Lonely

"If you cant figure out where you stand with someone, it might be time to stop standing and start walking." -anonymous



Sorry if it seems kinda bad and a little too fast past, but it was my first fanfic! :)

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29. Forgive and Forget?

Jessica's P.O.V.

I was crying for a whole bunch of crap like

1: Niall was my idol

2: I actually had a good ''date"

3: I had fun!

4: I WENT ON A DATE WITH NIALL FUCKING HORAN!

5:He wont remember a thing about me, and think that I'm just any normal fan.

And it hurts, just being a fan, the fact that he wont remember any thing about me, it just kills me. And it hurts to think that he chose some stupid lies over me. God, if Harry had never been there, this would've been alright. I hope he feels just as bad as I do, if not worse, about what his part of this is, cause he played a huge fucking role.

*Knock Knock*

Harry peeks his head in the door and walks in.

"Oh hi Harry"

"Hey Grace" he knelt down next Grace and hugged her. He looked at me and I gave him a death glare. He gave me a look as if he were meant to say "The fuck do you want bitch" but it turned into a sad, regretful look soon after. His eyes turned from a dark color to its normal color. Phst, fucking asshole. He looked at the nurse and whispered something in Grace's ear. She tensed up and looked at me. Hestitanltly, she looked back at Harry and shook her head 'yes'. He cleared his throat and asked,

"Can I please talk to Jessica, alone?"

The nurse looked at me as if asking if it were alright. He atleast had the right to apologize, if that's what he was gonna do. I shook my head 'yes' and the nurse and Grace got up. As Grace was about to close the door, she looked at me, as if it were the last time that she was gonna see me.

"Listen, Jessica. I don't even know where to start."

"You do know that out of how badly I want to slit your fucking throat open,but I wont"

"I know. If I were you, I already would've done that yesterday." there was a silence between us. He was looking down at the floor.

"You know about Niall right"

"Yeah" there was another silence. Why the hell was he not apologizing? Should I tell him about John? No, that would be to soon. Or would it get him to realize what he did. I decided on answer number 2.

"Hey Harry, there's something that I want to tell you" he looked up at me and had tears starting.

"I'm listening"

"Well, actually, someone. You see, when I called Niall, it was a little bit before you called him. I was gonna tell him about my past. Something that I should've told him a long time ago."

"Go on" I couldn't look him and the eye. He was the only other person other than Grace to know about John. And he was my enemy.

"About a couple years ago, I went out with a guy named John. He was nice to me for about a year. Then his mom died and he got into drugs and alcohol. He would always come home drunk and rape me, and even when he was sober he would do that. But one night, he past out before he got the chance to rape me so I got rid of him. And about a month or 2 later, the same day that I meet Niall in the café that I used to work in, John came back for me but Niall saved me from him. Then that night I had Grace over for a sleep over to tell her about John and Niall. I went upstairs to take a shower and John broke into my house and almost raped me again. Grace was on her way to buy us some movies but she heard me scream so she called the cops. John punched me and that's all I remember. And when I meet Niall, I thought that I was gonna finally have a healthy relationship, a normal one. But, then you called Niall and ruined EVERYTHING!" He looked down and put his hands over his face.

"I know Jessica. I know. I mess everything up. I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry." he whispered into his hands. He stood up and put his hands through his hair and let out a big sigh.

"Can you just please tell no one about what I did. Please?"

"I don't really have a choice, do I? He's in a fucking coma and doesn't remember a thing about me!"

"I know and I'm sorry. Please forgive me?'

"I kinda have to. I'm not gonna go around and give you dirty looks. Grace would know something is up.''

"Oh my god Jessica! Thank you so much" he came up to me and hugged me. I hugged him back and I could tell that he was smiling.

"I guess next time I shouldn't get on your bad side?" I said laughing

"Haha, I guess not. We good."

"Were good." I said extending out my hand so he could shake it. He smiled and shook my hand.

"Holy shit! Your hand is huge!"

"Thanks, I get that a lot from the ladies" he said winking. He was smirking also. I just scoffed at him and laughed.

"I see you 2 are finally happy!" Louis said leaning on the doorway.

"Omfg Louis! You scared me!" I giggled. "How long have you been standing there"

"Enough to know that John should be in prison cause if he wasn't I would personally hunt him down myself." oh god, he heard. From behind him, Zayn stepped out. And Liam got up from the floor. How the hell did we not see them?!?!?!

"Yeah, me too" said Zayn. Liam shook his 'yes'.

"Yeah I would've done that if I would've known" Harry said. Oh shit, Louis said that he was standing there long enough to hear my story, that means that they all heard Harry and I promise not to tell anyone about 'what he did'. They all stepped in.

"Hey Harry, what were you and Jessica talking about "not to tell anyone what I did" and "next time I shouldn't get on your bad side"?" me and Harry looked at each other, knowing that we wouldn't get away now.

 

(AN: Soooooo sorry I didn't update all day! I was busy being a directoner and standing up for my boys! ahahahha. no)

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