Almost Is Never Enough

"Don't worry I will catch you if you fall" he smiles.
"Even if I fall in love with you?" I ask him
"Only if you promise to catch me too" he says softly in my ear.

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23. Story Of My Life

"I'm your mother" she repeated once more...

And I didn't know why...don't ask me why but I ran to her embrace and broke down crying...somehow inside I always knew I didn't belong to that family, they always treated me like rubbish but why didn't I live with her? Why wasn't she with me when I most needed her...That's what I don't understand and I think I'm going mad right now... Everything is happening at the same time, it's too much for me...

"Why?" Was all that was capable to leave my lips after what I've just been told...

"Shh baby, shh it's alright" she said while rushing her fingers through my hair and kissing my cheek softly...

My mother is Camila, she talked me to sleep when I was 4 I remember that, she comes to all my birthdays, all my special events, she always gives me hugs and is sweet to me, unlike my parents, or strangers that I lived with...

I just stay there with my arms around the one that left me, the one that truly loves me and was always far away from me...I just placed my head in her chest and felt her hug me tighter...

"I'm so sorry Emma, I really am, don't leave me baby please" she says with tears running down her cheeks...

I just nod and there we stayed...for at least 1 hour...

**

"Can you just tell me what happened, please" I ask her softly...We were sitting on the couch and we were ready to have the big talk, well I wasn't that ready but my curiousness just pushed me into it....

She nods in response and I hold her hand tightly...Yeah I guess I should be mad, but I'm not, she must have a reason for leaving me...

They always do, don't they?

She took a deep breath and looked me in the eyes...

"When I was around your age I met a boy, his name was Jonathan...he was just like you in every way possible, you remind me so much of him, Emma..." And I cut her words by saying two little words...

"my father" I mumbled loud enough for her to hear...

She nodded in response and I stayed quite wondering what happened...

"We fell in love and you happened and we were so happy, yes we could be young but we knew we wanted to be together forever, we would even find ourselves talking about our future and about a house and then the accident happened...Jonathan was taken away from me so easily, so quickly, it felt like a part of me died in that accident...I was 8 months pregnant with you in that time...your grandad always took care of me until I had you...I had you around the time Cassandra had your cousin or sister and you were so beautiful, you still are but in that moment I swear that it was magical, but then my dark thoughts consumed me during my nights at the hospital..." she looked away and took a deep breath...

"Go on" I said holding her hand tightly...

"Your grandad died when you were about 3 and left a will in your name, I thought it belonged to me but they were the ones to take care of you so if they want they can take that money from you , you are still 16, only when you turn 18 you have the access to that dirty business and the factory, we can't do anything about it, but I couldn't care less, I have you and that's all that matters to me right now Emma..." She smiles while rubbing my back and hugging me tightly...

So that means they just kept me this whole time with them because of money, because of a stupid factory, because of a stupid business of my grandad...I can't take this anymore seriously...

"I don't know what to say..." I just felt numb, scared, worried, I just needed time to process, to think about what's happening...I need Harry, that was one of the first things that popped into my head right now, he must be worried sick about me...

"Aunt Camila, Mom or whatever I just need time ok? I'm sorry I just need to go for a walk ok?" I saw the hurtful look in her eyes and I wish I didn't said things like that but she had to understand...

I just hugged her tightly before going out and she smiled, but it wasn't a hurt smile it was more of a relieved and motherly smile...I appreciated it...

"Thank you for telling me the truth" I whispered...and she walked me to the front door...

I grabbed my things and stormed out of the house a ran, ran, ran until I found a park...a park where I broke down and started to cry...

I grab my phone from my leather jacket pocket and gasped...

Harry- 22 missed calls, 100 messages

I just immediately called him and it wasn't long before he answered...

"Harry please pick me up" I say crying...I just need him right now, I just need him so much...

"Babe, please calm down and tell me where you are"

" Tulips Park" I sob while sitting behind a tree and resting my head in the cold and harsh wood...

He hung up and in a swift move my legs met my tummy and I grabbed them with my arms waiting for Harry to come over and rescue me from all this, I just need him so bad...

After 5 long minutes I hear large foot steps towards me and I just stand up and walk to the dark figure right in front of my eyes...Harry...

"I was so worried about you" he said taking hid jacket off and placing it around my arms, he held me in his arms for at least 10 minutes and his soft and delicate hand travelled all the way to my chin, making me confront his green and magical orbs...

"Wanna talk about it?" his raspy voice cooed...

I just shake my head saying no and being the best boyfriend of the world he picks me up, bridal styles and takes me to his car...

**

"Do you wanna go home, princess?" he asked softly, not taking his eyes of the road...

I just feel so sorry for everything he is doing, I must be a pain in the arse...

"I'm so sorry Harry" I sob, hiding my face with my small hands, crying like a maniac...

I just feel so bad at the moment...and I feel the car stopping...

"Babe, babe please speak to me, please tell me what's the matter with you, I'm so worried" he says getting up from his seat and moving to the backseats where And I follow...

As soon as my head his resting on Harry's lap and his eyes are locked with mine I manage to smile and he pulls me into a wet kiss...

"My parents aren't my parents Harry...my Mom happens to be my aunt and my dad is dead, my parents only raised me because of money and a factory that was my grandad's and my mom didn't have the money or the place to take care of me so she just left me with them..." I manage not to cry but the tears are already running through my cheeks...

He just placed me on his lap and my head against his chest and mumbled loud enough for me to hear...

"I love you Ems and if you need a place to stay, you can stay in my house, don't forget that ok?" He says against my cheek...

"I don't know what I'd do without you, harry" I whisper...

"And me without you babe"

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