Homeless Love (Harry Styles)

Karma is a bitch, but I deserve every single of it. I need to feel the pain I caused on the boy I truly loved. I loved him, still do, but why did I hurt him?

Because I was a selfish bitch.

If getting raped 3 times, getting kidnapped, being homeless in the street of London isn't enough then I don't know what it is. I have no one, if only I had him.

If only...


11. Chapter NINE

This chapter may be crappy..sorry.


Harry and another girl kissing?

"Oh, sorry." I gushed, walking outside of the kitchen.

I close the door behind me, jealousy hit me. Really hard. I slide down the opposite wall, hugging my knees. Why was he kissing her? Is she is girlfriend? Of course dumbass. Why am I jealous?

Because you still love him.

But I am happy that he moved on from me. I don't deserve an angel like him.

"Bye, Harry." A squeaky voice said seductively.

It was silent until the door open and a woman got out with blonde hair, which looked like extensions. She shot me the most deadest glare through her messed up smoky eyes. She looks so familiar.

"What!?" I snap, standing up.

She scoff turning around on her heels and walked away. I sigh raising my hand to rub my temples, I turned around and enter the kitchen where Harry was leaning his back against the counter, his fingers playing on his phone.

"S-Sorry for interrupting before." I awkwardly said taking a seat on the stool.

He look up.

"You should be." Harry said without an expression.

I groan putting my head into my hand, I don't know why am I feeling like this. I guess the sight I got before ruined my day.

"Where am I?" I ask.

"At our hotel."

"How did I get here?"

"Well, you fell asleep on my shoulder so Eleanor forced me to put you in the bed."

I nod my head. I remember passing out in the car, but I thought I fell asleep on Niall. Oh well, not that I am complaining.

"Where are the others?"

"You ask too many questions." He groan. "Lou, Eleanor & Niall are shopping. Liam is on a date and Zayn is sleeping."

I nod my head, again. I presume Liam and Zayn are the other members. I look around tapping my nails on the marble island, it is really fancy kitchen. Beautiful as well. I was almost scared that if I touch it, it would break or I will wreck something. I always imagined how my future house would be like, but we can't always have what we want. It was silent except Harry who was laughing while reading something on his phone, showing his adorable dimples that I've missed. I awkwardly put my lips into a thin line, unknown what to do.

"Erm, s-so the girl earlier, was you're g-girlfriend?" I build courage and asked looking up.

Harry looked up to me as well, he bit his lower lip before a smirk appeared.

"Nah." He shook his head making his ringlets bounce. "More like fuck buddies."

I choke on my own saliva. Did he just said 'fuck buddies'? As friends for benefit? Harry and friends of benefit?!

"Wow." I whisper to myself not believing.

He really had changed. The Harry I know and loved was shy, awkward, cute, full of respect. This is a cheeky, bastard, player Harry. I guess my Harry is long gone, I hope for good. I scratch my scalps with my nails, this is too much to take for a girl. I let out a breath, I better go to my own world now.

"Well, I am going now."

I got up of the stool but facepalm when I realize I don't have my clothes on.

"Where are my clothes?" I asked putting my hand on my hip.

"Oh, yeah." His stupid smirk came back. "Eleanor wanted me to change you, so I put my shirt on you."

My eyes widen. "What?!" I spat.

"Hey!" He raised his hands up in defence. "It isn't something, I've haven't seen it before." He wink at the end.

I groan and looked at him in disgust, before asking him the same question.

"In the living room." Harry simply reply.

"Eum, where's the living room?" I asked.

"I don't know." He innocently shrug with a playful smile. I roll my eyes, letting out a annoyance breath, I walk outside hopefully trying to find the living room.

"Oh, sorry." I mumble hitting someone's hard chest.

I rub my forehead and looked up. A boy was standing there, with messed up hair. Bed hair. Let me tell you something, he is so handsome.

"It's fine." He smiled. "I am Zayn, by the way."

Oh Harry's band mate, why are they all so damn cute & beautiful?

"I am Heidi, nice to meet you." I smile back.

"Oh, so you are the girl?"

I slowly nodded my head, I think I am the 'girl'.

"Okay, if you don't mind. I need to go to bathroom." Zayn pointed behind me, I guess the bathroom.

"Oh, sorry."

He flash me a last smile before walking away. I wonder if, Liam, I think the name is. Will be cute as them.


I have no idea if it is short or long.

I was planning on update yesterday but my mum came to visit me and my sister.

I am so tired, I am not in mood for funny stuff, I just want to jump in my bed.

Ah here's a joke: Why did the scientist install a knocker on his door? He wanted to win the No-bell prize!

Oh god, its so corny but atleast I made you smile..a little? no? :(


peace, on the street SAAN! (sorry just saw pvp)


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