7th of May

Potentia has just moved. She now lives all alone for the first time. She wants to escape the everyday-life, and just be by herself. Caspian is trying to win her heart, but her past is filled with struggles. Will she ever be able to trust again?

We read the diaries of the broken Potentia and the passionate Caspian.

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6. A little twist - Caspian

20th of June

Potentia and I have been communicating for a while now. It really seems like she actually cares about me. No matter how long I’ve known her, she makes my heart skip a beat every day. My feelings for her will never change. She is truly someone special. She is one of a kind. When you meet the perfect person, you can’t imagine anyone better. You can’t imagine loving anyone more than you love that person. Potentia means the world to me, and I’ve known that since the first time I saw her. I feel like I can open up about anything. I’m starting to be less afraid of what to write in the notes and letters for her. I have been thinking a lot about her. I feel like it’s time to walk a step forward. I think it’s time to take a chance.

I’ve written a note for her. It’s a special note this time. I’m going to the forest to leave it for her in a few minutes. I’m really nervous about this one. This will change everything. It can either end it all or make everything better. Even though it seems all perfect right now. I still can’t stop worrying. Suck it up, Caspian! You can do this! I always fear the worst.

I did it. The weather was terrible, I was nervous and afraid, but I left the note for her. My hands were sweating and shaking, but I did it.

I hope I haven’t ruined anything. I can’t imagine life without her. She’s my definition of life. She is my life, but she doesn’t even know who I am. Sure, she knows my name, but she has never met me. I’m so afraid.

 

24th of June

What have I done?

It’s been four days, and she hasn’t replied. I don’t know what to do…

 

30th of June

I still haven’t heard from Potentia. She hasn’t replied at all. I haven’t even seen her. I don’t understand. Why hasn’t she replied yet? I keep asking myself that question. Is she at home, sick? I could visit her, but then she’ll know I’ve followed her. I don’t know what to do. I’m worried. What if something has happened? I can’t imagine her being hurt. Did I hurt her? Did I do something wrong? No, I haven’t done anything. I just care about her too much to ignore and forget about.

 

2nd of July

I can’t continue like this. Did she forget me? What is going on? I don’t understand! The last few days have been really rough. I can’t focus. I sleep in my bed all day and think. I’m so confused. She was the first and the one and only. Is she gone? Was there something I missed? My head is hurting from all the worrying. I could write her a song, but I cry. I cry whenever I try to get out of bed. She never even knew who I was. I have tried going outside and I have been looking for her, but she is nowhere to be found.

Will I ever see her again?

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