Just Another Dream?

Macy was you're typical High school senior. She's got a group of great friends, Britt, Jen, Tiff, and Gabby. They all are absolutely insane. They also are OB-SESSED with One Direction.
Hopefully you enjoy reading the twists and turns of these 5 girls' senior year. :)

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21. This Really Can't Be Happening.

Can we just take a moment to think about how sad that was? Okay. No? Wahh ;( But no one is commenting.. that makes me sad. Please? I need to know if people want specific roles. if not then tell me. It's kinda upsetting that no one is commenting... :/ I still love you guys though..

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"She was driving and another driver wasn't paying attention. They sped right through a red light and rammed right into her door." 

These words echoed in my brain as I sat on the couch with my head in my hands and Harry's arms around my shoulders. 

"Baby come here." He said leaning me onto his shoulder holding me close. 

I cuddle into his arms and cry more.

He rocks me softly back and forth and comforts me.

He holds me close as he begins to silently sing my favorite Avril Lavigne song:

"La La
La la la la
la la
la la la...

I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you

And I, I like the way
You're such a star
But that's not why I love you

Hey, do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you

Is you being you, just you
Yeah, the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you

And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that's not why I love you

Hey, do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you

Is you being you, just you
Yeah, the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Even though we didn't make it through
I am always here for you, you

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you

Is you being you, just you
Yeah, the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

That's why I love you
That's why I love you"

This is my boyfriend guys. He's absolutely perfect. First he drives me down here in the middle of the night with me hysterically crying. Then he makes me feel better by rocking and singing to me. 

As he sings to me I feel myself crying again. I wanted Mik to see how amazing this boy is. Now she can't why the hell are people so stupid. I cry so hard as he moves me onto his lap.

"Babe, you're amazing you know that?" I say through the tears.

"Thank you, and you are too." He says as he holds me tight.

"I love you." I say as I cuddle into his chest.

"I love you too." He says as he kisses my forehead and moves us so we're laying on the couch.

"Honey, we're going to bed, if you two want to just stay on the couch then feel free. We love you." Aunt Gina says.

They walk up the stairs. I look at the clock, it's only 12:30. I'm not falling asleep anytime soon. 

I snuggle into Harry's chest as we just lie there and I look at my aunt's ceiling. 

"Baby. Why does this kind of stuff happen? Why does it happen to good people? She never hurt anyone. She didn't have a mean bone in her body. Why the fuck did He choose to take her away? Why couldn't it have been me?" I cry again.

"Listen, please don't say that? You may hate me for saying this, but everything happens for a reason. She's up there looking down on you and smiling. She always will be." He whispers to me. 

I hug him.

"If everything happens for a reason, then what's the reason behind this? What purpose does this serve, she could've been the next Mother Teresa. Now we'll never know. She was only 20. 20 fucking years isn't long enough to live a life." I say looking up at the ceiling.

He pulls me up next to me as he wraps his arms around my body.

"Babe, I know it's hard. That's why I'm here. Is it fair she's gone? No. Not in the least. But I don't think she'd want you to dwindle on it. She would want you to be upset. But she would want you to be happy and think about all the great times you two had. Believe me. My cousin passed a couple of years ago. He was 17, but he was my best friend. He was like a brother to me as well. But he took his own life. It was so upsetting, but my aunt told me how much he loved me and how he would want me to celebrate his life, not think about the bad." He says, wiping a tear from his eye. 

I hug him tight. 

"Aw, baby I had no idea" I say.

"It's sad, but life goes on" He says smiling at me and holding me tight.

We continue cuddling until we fall asleep.

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"Morning Mace!" Aunt Gina says as she walks down the stairs. 

I quickly hop up and give her a hug. 

"Good morning Auntie." I say holding her tight.

Harry wakes up and stretches on the couch then immediately is next to me.

"Hi you." He says in that amazingly raspy voice. 

UGGHH SWOOON.

Keep calm Macy. Aunt Gina's right there.

I hug him tight around the waist as I smell the pancakes. 

"Smells good." I say.

"Uncle Joe cooks when he's upset.." Aunt Gina whispers.

I look over up Harry as his stomach growls.

I put my hand on his stomach as we both laughed.

"A little hungry there?" I laugh.

He nods and we head into the kitchen.

We look in the kitchen to see Uncle Joe with a HUGE pile of pancakes next to him. 

"I hope you both are hungry" He looks up at us.

We nod, grab our plates and sit at the table. 

"Macy. we have something we need to give you, please come with us?" Uncle Joe says motioning towards Aunt Gina. 

"Harry we'll be right back." I look over at him as he nods and continues eating his pancakes. 

We walk into the back room and they sit me down.

"Why are you giving me anything right now? It's not necessary." I state.

"Macy, please take this?" Aunt Gina hands me a box.

I open the box up and....

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