Like an illusion

Like an illusion (intro)
Intro: You're a 18 years Justin bieber's fan . You graduated from high school 2months ago. You're originally canadian but you live in California. You don't have any friends and cody ,your cousin, is the closest person to you. He's your age and you've been best friends since you were in diapers. He has a crush on you but he's never told u. You think of him as a friend and nothing more.You're suffering from a rare psychological disease . You have illusions from time to time depending on your mood. And it's always related to tour thoughts and feelings. Once you have an illusion You forget about everything around you and just live in the illusion like if it's reality.


19. Unexpected


You know this terrible feeling when u wanna sleep and never wake up , when u wanna jump off a bridge , when u wanna get into a comma just to see if there's anyone who cares about you... 

Well , that was what you felt ...

You stayed in this horrible condition for almost 2 weeks ... Long , isn't it ? 

Well , you might think that cody was beside u all the time , holding you and trying to cheer u up like he always did , but this time ... No . 

He wasn't with you all the time , it wasn't in his hands tho ... 

He just got a new job and he was busy proving himself in it .. He used to visit you for an hour or less daily. 

You wished he could stay more but you couldn't tell him cuz you were afraid you might ruin the future he's tryin to build for himself. 


A huge yawn slipped from your mouth as you woke up to the rising sun. 

You stretched your arms and glanced at your side clock , 1 pm it was . 

Late as usual , now that u don't have anything to do , you tend to spend more time sleeping . 

You jumped off your bed and saw breakfast on the table. You decided to go to the bathroom , do your usual then go back and have breakfast. Or should i say lunch ? 


After you got out of the bathroom , you grabbed your iphone from under your pillow then went to sit at the table. 


Your fingers danced across pages of apps finally landing on the twitter icon and pressing it. Twitter opened and you clicked the "make a tweet" sign. "Haven't been on for a while ,, i miss u sosososo much Justin" you typed then u pressed "tweet". 


You didn't care if Justin read your tweets or not , you just felt close to him by tweeting him and mentioning him as if he really reads your tweets. 


You opened his official page and pressed "see more" to read all his tweets. 


"Oh. My. God !! OMG OMG OMG" you repeated continuously as you read his tweet; "Can't wait to see my Californian beliebers ... See u in 2 weeks Cali" 


"OMG I CAN'T BREATHE @justinbieber" 

"OMG I'M DREAMING @justinbieber" 


You tweeted in huge excitement. 


You were shocked by his tweet , you were so happy and excited to see him but that feeling didn't last long ...


Your smile turned into a frown , your happiness turned into sadness , your excitement turned into disappointment , that's when .... 


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