Waking up as the Wrong Person | Little Mix/One Direction

Amy Jones is a nineteen year old girl who lives in London.
And Jade Thirlwall is the singer in Little Mix.
Jade is involved in a car crash with Little Mix, which sadly took her life.
Amy wants a different life, not the one where she has an abusive Father and lives in a crummy old flat.
So Amy makes a wish, at 11:11 to be someone else. Someone who has a better life.
And well, her wish comes true.
\ "Waking up as the Wrong Person | Little Mix/One Direction" Copyright (C) honeyperrie 2013-2014 / Rated Yellow-mature content \

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7. Chapter Seven

Listening to Ariana Grande while I write this ;) yeah just thought I'd tell ya'll that ;)

Chapter Seven

Basically, my life was a mess.

Sam has gone on the Digitized tour with the rest of Diversity, One Direction have also just started their Take Me Home tour but us girls have another week until our tour starts. It's a shame the real Jade can't experience her first tour...

Lately I've been feeling torn. As Jade, I know I should have feelings for Sam. But as Amy, I've developed feelings for Louis. This can't happen though - I'd ruin everything. Sam loves Jade and Jade loves Sam, why should I come between them? Oh wait that's right - because I'm now Jade Thirlwall.

On top of that stress mountain, I've been dying to talk to someone. Just spill everything, from the injuries to me becoming Jade, everything! But if I told anyone, they'd think I'm completely insane. One person I know I could talk to is Ghost Jade, but how do you summon a ghost? Yell her name?

I can't though, Perrie is in this room with me. Dammit.

"Jade, you alright?" Perrie asked, looking at me with a look of concern.

"I'm fine, just a little tired. I'm gonna go and take a nap." I smiled to my now purple haired friend. Yes, Perrie dyed her hair purple. It looked gorgeous on her. She had also convinced me to dye the ends of my hair blue, which actually looked good.

I got up and walked into my room, throwing myself on the bed and staring at the white ceiling above me. It looks exactly like it did when I first woke up as Jade.

Hasn't my life been a roller coaster since then.

I've experienced what it's like to be mobbed by fans and paparazzi. I've met the rest of Little Mix and One Direction, as well as kissed Sam Craske. And Louis Tomlinson. I know things about Jade that no one else knows, and I'm having an extremely hard time keeping those secrets.

"I know it's hard, but you're doing an amazing job so far." I heard someone say. I sat up from my bed and saw a fading figure sitting at the end of the bed. Ghost Jade.

"Really? 'Cause I'm really struggling now to keep all of these secrets. And, I'm starting to find feelings for Louis instead of Sam. I'm ruining everything for you, Jade, I'm so sorry." I said quietly, and then began sobbing silently.

"It's OK. You're me now, if you have feelings for Louis and not Sam, then that's fine. Do what you think is right." Ghost Jade told me. I smiled at her and wiped the tears from under my eyes. "So, what's it like being me?"

"It's actually really good. I've been a fan of Little Mix since the X Factor days, and now I've met all of you and actually am one of you. And I love being you, because you're just so gorgeous and slim and beautiful." She smiled at my compliment and looked to her fingers, her purple hair falling onto her face.

"Do you know what will happen if you told anyone about this secret?" Ghost Jade asked.

"I remember when it appeared on the mirror when this all happened, I just don't remember what they said."

"It said, 'You cannot tell anyone. If you do, the spell will be broken and you will go back to being Amy Jones. Jade will be dead, and Little Mix will no longer be the same'." I took a deep breath in. This was a lot to take in again, and I couldn't tell a single person about this.

"So if I mentioned one tiny detail about this to someone, everything would be gone?" Ghost Jade nodded her head slowly and I sighed.

"I only have a limited amount of time here, and I must go now. Goodbye, and good luck." Before I could say anything else, Ghost Jade faded away. I sighed and lay back down on the bed. Jade was lucky she had all of these wonderful people in her life, and I don't want to ruin everything with my stupid thinking. Should I tell Sam I don't have feelings for him? Or should I keep everything a secret, and continue with how life is now?

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"Sam, we need to talk, but I want to do this in person..." I began saying through the phone. I was scared to tell him this. I felt as if I was ruining everything, tearing Jade's world apart. I mean, my world.

"That makes me nervous. But there's no way we can meet up, we're in two separate places all the time. Just tell me over the phone, it's fine." Sam said. I couldn't believe I had to tell him we can't be together anymore over the phone.

"I-I think we should..." I trailed off and tears threatened to fall from my eyes. Sam was quick to reply.

"See other people? I kind of wanted to talk to you about that too," I was confused. Sam wanted to end it too? "I know I sound horrible, but I don't think I can trust you anymore. You've kissed Louis a million times and never told me, which really hurt me. I thought we could be honest with each other, Jade." I could hear the hurt in his voice.

"I didn't kiss him a million times, it was only a few times and I didn't have control over it. He was the one kissing me, I didn't want to!" I practically yelled down the phone. He can't just assume I was the one wanting to kiss Louis. It was all his fault!

"Then why do you want to break up with me?" He yelled back. What a great phone call.

"I just... I just don't feel the same about you anymore. This is so hard for me to say, and I am so sorry." I calmed down a bit and could tell Sam had also calmed down now, from the softness now in his voice.

"I understand. Don't feel sorry," We were in silence for a few minutes, and I had to continue wiping tears from my eyes. I haven't even known Sam long but breaking up with him was like a stab in the heart. It hurt too much.

"I guess this is goodbye, Jade." He finally said. I sniffed slightly and wiped more tears falling onto my cheeks.

"Goodbye, Sam." I stuttered and then the line went dead. I took the phone away from my ear and sat it on the bed beside me, then covered my face with my hands and cried my heart out. 

"Jade? Jade, are you OK?" Perrie walked into my room and sat on the bed beside me, pulling me into a comforting hug. I cried into her shoulder and she rubbed my back, trying to calm me down.

"Sam and I broke up," I told her, once I had calmed down.

"I'm so sorry... Are you going to be OK?" Perrie asked, handing me a tissue to wipe away my tears.

"I'll be fine. It's for the best." She nodded and I smiled reassuringly at her.

"Do you want to be alone?" I nodded and she stood up, straightening out her long pink skirt. "Jesy and Leigh are coming for dinner tonight, and I'm making lasagna. I'll tell you when they get here." I nodded again and Perrie left my room, shutting the door behind her. I lay back on my bed, staring up at the blank white ceiling as I thought.

Was I right to break up with Sam? It was true, I didn't have feelings for him as Amy. And Ghost Jade had told me to do what's right. But was it right? I was Jade at the end of the day, I had to follow her life. But it's fine if I tweak a few things, to make it better suited for me, right? Who knows.

I finally found the motivation to get up and get ready for the girls coming over. I didn't want to look like crap when they came, I wanted to make an effort. I avoided looking at myself in the mirror as I had a quick shower and got changed into my clothes for today - a sleeveless, checkered pattern tie front top with a peach bow, high waist maroon jeans and since I decided against shoes, turquoise socks. I finally managed to take a look in the mirror, horrified at what I saw. My purple hair was still damp, and tangled since I hadn't yet brushed it. Makeup was smudged all under my eyes from the crying, and I can tell you - I looked a state.

After sorting out my hair and leaving it extremely curly, I went back into the bathroom to do my makeup. As I stood in front of the mirror, memories of when I first got here flooded back. I shook them off and continued what I was doing.

"Jade, you nearly ready? The girls are here." Perrie said, knocking on the bathroom door.

"Just about done, I'll be out in a few minutes." I called back.

"OK!" Perrie walked away, and I finished up my makeup and went to Perrie and I's living room to see her, Jesy and Leigh-Anne laughing on the couch.

"Jadey!" Leigh-Anne said once she spotted me. She ran up to me and pulled me into a tight hug, her black afro getting in my face. "Perrie told us what happened with you and Sam, we begged her to tell us. I'm really sorry."

"It's OK, I'll get over it. So Perrie, you mentioned lasagna earlier?" I asked, giggling. Jesy hugged me before we all sat down on the two couches, Leigh-Anne beside me and Perrie and Jesy opposite us.

"It's cooking, should be ready in around twenty minutes." She smiled at me. I returned the gesture and then Jesy started speaking.

"First day of tour tomorrow!" We all cheered in excitement and burst out laughing.

"I can't wait, even just travelling in the tour bus with you girls will be fun!" Leigh-Anne smiled, and I agreed with her.

"Speaking of the tour bus, I have two things to say. One, I have made up a list of tour bus rules," Perrie handed around her rules to us, and I laughed when I saw one of the rules was "no pooing in the tour bus toilet"

"Jade will struggle with that, she's always having panic poos!" Jesy said, and we all laughed. I never knew Jade had panic poos. I guess you learn something new everyday.

"I'll have to start something else, like... Panic eating!" We all laughed at my new way to panic.

"And the second thing, the tour bus is coming here tomorrow at 11 AM. So make sure all of your stuff is packed and you have it over here for eleven, and then we make our way to Rhyl for the first show!" Perrie said. We all were so excited for the first show tomorrow night... who isn't?

A/N: Finally, chapter seven! This was emotional... :(. Hope you all liked, please vote/favourite/like and fan/follow me! Also let me know what you think in the comments please :)

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