Saving aLife

Cam Parker has had it rough, and she has a dark secret that nobody else knows about, she is faced with all of these life decisions, and doenst know what to do! She is ready to just drop, and give up, but "something, or someone gives her the last ounce of hope that she needs to pull threw everything.

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1. Pain

I sat there in this empty house, just laying there without even moving once. I knew that if I got up it would kill me with the pain.

I took a second to examine my body, and it was hideous there were bruised, and scratches everywhere on me. The bruised looked disgusting and made me want to cry just by looking at them. How could someone that you love  so much hurt you like this? That isn't love, it wasn't anything close. This relationship was based on fear, and dominance.

I was shaking but then again I do everytime something happened with him. I took a slow breath trying to calm myself down. "Cam you are going to be fine, he is at work for the day" I told myself, and it worked. The only thing was.. he was still coming home at the end of the day..

I went to the grocery store to start shopping for him. He left me a list of what he needed, and I got it. There was a cute boy working the check out till, but i'm not even allowed to look, or talk to other boys. I just kept my head down as much as possible. He handed me my recipt and I left as quickly as possible.

I hated being with him more then anything, and I couldn't leave no matter how hard I tried. I had no one there to back me up, and no where to go when he kicked me out. I had nothing, no one to miss me if I died, and nobody cared.

I wasn't always this sad, I used to be fun, and go out with my friends, but that was no longer an option for me, because all of my friends were guys. And Calub wouldn't put up with that, he thinks I would cheat on him, and he must be crazy to think that. He hits me for little things, why would I give him a big reason?

I missed all my friends from highschool, they are really all I have ever had, and now they were gone. I wasn't allowed any contact with them even though I knew that my bestfriend Ken tried a lot.

The thought of him made me happy, but sad at the same time. I love ken he is like my big brother, and he always had my back no matter what I was doing.

A guy at a party one time was trying to get with me, but Ken quickly put a stop to that. Calub hated Ken, and I knew why he was jealous of him, and he thought that if I was gonna leave for anyone it would be him.

I got home, and the pain was unbarable, I had to lay down. I am surprised that I fell asleep, because everything hurt so badly. I wasn't breathing anymore I was weazing.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!" I heard my "boyfriend:" yell at me. He was standing at the kitchen table looking down at the recipt. I ran over to look.. the guy working at the cash register wrote his number on it, and I was stupid not to check it.

I stopped not knowing what to say, "WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!?" He repeated himself, and I started to shake, I could barely comprehend what was going to happen next. I have been threw this so many times, it slowly started not to faze me.

"I-I-I I don't know he must of wrote it on there, I wasn't paying attention.. I said in a calm voice trying not to provoke him to do anything.

He pushed me, just hard enough to move me backwards a little, "Oh really? You just weren't paying attention! You were going to cheat on me you little slut!" He yelled at me.

"After all I have done for you, you are going to repay me like this?!" He was livid, and I was shaking even worse then before. "Please babe, I-I love you" He slapped me across the face so hard, everything went blurry for a little bit.

"You are worthless, nobody else could ever want you, and you are lucky to have me, you are lucky I put up with you like I do. Nobody loves you, and I can leave you whenever I want, and that would leave u buy yourself, and homeless. You are a piece of shit, and nobody loves you, I don't even love you. I am so sick of your bullshit."

"Im sorry!" I cried out in pain, but he just hit me again.

"You're sorry? You are sorry you were going to go fuck some trailer trash boy?"

"I wasn't babe, I swear to got, I love you I wouldn't do that to you. The next time he hit me it wasn't a slap, he clenched his fists, and swung, and then everything went black.

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