Kill Me Or Not

This story is about a girl who get abducted by a guy named Jason McCann who is a professional killer! On the other hand there is Justin Bieber a good guy who is very protective with her and he always tryes to keep her safe... But what happens when a night she walks alone in the dark road of her neighborhoud?


15. Chapter 19

(No one’s P.O.V)


The days passed away, Jason called (Y/N) sometimes to see if she was okay. It’s been 1,5 week since he left and every day it got harder for her to stay strong. She stood on the living room all day watching the fire burning with the T.V opened and a blanket on her. She didn’t wear her own clothes since the day she went to the mall with Monica. She only wore Jason’s shirts, sweaters and tracksuits. She felt him with her when she wore them so she just stayed like that all day.



On the other side Jason was in Texas this past week. He was safe but his mind was far away from everything he didn’t want to think about anything. The only thing he has done was to go away from everything and for the first time in his life all the “jobs” were closed. No guns, no drugs, no kidnaps, no murders. He was far away from everything in his family house in Texas and his name changed to his real one. Since he left them all behind he was breathing without scare. Jason McCann was over for him. Now he was Jason Bieber again. He had to live with (Y/N) and his brother now. He thought that he could do it. He had a master degree on economics. Yeah he did it before he starts the way of living he had.


And like that days were passing by and only a few weeks before Christmas he made his promise to her. He took the plane to Canada and went back to her.



There’s nothing I could say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried

Still you never said goodbye and I now I know ha far you’d go

I know I let you down but it’s not like that no

This time I’ll never let you go


It was late afternoon and she was sitting on the couch again. This time she was wearing a red Nike sweater with black Nike tracksuit and some crazy socks. Yeah she was again with his clothes. She almost felt asleep when she heard the door opening. She thought that it was Monica because only she had keys because she asked her to give her so she just turned without caring.


I will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life I’ll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay


But a few seconds later an acquaintance smell wrapped her and the warm and soft lips kissed her cheek. She knew that smell and this sense of these lips on her skin. It was him. She instantly turned her face around and faced his caramel eyes. She couldn’t believe what was happening. She was socked the only thing she could do was to stare in his eyes while tears were falling from her eyes for one more time.


“Shut up!” she whispered and she put her hands on her face.

“Aye I wanna see your face!” he whispered and took her hands away.

“You’re kidding me that’s not true” she was laughing and crying together it was so complicated to her.

“No beautiful!” he hugged her and now he was crying to. He had cried so many times these weeks that he could never imagine he will.

“I-I miss you so-so much!!!” she was crying so hard that she could almost stopped breathing.

“Me too but please stop crying.” He whispered and he started kissing her lips for the first time after all these days.

“I love you Jason… I love you…” she mumbled a whisper in his ear and her hands were around his neck. For first time after all these weeks she was happy again.


I thought that I had everything I didn’t know what life could bring

But now I see honestly

You’re the one thing I got right

The only one I let inside

Now I can breathe ‘cause you’re her with me

And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around

Cause I would never let you go



(Jason’s P.O.V)

Hugging her was the best feeling ever. She was so small and so fragile that I could only feel protecting and caring with her. I fondled her hair and I kissed her gently so she could feel better. When she was a little better I brought her to our room and I layed her on the bed. I ripped my clothes and stayed with my boxers and then I ripped her clothes slowly. No I didn’t want sex I just wanted to lay on my bed under the blanket with her on my lap. Talking and cuddling, normal things that I missed doing them with her. Maybe that the good on being normal, you have what you need. I kissed her forehead while I was fondling her backbone with my thumb and her fingers were playing with my abs.


“I miss you” I whispered in her ear and she just kissed my chest and I could feel a little smile. “You were crying?” I said when she looked me in the eyes with her eyes red and with bags. She hadn’t sleep for sure

“A little.” She didn’t look me in the eyes again just kept moving her fingers on me.

“Don’t do it ever again! I love you I don’t wanna see you like that it hurts me!”

“You don’t wanna see me like this but you left me alone!”

“This was the last time baby it’s over. The McCann guy is over. I’m a Bieber and it’s not changing now!”

“Thanks god.” She mumbled and kissed me “What will you do now?” 

“I was thinking to accept my girlfriend’s offer and go live with her in Toronto but I don’t really know if she still want it” she looked me in the eyes and I knew that she was ready to go crazy.

“You mean… OMG! OF COURSE I WANT YOU TO LIVE WITH ME!” she hugged me tight with her face on my neck and her hands around it too. I hugged her from her waist and I kissed her shoulder soft.

“We have to move on… I have to move on if I wanna be with you…” I mumbled and I felt her tears in my skin “Aye don’t cry again” I wipped her eyes slowly and she smiled a little.

“I can’t believe it! I love you so much that’s why I’m crying” she whispered and she kissed my lips.

“I’ll try my best for you… For us… You are my princess.” I kissed her back while my hands where fondling her waist and we both smiled.



We didn’t speak again that night we have told anything. For the first time in my life I had all that I wanted in my hands. I was so happy like a 16 year old high-school boy even though I’m 26 and she’s 24. It didn’t matter for me that moment, I felt like a teenager and the other things around me seemed like nothing.  I want to be her everything, the reason she smiled not the reason she cried. I want to be with her my whole life and keep everything bad away from her to protect her because after 26 years I finally found what I want and what I truly need and this time I will never let her go. I will never go away. Yeah I’m in love and I don’t care if the others believe that I’m stupid, I love her and that’s all that matters.


I will be all that you want to get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life I’ll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay



(Justin’s P.O.V)


I was sitting on the couch with Monica between my legs and we were watching TV. She was relaxed and the whole thing was so peaceful that if someone saw us would think that we have no problems in our lives even thought that’s not true even though we’ve got millions of them. But I didn’t want to think about it. I had her in my arms. She is a gift for me, a gift send from heaven.



She was wearing a grey t-shirt of mine and her panties while I was with my black boxers and we were cuddling under the huge blue blanket. We were watching some old episodes of CSI and even though she adore CSI, she didn’t care a lot that moment. She was playing with my fingers and sometimes her fingers were united with my fingers. I knew that she wanted to talk with me about something. I didn’t know for what but she chose not to speak so I just waited for her I didn’t want to pressure her to tell me. The hour was passing and it was almost 11:00 p.m. I was ready to fall asleep when I heard her sweet voice.


“Justin are you sleeping?” she whispered and I opened my eyes.

“No baby what’s wrong?” I whispered and I kissed her hair.

“We did right that we left her alone?” she mumbled and she looked me in the eyes. “I mean she’s alone in that huge house which is next to sea and… I’m just so scared!”

“Aye calm down. She’ll be okay. She needs some space.” I fondled her cheek and I smiled to her with a sleepy smile.

“Pfff okay. You’re tired go sleep. You have to go to work tomorrow.” She kissed me and I stood up.

“Tomorrow it’s Sunday we’re both not working c’mon let’s go to bed.” I crouched and we kissed for some minutes.

“I wanna see CSI.” She mumbled and smiled to me.

“You’re not watching love c’mon you need some sleep.” I smiled and she kissed me again.

“Okay okay.”



She closed the TV and we walked upstairs. When we finally layed under the blanket, I hugged her and her hands were on mine. We were calm and that’s what I wanted all these days. And we finally got it.



Cause without you I can’t sleep

I’m not gonna ever let you leave

You’re all I got

You’re all I want

And without you I don’t know what I’d do

I could never ever live a day without you

Here with me do you see you’re all I need 




Yeah I updated a second chapter these two days.

I hope that it's good enough and you'd like it.

Now I have to study because in two days I'm writing test on History so I have to study hard. Hope that you won't get mad with me if I won't update this week because I have 4 tests and it's really difficult for me to do everything. 

Something else, I'm thinking to start a new story named "I miss you" and I'll update from both of them -Kill me or not & I miss you-.

So please tell me if you want a new one from me on the comments.


ILY  ,Biebercake

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