Kill Me Or Not

This story is about a girl who get abducted by a guy named Jason McCann who is a professional killer! On the other hand there is Justin Bieber a good guy who is very protective with her and he always tryes to keep her safe... But what happens when a night she walks alone in the dark road of her neighborhoud?


14. Chapter 18

I waited for some minutes but nothing so I called again. He wasn’t answer it. The worst things started running through my mind. He left you! He never loved you! He’s just gone! A little voice was telling me the same words again and again! No he didn’t let me! He loves me! I called again but nothing he wasn’t answering! I felt like he was trying to avoid me, not because he didn’t want me but because of something bad. I couldn’t think about it my head was ready to blow up, I stood up and started walking to the staircase when I heard Justin’s voice.


“ (Y/N) where are you going?” he mumbled and he looked me in the eyes.

“I need some rest…”


This was the only thing I told him and I fast went to Jason’s room, our room… I ripped my clothes and I put one of his t-shirts and one of his track suits. His smell was on them, I felt protected for first time after hours. I layed on the bed under the blanket, I hugged his pillow and took a deep breath. His perfume was all over the room on the pillows, on the bed, in the closet, in the bathroom everywhere. I couldn’t think anything else but his hands on me, his smile, his eyes, his voice, his reactions and all these stupid/cute things we did.


When I look into your eyes

It’s like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise



I started crying quietly in his pillow. This was worst than breaking up, I knew that he was still with me but I couldn’t have him. I couldn’t hug him. I couldn’t talk to him. I couldn’t touch him. I couldn’t kiss him. When the person who means the world to you is so far away it hurts so much that you can’t control anything, you can’t control your feelings and your reaction.



I kept on crying for hours till I felt asleep with his pillow –which was full of tears- in my hug. All night I could smell his perfume and because I knew that he wasn’t here bad dreams were coming again and again. This night I woke up four times wet and scared. The first time when I looked my i-Phone it was 3:00a.m. so I layed back on the bed and after an hour I felt asleep. At 6:00a.m. I woke up again and this time I took a shower and layed back on the bed watching T.V. while I was  holding my i-Phone in case he call me, but my eyes closed again and I woke up again at 9:00a.m. because I was thinking that my phone rang but nothing.



I stood up and walked with weak legs to the bathroom and I opened the water. I drop some on my face and I looked in the mirror. Black eyes with bags, pale face. I was a glum figure, a huge disaster. You’re not a disaster you’re like a monster! Said the voice in my head again with ironic genre. I was ready to cry again but my phone rang so I ran fast and pick it up.


“Yes please!” I said with louder voice than I wanted to.

“Hey baby girl…” Jason’s tired voice was on the other side of the phone.

“Hey baby…” I whispered and I felt on the big rug with my back on the bed.

“How’s going?” he mumbled

“Terrible I just miss you so much and everything’s a mess without you…” I whispered and I heard him breathing deep.

“Stay strong baby…”  his words made me wanna cry.

“I try so hard but… You are not here… And all these shit are happening and…” I stopped and took a deep breath I couldn’t tell him that I had bad dreams again.

“What’s going wrong princess…?” he mumbled with slow voice.

“Nothing I just want you here please come back…”

“Bad dreams… Right?” he found it shit.

“Yeah it just don’t feel right without you…”

“How many?”

“Two or three”

“I promise that I will be back in a week or two…”

“Why so much?”

“For safety…” I looked out the window and took a deep breath I didn’t know what to tell.

“Can I go out now? Justin took back the complaint. They are not searching me anymore.”

“Yeah you can…” he didn’t wanna fight I could feel it.

“What do you want for Christmas?” What the fuck I’m thinking? We are in danger and I think about Christmas.

“I want you so take care.”

“Okay you too cause be sure that you’re my Christmas wish”

“I’ll do it babe… I have to go take care please.”

“I’ll do it! I love you”

“Me too bye!”



He closed it and I was again alone there thinking about him and my stupid questions. How stupid can I be? Why did I even ask him for present? We have almost a month since then. I stayed there looking out the window and thinking a million things. When I heard the door opening.  



(Justin’s P.O.V)


I walked in the room and I found her sitting on the floor with her phone in her hands. She looked sad and happy at the same time. I instantly got confused. So I just sat next to her and I hugged her.


“He called you?” I whispered in her ear and she just nod.

“That’s good”

“Yeah. He will be back in a week or two” she mumbled smiled to me with a small fake smile.

“Don’t try to smile if you don’t want to princess it’s okay."



She looked down and hugged me a little. I was happy because of what I have with Monica but when I saw her like that my heart broke into pieces. She looked so vulnerable just like a little girl. She was wearing and oversized sweater now that it probably was one of his. She looked so small in it that it made me even more protective. It’s been hours since the last time I heard her voice so when I heard her talking again it was a little strange.



“Are you with Monica?” she whispered and put her hand in the sweater’s pockets.

“Yeah you don’t like it?” I mumbled while I was fondling her hair.

“I like it you look perfect together.”

“Thanks you and Jason too.”

She just smiled and shook her shoulders. “I think so. Take care of her. She was always the big sister even though she’s only a year bigger than me. She need someone caring.”

“I care, I truly care she’s amazing.”

“Yeah she’s the perfect girl.”

“I have to go downstairs.” I mumbled and stood up while I was putting my Blackberry back in my pocket. “Come have breakfast with us.”

“I will.”



(Monica’s P.O.V)


I was standing in the kitchen while Justin was with (Y/N). She’s a mess the past three days. I want her to be good but this is too much for her. She never was strong enough maybe because of the accident… I can’t imagine why but she needs us especially Jason. I’ll kick his ass if he hurt her.


While I was thinking all these Justin came in, hugged me and kissed my lips. I just hugged him back and then looked him in the eyes. He looked exhausted. He didn’t sleep all night. I could feel him moving next to me all night.


“How is see?”

“Super she’s having a party”

“Stop teasing me. Is she worse than yesterday?”

“Not at all he called her so I think that it makes it easier to her.”

“I’ll take her to the mall. She has to go out. She needs some air.”

“For sure I’ll go to the work you can ask her if she want to come with me.”

“It’s not a good idea she has to be calm and I don’t think that she will with your work.”


We sat on two chairs and we were drinking our coffee. After some minutes I heard her coming and in a few seconds she was sitting opposite me drinking coffee and watching on the table without talking.


“Do you wanna go to the mall?” she looked me in the eyes and just shook her shoulders she didn’t really care. “You have to wear something you know you can’t go out with this sweater.”

“Why?” she was lost and her look was empty when looked me in the eyes.

“Because it’s a man’s sweater and it’s huge on you. You are a woman”

“An amazing one” said Justin with a smile and he fondled my hand.

“Yeah so go get ready please”

“Okay don’t get mad”


She stood up and walked away and 15 minutes later she was downstairs. For first time after three days she was acting like a woman. She was wearing a black shirt with the phrase “Rock n’ Roll” on it with ripped jeans, black ankle high-heel boots and a black leather jacket. She was holding a black handbag and her hair was on a messy bun. Yeah she was my sister again.


“Let’s go”


We went out and jumped in the black range rover. I drove to the town and when we got to the mall I stopped at the parking lot. We walked in and first of all we went to starbucks and bought two latte. She was a little better now. 






After all these days I finally updated! :)

Sorrry for not updating but the last week I had two tests and this week I have four so I hope that you understand that I am studying like crazy. :/


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