Props & Kellin? (Kellic)

Vic has always had a crush on his best bud, Kellin. Kellin has always had a crush on his best friend, Vic. They both are at Warped Tour 2012. What happens when Kellin shows his feelings towards Vic?

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4. Chapter 4

Warning: May be triggering.

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*Vic POV*

He kissed me. I didn't know what to say. My mind said stop but my heart said to kiss him back. Fuck my life.

"Vic.." I snapped back into reality.

"Kellin... I- I don't know what to say.." I slipped out of his arms and swam quickly back to shore. I put my clothes on as fast as I can and ran off to the buses at Warped. Once I reached my bus, I quickly got in, locking the door, and sat down on the couch. I'm so confused... I mean, he has a wife! A beautiful wife! Why would he like me? I noticed no one was in the bus so I curled up in a ball, letting all my tears flow.

"Maybe this is some sick cruel joke...maybe someone paid him to do that. Fuck my life." I cried more then I heard a knock on the door.

"Vic? It's Tony, are you okay?" I quickly opened the door and pulled him in then locked it again. "Vic...why are you crying?" He pulled me into a tight hug so I rested my head on his chest.

"T-turtle...Kellin. He k-kissed me.."

"That's a good thing!"

"No Tony...it must be a sick j-joke. Why would he like me? His wife is so much b-better than me..." My breathing started to slowly go back to normally. I felt Tony rub my back.

"Shhh...lets get you to bed. We'll talk about this when you feel better. Alright?"

"O-okay..." In one swift motion, he carried me to my bunk and placed me gently into it. "Thanks, Turtle."

"Anything for you, Vic." To my surprise, he leaned over and kisses my cheek before closing the bunk. I love Tony, he's the most amazing friend ever. I closed my eyes and soon fell asleep.

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*Dream*

"K-Kellin..."

"Yeah Vic?"

"I...I love you." My voice cracked a bit.

"Eww. Vic really? I didn't know you were a faggot. You're so fucking nasty!"

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I quickly jumped out of my bunk with tears flowing down my face.

"Vic, you okay buddy?"

"Im fine." I lied then ran straight to the bathroom. I sat down onto the bathroom floor and I cried silently, I didn't want Tony hearing. 'I didn't know you were a faggot. You're so fucking nasty!' Those words kept repeating into my head, making more tears flow until I remembered something. I searched through the cabinets and found a small plastic bag. I opened to find what I was looking for...my razor. I felt so worthless, so used, so hated, so unloved but every time I look at this razor, it makes me happy. I examined the shiny piece of metal a bit more, smiling the whole time.

"It's nice to see you again old friend..." I whispered to my self, dragging the blade back and setting it onto my wrist. I quickly slashed a line into my skin, it soon had blood dripping from it. It felt so good, it let all my problems out, it helped me through life. I drew back the blade again and slashed five more lines into my wrist. I then later saw my wrist covered in blood.

"Should I stop?...Nah, I mean I am worthless so might as well." I kept cutting and cutting into my wrist. Maybe leaving thirty to fourty new cuts. I even cross hatched some of the cuts. I looked at my wrist, my blood covered wrist. I snapped out of my thoughts when the door opened. Fuck, I forgot to lock it. I looked up to see my brothers shocked faced.

"Vic!"

"I'm s-sorry...I couldn't hold it in..."

"What the fuck are you doing to yourself?!" I then heard two more people jump out of their bunks to see what happened. I saw sad Tony, my angry brother Mike, and speechless Jaime. I felt my brothers arms wrap around me then carry me to the couch, gently putting me down. Tony handed me a towel, I grabbed it and thanked him. I gently cleaned the blood off of my cuts.

"Why?..." I knew that voice. Of course it was Mike.

"You wouldn't understand..."

"I'm your fucking brother! I think I would fucking understand!" I started to tremble and he started to get less angry. "Please Vic... we'll all understand.." He then sat down next to me. I saw Jaime sitting on the couch as well and Tony on the floor.

"Okay.." I felt Mike hug me.

"Thank you. Okay, now tell us." I sighed and got into a comfortable position.

"Well, Kellin and I went out today. We had food then we went to the beach...while we were swimming...he...he kissed me."

"Vic..."

"Mike, I'm gay..."

"I don't mind that, I'll love you no matter what." I smiled a bit. "But why did you cut?"

"Why would Kellin kiss me, Mike? He has a wife! Was it supposed to be some sick joke! I feel so fucking used! I don't even know anymore..."

"Just get some rest, Vic. I'll take care of this but show me your wrist first." I pulled out my arm and showed him. I saw him take a picture.

"Why'd you do that?"

"Don't worry about it. Hey Jaime?" Jaime's head shot up instantly," can you put Vic in his bunk. I have some things to take care of."

"Of course, Mike. Lets put you to bed, buddy." He lifted me up and walked towards the bunks. Jaime placed me into my bunk. "Goodnight, buddy."

"Night." He then closed my curtain slowly. I then heard the bus door open and close. I wonder what Mike needed to do? I looked at the time to see 2:30 AM and then I immediately fell asleep.

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