He Is Love (Discontinued)

Angelica is an 18 year old girl. One summer day she decided to go visit her mom, since there was nothing to do. She had to taker the bus all the way to Santa Fe. Everything was all right until...BOOM! The bus crashes, no survivors no nothing. she decided to walk even though there is nothing but dessert and road, despite her current state, her head was bleeding, she was limping, had blurry vision and was nauseous. But she kept going. Then she heard the sound of a vehicle stopping next to her around six o'clock. She panicked, because in the movies a stopping car next to you isn't good, She tries running, but the trips as she has trouble walking. She see's a tall figure with curly hair thought the sun hitting her eyes. Then without warning faints as her body couldn't take it no more.


21. Was it even love?

~Third Person POV~

"Did you love eachother?", asks Niall slowly and a bit afraid of her answer. Angelica looks at him not knowing how to answer his question. 

Did they love eachother? If they did would they have let that happen? Would he just walk away if he loved her? Would he have let his father's job come in between their love, if it was even love? Did he truly love her? She did love him, well at least she thinks she did, but that's the thing she DID. Did is past tense and Angelica knows that. Did she even love him? Was it all just lust? Nothing more, but she cried. Yeah she did, and so does every other girl who goes through a break up. All these thoughts in Angelica's head made it harder for her to answer.

She's unsure of what to say. The boys all eager to hear her answer, especially Niall. Her eyes move all over the room. Liam is about to tell her she doesn't need to answer that when Angelica suddenly blurts out, "I don't know! I don't know if it was even love! He left 'cause of his dad. If he loved me why didn't he stay?! But I was stupid enough to think he did! I don't know if I even loved him! Yes I cried but so does every girl when they go through a break up! I was getting over him and then he appeared into my life again! With his new girlfriend and he acts as if nothing ever happened! And if I was getting over him in just a month I probably didn't love him! All that time thinking it was real! Two years, nine months, three weeks and two days I will never get back! I don't know if it was love and here I am crying and yelling because of something that wasn't even real! Do you know how embarrassed I feel right now!? Confessing all this! Confessing that it wasn't love and crying as if it was?! Do you know how humiliating it is to cry in front of your idols?! Do you how uncomfortable and humiliated I was when I left the bathroom and you guys didn't say anything and just looked at me!? Do you know how uncomfortable and disturbing it was thinking you guys could be judging me, laughing at me", Angelica stops and starts sobbing. She runs in to the nearest room and throws herself at the bed. 

The boys are pretty shocked at how angry and upset she was at herself and at them. The boys all glared at Niall for asking. They all immediately felt terrible and heartbroken for making her feel that way and for what Angelica had confessed to them. They didn't mean to make her uncomfortable back at the restuarant. They all got up and make their way to the room in which Angelica was in.   

They find her in the corner sitting with her knees to her chest. Her arms hugging her knees and her head buried in between her knees and chest. They hated seeing girls cry and seeing Angelica like this is somewhat worse. They rush over to her. "Angelica", Harry starts, rubbing her back to make her feel better. "We're sorry we made you feel like that, we didn't know. We didn't make a big deal at the restaurant because we didn't want to make a scene at the restaurant. We didn't want to humiliate you in public. We are really sorry", Harry finishes.

"And I'm sorry for asking that. I didn't mean to-", Niall says but is cut off by Angelica. "No. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to take my anger out on you guys and I didn't mean to make a big fuss over nothing. I should be thankful that you guys helped me back in New Mexico and I should be happy I am able to join you guys on your tour." 

"No, it's okay. You needed to take that anger and sadness out of your system. It's not good to keep those feelings bottled up. And you did not make a big fuss over nothing it was obviously something", Liam says and Angelica smiles which Liam happily returns. 

Angelica still thinks they could be judging her. As if reading her mind Zayn says, "And we would never judge you, ever. Much less laugh at you." 

Angelica feeling much better smiles at them. She gets up and asks, "Where's your bathroom?" 

Louis takes her to the bathroom. 

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