Like an illusion

Like an illusion (intro)
Intro: You're a 18 years Justin bieber's fan . You graduated from high school 2months ago. You're originally canadian but you live in California. You don't have any friends and cody ,your cousin, is the closest person to you. He's your age and you've been best friends since you were in diapers. He has a crush on you but he's never told u. You think of him as a friend and nothing more.You're suffering from a rare psychological disease . You have illusions from time to time depending on your mood. And it's always related to tour thoughts and feelings. Once you have an illusion You forget about everything around you and just live in the illusion like if it's reality.

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20. Such a jerk

 

You turned from the extremely happy and excited girl to the sad and depressed one , when u remembered that you can't go to the concert. 

You can't go to the concert unless your mom approves on letting you step outta the hospital door which was impossible specially that she was mad of u after your dads incident. 

You sighed and walked to your window. You peeked outta the window and stared at the beautiful sky , the shining stars , the bright moon , it was magnificent . It made you forget all about your problems and troubles. 

But you couldn't stare for so long .. Later you went back to your bed. You grabbed your iPhone and pressed "home" button. You stared at Justin's pic for about 3minutes. So many thoughts were running thro your head . You wished you could see him , you wished you could run to him and hold him in your arms and never let go. 

But you knew you couldn't. 

Suddenly your phone beeped dragging you outta your thoughts. You looked at the caller ID and it read Cody . 

You hesitated for a few seconds before swiping to answer but then you finally did . 

You: "Hello" 

Cody: "Hi YN !! Sup?" 

You: "mmm nothin much" 

Cody: "what's wrong YN ? Something happened?" 

You: "huh !! No no nothing why r u saying this?" 

Cody: "the way you r talking and ... I can hear it in your voice YN , tell me did something happen? And don't lie to me" 

You: "well .. Yeah" 

Cody: "ok i'm coming over , 10min and i'll be here" 

You: "ok" *sigh* 

Cody: "bye bye" 

You: "bye cody" 

***

"Hey YN !! Missed me ? I know u did" cody joked as he rushed in your room. 

You just smiled lightly. 

"Oh" he said and came beside you. 

"What's wrong sweetie ?!" He said softly as he rubbed your back. 

"Mmm ... Cody !!" You stammered. 

"Yeah sweetie ?" He replied curiously. 

"I'm a belieber , i haven't said that from before but here i am now saying it out loud... I am a belieber *half yelling* and .." 

You confessed after taking a deep breath. 

"And ?" Cody asked. 

"And Justin is coming to California after 2 weeks and i won't be able to go to his concert" you said and your eyes started watering as you said the last part. 

"Oh i'm sorry sweetie ! I know it's hard but one day you'll meet him , maybe not in 2 weeks but i'm sure u will one day" he said with a sympathetic tone. 

"HELL NO THAT'S NOT WHAT U R SUPPOSED TO SAY , YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO TELL ME THAT YOU'LL TRY TO CONVINCE MOM AND MAKE MY DREAM COME TRUE YOU FUCKIN BASTARD" 

You yelled deep down inside you . You didn't mean to insult him , you just got into it much. 

"Aha i hope so" you simply told him. 

If he just knew what you were yelling deep down.

 

"Well i gotta go i'm so tired from working all day .. I'm sorry YN" he said as he got up getting ready to leave. 

"GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE RN , YOU THINK I CARE IF U STAYED OR NOT , YOU LIL ASSHOLE GO SLEEP OR WTV WHAT YOU'RE GONNA DO AND LEAVE ME HERE BURNING FROM ANGER" you once again yelled inside you. 

 

"It's ok boo .. Goodnight" you calmly told him.

Thank God he couldn't hear your inside yelling. 

"Goodnight" he said and walked to the door. He opened the door and waved at you before he closed it and went away. 

 

Cody's POV : 

I went out of YN's room and walked to my car. I jumped in and turned the engine on. Then i was off the hospital's driveway. 

I was thinking of the conversation i just had with her. She seemed like she wanted it to so much but i acted like a jerk. I didn't even tell her i'll try to find a solution. 

Ugh .. Why did i act like this ?!

I wish there's something i can do to make it up for her. *sigh* 

Found it !!! I half yelled when an idea popped in my mind.

I'll try to convince her mom to let her go out of the hospital ... But i'm not gonna tell her about it before her mom agrees. 

Just in case she didn't agree so that i wouldn't disappoint YN. 

 

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