle my head farther into his chest while he rest his chin on top of my head, I don't know why he isn't pulling away. But I don't want him.

"Midnight doesn't last forever dark turns to light heartache flips my world around I'm falling down, down, down, that's why...''

I smiled while taking his scent as much as I can, knowing this won't last forever. Harry started to rub my back with his hand, making me thousand times more comfortable.

"It's in your lips and in your kiss it's in your touch and your fingertips and it's in all the things and other things that make you who you are and your eyes irresistible.."

Harry tangled our legs making millions of butterflies explod in my tummy.

"And your eyes, your eyes, your eyes, your eyes, your eyes, your eyes...Irresistible."

Soon i fell asleep, feeling...loved.

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Is it normal to have feels while writing this?

I know, i know, I haven't update since ages so i'll skip the stupid excuses.

But yeah, I've wrote this while listening Irresistible(hehe) but with Rain! go youtube it if you want to cry a river of blood like I did.

OMGH GUESS WHO IS GOING TO SEE THE BOYS! I AM FLIPPING SOME DEAD SHIT! OH GOD!!! I HAVEN'T BUY THE TICKETS YET CUZ ITS NOT ON SALE YET BUT MY FAMILY PROMISED ME! EVEN IF THEY WON'T BUY ME I WILL SNEAK IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER THEN ONE OF THE BOYS WILL FELL IN LOVE WITH ME, BUT THE MANAGEMENT WILL SEPERATE US CUZ IM JUST A FAN THEN WE'LL MEET AGAIN GET MARRY HAVE KIDS NAMED DARCY AND ANOTHER NAME!

yeah i am totally normal! hehe, I seriously need to stop reading fanfic for a while.

yeeeeaaah

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