Kill Me Or Not

This story is about a girl who get abducted by a guy named Jason McCann who is a professional killer! On the other hand there is Justin Bieber a good guy who is very protective with her and he always tryes to keep her safe... But what happens when a night she walks alone in the dark road of her neighborhoud?


6. Chapter 11

(Y/N’s P.O.V)


I really needed this favour from Jason. I wanted to talk with Justin just to tell him that I’m okay even if I was more than okay. I was happy and excited with Jason, but I couldn’t show to Justin that I was so happy seeing me with someone else will probably break his heart. I don’t want this but with Jason is like everything’s okay and I don’t have to think about anything. Even though the way he lives.


“Jason I- I  wa- want to talk with Justin” I whispered the last words quickly and I looked at the ground.

“What do you want? I don’t understand you told it so fast” he picked up my head with two fingers from my chin and he looked me in the eyes.

“I want to talk with Justin, only for a little I missed him so much and he is so worried about me for sure” I was folding his arms while I was close to him and his arms were locked around my waist.

“This can’t happen babe” he kissed my forehead and he fondled my back.

“Please please please” my eyes were red now and I was ready to cry. Damn he is so selfish.

“No it’s no and I don’t change my mind!” he left me and turned his back to me.

“WHY?” I put my hands on my chest and I looked him from his back.

“BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO! I WANT TO PROTECT YOU!” he was so mad that his eyes were like they had fire.

“YOU DON’T WANT TO PROTECT ME YOU WANT TO PROTECT YOUR EGO!” a few tears felt on my cheeks and I quickly wiped them.

“STOP TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT!” he was so close to me and was really angry.


“YES YOU CAN BUT I DON’T WANT YOU TO TALK WITH HIM!” he looked me straight in the eyes and then I got scared he never do this.

“ I hate you! You are a selfish asshole!”


I whispered and I went to the bed and layed under the blanket and started crying so much so I felt that I will never stop. I really loved him and he was doing this to me. Wait? What? I said love him? Of course I don’t love him I’m not stupid to do this. He is caring and protecting but no he can’t be a good boyfriend, he is so selfish that he can’t control himself.


You know what I mean when I say selfish yeah? Everyone has felt this with someone even though it’s not like me and Jason even if that person is just a friend. You want to do something and he don’t want to just to protect his ego not for protect you or anything else, just for his ego and the shit that are in his head.



(Jason’s P.O.V)



She started crying hard, I couldn’t do this, I couldn’t see her whole face red from the tears and the pain. She just made me want to hug her, to protect her in my arms, to comfort he from all these and tell her that it was my fault and I want her to be happy.


I walked and I stood on my knees in front of her. I put my hand under the blanket and I fondled her backbone, she moved a little but she didn’t do anything to stop me. She was tired or she just wanted me to touch her to feel safe.


“It’s my fault sorry.” I whispered in her ear with soft voice. She didn’t anything so I kept talking to her and I went under the blanket with her. I hugged her and she touched my hands with hers while my lips were kissing her neck. “Sorry, I don’t want to make you cry. I can’t see you like this. It’s just my ego and it’s so hard for me to do this. I-I never feel like this. You were a job for me but now you are more than this… I want you to be with me and take care of you but it’s so hard you always say that you hate me because of what I’m doing to you. I die inside when I hear this from you it’s like a knife in my heart.” I mumbled in her ear and she turned a little and layed back better.


“If you feel all these why you do all these things Jason? I feel like you want me just to do what you want and when it’s all done I’ll be back home alone.” She was still crying and her eyes were red and full of tears.

“It’ll never end beautiful. And you can talk with Justin if you want!” I kissed her forehead and she hugged me tighter.

“Thank you Jason!” she whispered and she closed her eyes while she was in my hug.



I kept on fondling her and I kissed her lips gently for a while. She smiled and she stood up and went out of the room down the hallway with the doors. I stood up too and I followed her while she was laughing, this house for first time ever had smiles and happy people in it. It was the first time that a girl was walking all around happily and I wanted her to do it, just because her happiness run all over the place in the rooms behind the closed doors, downstairs, at the garden and finally in my heart. I grabbed her with my hands in my hug and I saw her smiling face.



“You’re amazing!” I kissed her lips again and I fondled her cheek.

“You too! When you’re not selfish, angry and annoying!” she kissed me back and I felt happy. This was the feeling that everyone loved and wanted so much, now I could have it too.

“I want my phone please to call your brother!” I looked her with an annoyed face and she smiled. I put my hand on her waist and we walked to my office where I gave her, her phone and she called him.



(Justin’s P.O.V)


I was sitting on the garden waiting for a police call and thinking about what happened the last few days. I almost fell asleep and then my phone started ringing. I turned my head and looked at the screen of my phone. It was her. I quickly picked it up and then it happened, I heard her voice again after so many days.



“Justin?” she said with an unsure voice and I laughed.

“Yeah it’s me! (Y/N) how are you? It’s been so many days”

“I’m okay Justin, Jason is taking care of me, he reminds me you with his behavior. Always protective… How are you? You sound really tired…”

“I’m fine princess… I just miss you so much and… And everything it’s just so awful… I miss you (Y/N)” I almost started crying she was on the other line of the phone and her voice was as sweet as ever like she was a little girl who talks about how she’s going to be a princess.

“Justin… I think that we’ll meet soon…” I could feel in her voice that she tried hard not to cry.

“Me too princess… How is Jason with you? He’s awful? How is he?”

“He’s more than amazing! He tries his best to make me feel comfortable and the night he just take away the nightmares just like you…” she whispered and I could feel her voice ready to break.

“Good… But if he’ll touch you, I’ll smash his face…”

“You don’t have to do it he’s gentleman he does what I want”

“Okay” the silence between us wasn’t awkward it was just a silence where many things were finding their way to our lips to tell them, a silence that everyone wants.

“Justin… Jason doesn’t want to hurt you!” she mumbled and she took a deep breath

“And what he wants?”

“I think that what he really wants is to come back to your family… When he talks about you it’s like he’s talking about the most important thing in his life… Every time we talk about you he’s ready to break… Just try to d something to come in contact with him… Do it for me Justin…”

“It’s not easy and you know it (Y/N)”

“I know he doesn’t want anything from you … Only from your father… He’s angry and sad about his decisions he can’t think logically because his mind is only on how he gave him to an another family… That’s why he wants to destroy him…”

“I know… I know…I want to destroy my father too now. He’s a murderer and a person without heart… The worst person I have ever met…”

“Don’t talk like this Justin he love you… Justin I have to go… We’ll talk again soon. Please remember that I’m not Jason’s prisoner he cares about how I feel and what I want.”

“I know princess we’ll talk again soon”


I smiled a little and we closed it. I missed her so much and the only think I want is to see her smile and watching her laughing. She’s more than everything. She’s my world. He takes care of her and I’m happy about it because she’s amazingly good as she said. He wants to destroy my father… Hahaha he’s not the only one right now! I’m with him and I don’t care about anything and anyone. I watched at the flowers in the garden. The big pink rosebush was efflorescent. Her favorite flower she always stayed hours and hours looking at it and taking care of it. She got angry when I told her that is just a flower. For her is much more this beautiful flower which its color symbolizes the love, the gratitude and the appreciation means so much more for her.


I remember when I asked her years ago that these three could describe her life. The love is that she was full of love from her parents till the age of 14. The gratitude was about what she was feeling for her bigger sister who helped her to grow up and be what she is now. And last but not least for her was the appreciation, she told me that this is the most important thing she learned after her parents death. I remember every single word in my head “You must have appreciation for what you got. Because God gave you all these to be happy and someday he’ll take all these back so you must love everything you’ve got.” Her words were so deep inside my mind that I could never forget them.



I looked one more time at the flowers and then to the whole garden. I could remember so many happy days here. Every summer we were here at the pool with other friends having fun. At high-school when I first met her when she moved here, she came here for the masquerade party I was doing the Halloween dressed up as sexy witch. She was awesome. The best of all. We were studying here from the February even though it was cold since we finish school and then from the September till November. We worked here, we fought for things here. OMG! There are so many things which remind her to me…






Biebercake: So this was the chapte 11 you liked it? I hope so! Well thanks for reading it, it means the world to me and I hope that you'll stay with till it's over :* Sorry for the mistakes again (Don't laugh with the title I didn't know what to wirte so I wrote this for the Jason who finally do everything she wants ;) )

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