Tell me those three words. (Sequel to those three little words)

It's been 5 years since the day Lani and Lexi left the boys in their London home. She's a totally different women now. She's in a stable relationship, Lexi's now 5, getting ready to go to school. She has a stable job at a radio station. But what happens when she has to interview the boys. Will they recognise her? Will they ignore her? Will they beg her to come back? Or will she deny who she is..

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10. Forgive me?

Lani's P.O.V

"WHAT THE FUCK MATE!" As soon as i heard his voice i pulled away from Zayn and covered my face with my hands. Tears threatening to fall, i'd made a big mistake, and it was my fault. There was no way he was going to forgive me for this. I pulled the quilt over me and buried myself underneath. Zayn and Harry were screaming at eachother but i wasn't paying attention to them at all. Until i heard a loud thud, i removed the quilt from my face and saw them both throwing punches at eachother. I dressed myself as quickly as possible, and jumped infront of Zayn just as Harry threw another punch, hitting me instead.  The force from his fist pushed me to the floor, i lay there clutching my face. Zayn was now screaming at Harry as he just stood there with guilt all over his face. Soon enough Liam, Niall and Louis came running in and picked me up off the floor carrying me into the lounge. Niall stayed with me while Louis and Liam went to calm Zayn and Harry down. Tears were now fluently falling down my face while Niall was holding an ice pack to my face. He wasn't saying anything to me, he probably hated me, along with everyone else. Just then Harry stormed past me. 

"Harry.." i whispered,barely audible.

"Give him time Lani" Niall said rubbing my arm. I nodded and closed my eyes, hoping to forget about everything that had happened. 

"I'm going to bed" i said getting up from the sofa and climbing into mine and Harry's bed, i grabbed one of his shirts to sleep in, it smelt like him. 

"Lani" Zayn whispered.

"Leave me alone" i snapped turning over and burying my head in the pillow, he must've left because he didn't say anything else. My friendship with him was now ruined, my relationship with Harry was probably now over. Oh, and my friendship with Perrie was probably now over. 

"Lani" a girls voice whispered, i rolled over and looked at Perrie who was stood next to my bed.

"I'm so sorry" i said looking at her tear stained face.

"It's fine, i wanted to break up with him anyway, i have an excuse now i guess" she smiled.

"You don't hate me?" i said, tears threatening to fall again. 

"Of course i don't babe" She sat down on my bed and pulled me in for a hug.

"Want me to go get El?" I nodded and she left. Just then Niall and Ella walked in. 

"How's your face?" Niall asked looking at me, gripping onto a very scared looking Ella. 

"Fine" i said turning back over to face the wall. The only person i wanted to speak to was El, and soon enough she was by my side hugging me.

"I fucked up El, i really fucked up" i said sobbing into her chest. This wasn't the first time i'd cheated and turned to El for help, she knew everything to say to make me feel better, though this time, i really don't think anyone or anything could, only Harry. I must've fallen asleep because when i woke up i was the only one in our room. I reached for my phone and checked my texts. 

From: Elll

Harry's called Gemma, she's got Lexi. The boys are at rehearsals, and me and Perrie are out arranging something, hope you're okay, see you about 2 X 

I sighed before pulling myself out of bed. I looked in the mirror and saw a large bruise on my face, and my cheek was swollen, i winced at the pain that shot throughout my face when i touched it. I plopped myself down on the sofa and switched on the TV. All that was over the news was how Harry was seen leaving the tour bus looking upset, and how he doesn't seem the same today. I sighed knowing this was all my fault, and changed the channel. I had no idea what to do, there was nothing on TV and i knew i wouldn't be able to get to sleep. I decided i'd go out and do some shopping. I walked back into the bedroom and searched through my wardrobe for something decent to wear. I picked out a 'i hate everyone' top, some wet look jeans, and denim jacket, and some white platform pumps http://www.polyvore.com/lanis/set?id=95061282 I left my hair down and put as much foundation on as possible. My cheek was aching. The foundation didn't really work so i guess i was just going to have to go out and hide my face as much as possible. As soon as i stepped outside i regretted it. Paps were everywhere asking what had happened to my face. I just ignored them all and carried on walking. As i walked past Costa i took a quick glance to see if anyone i knew was in there, i looked once and had to look again, Harry was sat at a table with another girl. I debated going in there, but i didn't. I couldn't really complain at him, i just had sex with his bestmate. I hadn't realised i was just stood there staring at him, he was staring at me back. I pulled myself together and walked away. Paps were following me around everywhere, it was really starting to irritate me.

"Look, will you all piss off and find someone else to harass! I'm not in the mood!" I yelled and walked away. I sat on the nearest bench and rested my head in my hands. After what seemed like forever my phone started to vibrate in my pocket, i pulled it out and El was ringing me.

Me- Hello?

El- You told the paps to piss off?! 

Me- They're annoying okay

El- hahahaha oh my god i love you

Me- I love you too, look i gotta go 

And with that i hung up. I looked around and saw people giving me dirty looks. I sighed then realised i hadn't actually done any shopping. I walked into top shop, and honestly, i didn't feel like shopping at all anymore. I walked back towards Costa and checked Harry wasn't in there before i walked in again. He wasn't, so i walked in and ordered a cup of tea. For a £1 it's pretty good. As i sat down at a table in the corner, i felt someone tap me on the shoulder, i turned round instantly and saw Harry staring at me. I closed my eyes before gesturing him to sit down, he did so. 

"Why?" He asked.

I just ignore him and stared at my hands. My hair fell over my face thankfully, so he hadn't seen how swollen and bruised it was.

"Lani, answer me, why would you do that?" He said, sternly. I shook my head refusing to answer, because honestly, i had no idea why it happened. I heard the scraping of a chair, i looked up to see Harry had left. I sighed, but then walked out, knowing i would start crying. I walked back to the tour bus, and saw it was all decorated pink, and purple. I smiled and walked into the lounge, Perrie, El and Ella all jumped up from behind the sofa scaring me. I screamed, and gripped onto my chest, pretending they gave me a heart attack. All we did until the boys got home was sit around and watch depressing films, then a bit of Mrs.Brown's boys. As soon as the boys came in me and Perrie went and sat in the bedroom and talked about basically everything, we eventually got tired and went straight to sleep. I just lay there thinking about everything. I felt tears form in my eyes, then the bed sunk down next to me. I looked over and saw Harry just lay there, staring up. 

"You gonna tell me why yet?" He asked turning to look at me. I quickly looked away not wanting him to see my face. 

"I-I don't know why Harry, i really don't, all i know is it shouldn't have happened and i'm so so so sorry" i said. Then it hit me, where the hell was Lexi? 

"Where's Lexi?" i said before he could say anything. 

"Staying with my mum and Gemma, it's better she's away from the drama" i sighed knowing he was right. He turned my body over to face him, so i buried my head into the pillow.

"Why can't you look at me?" he asked, his voice sounding like it was about to crack. 

"I can't" i murmured into the pillow. He pulled my face up with his hand forcing me to look at him, he cupped my face with my hand, and i winced at the pain. He looked at me with a worried face, then removed his hand revealing the bruised and swollen cheek. His faced instantly turned soft, and he turned away from me. I sighed and also turned over.

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