Just Another Dream?

Macy was you're typical High school senior. She's got a group of great friends, Britt, Jen, Tiff, and Gabby. They all are absolutely insane. They also are OB-SESSED with One Direction.
Hopefully you enjoy reading the twists and turns of these 5 girls' senior year. :)

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23. What Even..?

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"Uhm. Well..." He stammers out.

"Look dude. I don't know what you want. But what I want is for you to leave Macy the fuck alone. She doesn't want to talk to you." Harry says as he begins to get angry.

"Look, I just want to ask her if she'll forgive me and we can be friends again?" He gets out. 

"WHAT?!?" I finally say. "WHY THE HELL SHOULD I EVEN CONSIDER THAT?"

".......Because.. I'm going out with your sister." He says.

I gasp.

Harry gasps too.

"NO! NO! NO! YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE NEAR HANNAH. YOU'RE NOT DOING THE SAME SHIT TO HER THAT YOU DID TO ME. NO. NOT HAPPENING. OVER MY DEAD BODY!" I scream.

"Well I hate to tell you that it's true. Sorry Mace face." he says snidely.

"DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME MACE FACE. DON'T CALL ME ANYTHING! I CAN'T LET YOU HURT HER THE SAME WAY YOU HURT ME." I shout.

"Last I checked, freedom of speech. That and you hate your sister, so why do you care so much?" he asks.

I get frustrated and hang up the phone, throwing it onto the other side of the couch I curl up and cuddle into Harry trying to make the bad memories go away.

He holds me and rubs my back "Baby, it's okay. I'm here. I'm here now."

"Thank God you're here, he haunts my dreams and my memories." I say as I begin calming down.

"What did he do babe? Please tell me so I can beat the shit out of him." He says.

"You don't have to beat the shit out of him, Because if he does anything to the "precious Hannah" my mom will kill him. " I say sarcastically.

Harry just holds me.

"Do you really want to know what he did to me?" I say.

I've never told anyone except Mikki this full story. Britt only knows part of it. Jen, Gabby, and Tiff just hate him along with me because they're good friends.

He nods and I sigh.

"It all started back in eighth grade. Jason had just moved here so he was the new kid. He was put right in between Britt and I because we never shut up. We talked over him and sent notes back and forth through him. One day Britt wasn't there and him and I started talking and we talked as if we had been friends for years, we sat together at lunch and hung out after school, because he was on my bus. The next day Britt was back and I was talking to both of them, we all started sitting together at lunch and it had become a daily thing to hang out at one of our houses. It usually was Britt's because she had no younger brothers or sisters yet. That's when my mom didn't care. So anyway. We hung out everyday, and him and Britt started having feelings for each other. After a couple days of me passing them secrets of what the other said about them, they both admitted to each other that they liked each other."

Harry looked at me confused.

"Yeah I know, crazy right? Their relationship didn't last very long though. They were always fighting and they both decided it was too much. They broke up and for a while there it was kind of awkward tension between all of us. So I hung out with Britt and him separately, then after a while I told them that they were being absolutely ridiculous. So they overcame their differences so we could all hang out again. About 4-5 weeks later, Jason and I were hanging out and we were doing something, I don't even remember what, and he looked at me. I mean he always looked at me, but this was different. He looked at me in a way he had never looked at me before. He seemed to actually look like he liked me. I asked him what he was staring at and suddenly his lips were crashed into mine. He told me right there that he liked me, and to be honest I had liked him since we started talking. We decided to try and be boyfriend and girlfriend, just not tell anybody. So we did for a while and then we decided to come out openly and tell the world we were together. Everyone pretty much already figured it out though.  We were going pretty well until my birthday. That's when it went downhill. My birthday was the first birthday that my parents were split and my mom had turned into a total jackwagon."

Harry held back a chuckle as he looked at me.

"She didn't allow me to go out or do anything for my birthday because it was 'family time'. He got mad at me and we got in a huge argument and that's where our relationship ended. We didn't talk for months and months. Then the end of that summer we reconnected and started talking and we wound up hanging out again. He asked me to Homecoming. We went as friends. But that's where it went downhill. He invited me to go to his house after the dance. I was kind of skeptical at first, but I really wanted to go, so I asked Britt to cover for me. I'd be back to her house before morning. So after the dance I went to his house and we watched a movie. We were cuddling and just enjoying the movie until he started moving his hand down to my chest. He had groped me and I thought it was an accident. After the second time I knew it was no accident. He began kissing my neck and I tried pushing him off but he wouldn't listen. Then he started pulling at my dress and I couldn't stop him. I did everything I could. My phone wasn't within reach and he wouldn't let me escape. Before I could completely push him off of me long enough to run he had entered me. He stole my virginity. I hated him. I wasn't ready. After that I finally pushed him off of me and punched him right in the stomach using all the strength from the newfound anger at him. I ran as fast as my feet could take me out the front door. I slid my dress completely on as I ran. I ran and I ran and I ran until I was at Britt's. I told her everything. Then I called Mik. She said I should tell my mom because he had technically raped me. I didn't like using or hearing that word so loosely. I wouldn't though because she would blow it up into something it didn't need to be blown up into."

I didn't even realize the tears that had started falling until Harry wiped them away.

"After that awful night. He treated me awful. he said he had a picture of my boobs that he'd send to all of the guys in our school and tell them how easy I was and how they should all get in line to have sex with me. Yeah, that sounds like a popular sluts dream, but that wasn't me. He asked me for more pictures, more 'favors' and more of anything I could offer. Which wasn't a lot. He wouldn't leave me alone. Thank god for another skank that came into the picture and replaced me. She's the only reason he's left me alone so long. The must've broken up a few weeks ago though. So instead of bothering me. He goes for my sister. Mind you she's a freshman." I finish as I sniffle and cuddle into Harry's chest as it all comes out.

All the tears.

The awful memories.

The reason I started cutting myself.

He truly did haunt me.

Harry held me. Almost angry as he asked "How the hell could someone do something so terrible to a girl as perfect as you?"

He had tears streaming down his cheeks, I wiped them away as I began to cry again.

"I was scared this was going to scare you off." I said through the tears.

"You're not losing me, this makes me love you more, showing how brave you are and courageous for telling me. I'm going to protect you forever. I promise you." Harry says holding me close.

He kisses my forehead as I drift off into another deep sleep.

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