Kiss you

Hai there im talia 19 i have meduim length brown hair and brown eyes and my best friend tess is 19 also she has short black/brown hair and brown eyes.

~fanfic~
'I never thought i would meet them' i thought to myslef
"So whats your name" Niall asked me
"Talia" i replyed hands shaking
'Im talking to niall horan get your self together' i thought

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3. im not perfect

Talia's POV

As Liam turned on the radio Perfect by hedley started to play.

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise.

And i started to tear up

I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes.

The memories of him came rushing back

Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize

Tess looked back at me imidetly sensing something was wrong

Its worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lie.

She went to turn the radio off "no" i chocked out, She noded

And as long as I can feel you holding on. I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong.

By now all the boys were staring at me as i had a few tears rolling down my cheek

I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.

~flash back~

I stood there shocked at what Jay, my boyfriend from grade 7,was about to say at our senoir prom "This is me and my lovely girlfriend Talia's song in fact it was the song that was playing the minute i set my eyes on her for the first time" i blushed a little 'Talia come on up here" his voice boomed throught the microphone at our prom. Unsure i made my way up to the stage, he took my hand and started to sing 'Perfect' by hedley. By the time he was done i was in shock and crying, he pulled me close into a hug and whispered 'I love you" "Ilove you too jay" i replyed as he took my hand and led me out of the prom.

We went to the bar and hand a few beers, and we were a bit tipsy he took my hand 'lets run away together' he said and i chuckled "how about we just go on a little joyride?" i suggested he nodded and pecked my lips.

SO WHAT WE GET DRUNK, SO WHAT WE SMOKE WEED, WERE JUST HAVING FUN, AND WE DONT CARE WHO SEE'S ,SO WHAT WE GO OUT THATS HOW ITS SUPPOSED TO BE, LIVING YOUNG, AND WILD, AND FREE" Jay and I screamed at the top of our lungs as we sped down the Highway in his convertible,the warm California breeze whipping through my hair.

I unbuckled my seat belt and stood up shouting random words in the air "TALIA SIT DOWN" jay ordered and i obedienty did, i turned my attention to the gage and we were going 180 km per hour "jay isent this a bit to fast" i qoustenoned "dont worry babe nothing will-" "JAY WATCH OUT" but it was too late we had run off the egde of the rode tumbling down the hill, when we got to the bottom i tried to get up, no luck, but i was able to pull my phone out of my pocket and diall 911 "jay" i said "JAY, JAY WHERE ARE YOU" "im right here" jay said in a faint whisper "jay oh my god are you alright" seing him cut and gushing blood "Talia, whatever happenes to me know that I" he coughed blood up "I love you Talia and im so sorry for putting you through this" he chocked out before closing his eyes "JAY JAY NO JAY WAKE UP" i cryed out. but i receved no answer.

When i was at the hospital waiting for my answer about jay a nurse came out "Ms.Valentine?" she asked "yes thats me" i replyed, she sighed "Ma'am please know we did everything we could but unfortunatly the cuts and brain damage were too much" she said "and.. " i asked even though i knew the answer "Ms.Valentine Jay is dead".

~end of flash back~

Making every kind of silence, It takes a lot to realize

I was in shock from my flash back

Its worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lie.

I felt my self crying

And as long as I can feel you holding on. I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong.

'Imiss Jay' i thought

I know that I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.

I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality?

I felt a person unbuckle my seat belt and place me in his lap

When you're caught in a lie, and you've got nothing to hide,

he gently rocked me back and forth

When you've got nowhere to run, and you've got nothing inside.

It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me, you thought that you knew..

Soothing me and whiping my tears away

I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.

I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.

I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my, just myself?

Just myself? Myself? Just myself?

He kissed me on the top of my head and i looked uo to see niall looking down at me

We sat in silence until i could finish my sobs, as they died down louis spoke up "what happened" Tess explained the whole story to the boys, as i sat crying into Nialls sweatshirt. The car stopped "Were here" the driver said, everyone got out of the car but i was carried out by Niall, being placed down in the booth beside Liam and Niall.

"maybe some food will cheer you up love" liam said, i smiled "hi welcome to nandoo's what may i get you" the waitress asked "hm a combo 2, 3, 6 , and 7" Niall said, She looked at him in shock but quickly moved on "and for you miss" she asked me "same as him" i smiled, the boys gasped "are you serrious?" zayn asked shocked "um yes.. is there a problem" i replyed "no, no but like wow" thats when i herd a screech coming from Niall "the fuck?" i asked, without a replyi was engulfed into a hug "finially a girl who actually fucking eats liek me" he said, and i laughed. The rest of the boys ordered and when our food came me and Niall gulped ours down easly, With the boys just staring at me in shock.

"Well what now?" Tess asked

"how bout we go to a club tonight?" Harry suggestes and we all agree

"but first me and Talia have to go shopping" Tess says

"well ok, mall please" harry instruscts

When we get to the mall Tess and I step out"pick us up at 6" tess sayed waving goodbye and draging me into the mall.

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