Lonely

"If you cant figure out where you stand with someone, it might be time to stop standing and start walking." -anonymous



Sorry if it seems kinda bad and a little too fast past, but it was my first fanfic! :)

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26. NO one will notice? right?

(AN: Haha, shoutout to emzo1512)

Jessica's P.O.V.

I don't think anyone will mind, will they? Phst, probably not. I don't cut cause when I want to cause self harm, I want to really cause self harm. I got up from my bed and into my bathroom. I inspected everything before I hurt myself cause I don't know if I really want to wake up this time. I took a glance at the mirror and just looked at myself. YOU SLUT! YOU DONT DESERVE TO LIVE! YOUR UGLY! NO ONE WANTS YOU! the words of Kassie (my bully in hs) replayed in my head and so did all the times that I tried to hurt myself. Mascara dripped down my cheek and made me look absolutely ugly. Fuck everyone, they don't really care. I opened my medicine cabnet and looked for anything to just take me away. Take me away from all this shit. Aha! I found some morphine from the last time I hurt myself. John and Grace tried to take all of it away but I kept this bottle for "emergencies". Ha, full bottle. I dumped a whole lot of pills on my hand. Hmmm, I need water. NO YOU DONT JUST KILL YOURSELF ALREADY! It all happened in an instance.

I put the pills up to my mouth

I tried to swallow, but chocked

I cuffed my neck, backing away from the counter top

What have I just done?

knock over water cause I'm chocking

Walking around to try and stop chocking, but fail

fall backwards on spilt water

Skull hits bath tub

*CRACK*

hear voices calling your name

ALL GOES BLACK.

(AN: HOLY SHIT MA BITCHES! WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT DUNN DUNNN DUNNNN!)

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