Tell me those three words. (Sequel to those three little words)

It's been 5 years since the day Lani and Lexi left the boys in their London home. She's a totally different women now. She's in a stable relationship, Lexi's now 5, getting ready to go to school. She has a stable job at a radio station. But what happens when she has to interview the boys. Will they recognise her? Will they ignore her? Will they beg her to come back? Or will she deny who she is..


39. Funeral

2Lani's P.O.V

The day was here. It was my baby's funeral. Everyone's been so supportive and helpful though. Perrie and El have been doing everything in their power to keep me busy and take my mind off things, it works, until we run out of ideas to do. Now, i was just sat on a chair in Lexi's room. All the furniture had gone, we just need to re-decorate it. Trust me, it wasn't my idea. But the others seem to think it'll be good to get rid of it. I was angry when they told me, but i guess i just have to live with the fact my daughters not coming back to us. I was wearing a plain black knee length dress, with a slight pattern around the collar, and some plain black heels ( There was a knock on the bedroom door and Perrie and Eleanor walked in. Perrie was wearing a long sleeved tight black dress that stopped mid thigh, and some black heeled ankle boots ( Eleanor was wearing a short dress, the shoulder area was lace, then it was plain black and abit of grey, then the hem at the bottom was also lace, and she had some wedged ankle boots (

"You ready? The cars here" Perrie said crouching down beside me. I nodded and got up. They both grabbed hold of my hands, and we walked out into the lounge where all the boys were silent, pacing around the room, other than Harry. He was sat with his head in his hands. I walked over to him, and sat down next to him, grabbing hold of his hand. He looked up at me and smiled slightly, squeezing my hand. I rested my head on his shoulder and tried to stop the tears from falling.

"Come on" he whispered pulling me up with him. We walked out to the limo, and there was a few paps there, but they were stood quite far back, they knew we needed our space. The ride to the church was slow and silent. The herse with Lexi in was infront of us, and quite a few people actually lined the streets. When we got to the church, there were a few fans outside, but not many. They all said sorry to us as we walked past, and a few gave us flowers. I thanked them and we walked inside. My aunt and cousins were here, Harry's family was here, and just a few other family and friends. Anne and Gemma both came up to me and gave me a massive hug. We all sat down and the ceremony started. The vicar said a few words, but then it was time for our speeches, we'd all prepared one. Liam went to the front first.

"Well, what can i say? Lexi was such a cute and bubbly little girl, always happy, laughing, smiling, pulling pranks on all of us, there was never a day when she was never smiling, even through her last days, she was always the same Lexi. She meant so much to all of us, and it's still weird not having her around, it's too quiet, rest in peace beautiful, we miss you" Liam said, a few tears fell from his eyes, but he smiled slightly and sat back down. The Louis got up. 

"Lexi, basically a mini me, always helping me with my jokes i want to pull on the others, nothing's the same without her here, it's way too quiet" he laughed, he paused and thought of what to say. 

"There's so much i could say about her, but i just cant get my words out, sleep tight Lexi" he said, coming and sitting back down, then Eleanor got up. 

"I don't know where to start. Lexi is basically a mini Lani, if you ever asked me what Lani was like as a kid, i'd say look at Lexi, they're exactly the same, the way they look, and act, it's quite funny. it's like a clone. There was never a dull moment when she was around, she could always cheer you up. We miss you Lexi" she said, sitting back down. Perrie then got up. 

"Well Lexi, you caused alot of drama when you were born" she laughed. "you were such a pretty little girl, and you would've grown up and looked just like your mummy. You were always happy, no matter what, god knows how, through your last days, you were still so bubbly, such an inspiration, we love you Lexi, sleep tight" she had tears in her eyes when she sat down. Zayn was supposed to go up now, but Niall did first. 

"Lexi Lexi Lexi, you always nicked my food, you were such a cheeky little girl, yet so cute. When you were around, food had to be hidden, else there would be none left! Miss you, rest in peace" he sat back down, and Zayn got up. 

"Lexi, we had a weird relationship eh?" He chuckled. You were and still are such a beautiful girl, you'll never be forgotten. Such a cheeky, sly, little girl. You wouldn't take any grief from anyone, and you got yourself into some sticky situations, but that's what made you, and none of us would have had you any other way, we'll see you soon, sleep tight girly" he was crying now. He sat back down, and then Harry got up. 

"Lexi, i haven't always been in your life, when you were born, it was always a battle between me and Zayn, of who would be your father, and i'm sorry to everyone for that. You made me so happy, the first time i saw you, unfortunately, was in a hospital, in all honesty, i can't actually remember why you were in hospital, but i know it was something stupid, and from that day on, everything was perfect again. Everything went back to how it should have been all along. It felt right. And i regret ever saying the words ' i'm not ready' because if i tried, i could have been. But that's in the past now. You'll always be in my heart. You were always so happy, cheeky, bubbly, not to mention stroppy, just like your mummy. I'll see you soon, sleep tight princess, i love you" i was sobbing now. It was my turn. I got up, and walked to the front. 

"I remember when you were born, Zayn and El, god, sorry for nearly breaking your hands that day! You cause so much drama for all of us. Your name was changed three times, Styles, Malik, Styles. Lexi Styles. You were a perfect child. I do honestly regret taking Lexi away from you all, but i'm so glad i got to interview you the day Lexi fell off the table. If it wasn't for that day, we probbly wouldn't be with each other. I remember how cheeky you were when you first saw Harry. You were the reason we spent alot of time at the hospital. I remember when we were at one of the boys concerts, you were dancing and jumping so much you actually broke one of your heels and ending up breaking your arm. I also remember the first time you had to face the paps, and you asked if me you and Eleanor could pose for them. There really wasn't a dull moment when you were around, always able to cheer us up and put a smile on our faces, I love you Lexi Styles, sleep tight princess, mummy will see you soon. Um, me and Perrie are going to sing a song now" i said. Everyones faces suddenly changed. None of them had properly heard me sing, other than Perrie and Eleanor. This was a shock for all of them. Perrie came and stood next to me and grabbed my hand. I smiled at her and the music started playing. (

Lani: Always you will be part of me
And I will forever feel your strength
When I need it most

Perrie: Youre gone now, gone but not forgotten
I cant say this to your face
But I know you hear

Both: Ill see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know Ill see you again

Lani: When Im lost, when Im missing you like crazy
I tell myself Im so blessed
To have had you in my life, my life

Both: Ill see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know Ill see you again

Lani: When I had the time to tell you
Never thought Id live to see the day

Perrie: When the words I should have said
Would come to haunt me
In my darkest hour I tell myself
Ill see you again

Both: Ill see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know Ill see you again

Lani: Someday i'll see you again

Both: Ill see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know Ill see you again 

Lani: I will see you again

Perrie: I'll see you again

Lani: I miss you like crazy

Perrie: You're gone but not forgotten

Lani: I'll never forget you

Perrie: Someday i'll see you again

Lani: I feel you walk beside me
Never leave you

Perrie: Gone but not forgotten

Lani: I feel you by my side 

Both: No this is not goodbye, No this is not goodbye, No this is not goodbye 

I gave Perrie a massive hug and everyone started cheering and clapping. Tears were streaming down my face, and i think Perrie was also crying. I felt some strong arms wrap around me from behind. I turned around and saw Harry. "I love you" I mumbled into his chest. He kissed the top of my head, and then we had to go to the cremation. We all got into the limo in silence. 

"You two were great up there, how come you never told us you were that good at singing?" Zayn asked, i just shrugged. I didn't feel like talking anymore. We arrived at the cemetery, and we all stood around the hole in the ground, which would soon be filled with mud, and Lexi. We all said goodbye. I threw one of her favorite teddys in with her, and then we had to leave. It was horrible. There was still a few fans scattered around. None of them were smiling. They all looked so miserable, for my baby girl. I saw one girl, she was bald, and in a wheel chair, it was clear she had cancer. "Stop the car" i said. It did, and everyone looked at me with worried expressions. I got out and walked over to the girl, she saw me and smiled. 

"What's your name?" i asked.

"May" she smiled. 

"May, i want you to promise me, that you're going to remain strong, don't let cancer take over you, kick it's arse, fight it, beat it, keep that smile on your face, and don't let anyone or anything take that smile away from you, okay?" 

"I promise. You're such an inspiration. Through everything that has happened to you, you still stand strong and smile. Thank you" 

"It's fine, it's the best thing to do, stay strong, do you have twitter?" i asked. 

"Yeah, its @itsmaywby_" I followed her and gave her a quick hug before getting back into the car. I decided to send a tweet to her. 

'@lanisalisbury lovely chat with @itsmaywby_ remember to stay strong and kick cancers arse.x' I looked out the window and saw we were back to home. 

"I'm off to bed" i said to everyone, Harry came with me, and we settled down with my head on his chest. 

"how can you go through all of this, and still have that same smile on your face?" he asked.

"staying strong" i muttered. 

"I love you" he said and kissed the top of my head.





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