Without you


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2. waking up

I woke up the next day still thinking about niall and when or if he is going to wake up. I really hope he does. I miss him and i know the boys do to. I walked over to my walk-in closet and picked out a light summer dress and walked into the bathroom while grabbing a towel from the closet. I  started up the shower and waited for it to heat up. Once it was heated up i stripped out of my clothes and got in. I washed my hair with my favourite shampoo and conditioner then stepped out and dried myself off before putting my clothes on. I put on very little make-up and headed out the door of my flat to my car. I climbed into my car and started it. I drove to the hospital to go visit niall.   I parked in the hospital parking lot and climbed out of my car locking it. I walked into the building and up to the front desk. 

"Hello. I'm here for Niall Horan." I told the lady at the desk. She looked up at me and smiled. 

"Oh yes room 230."  

"Thank You." I said before leaving her and literally running to the lift.  Please please please be awake. I was thinking the whole way to his room. I Walked into his room and saw that he was sitll sleeping. I walked over and sat down grabbing his hand. 

"Niall Honey Please wake up. You honestly don't know how much i miss you." I said crying lightly into his bed.  "The boys miss you too and the fans will find out if you don't wake up soon if they don't already know. you know how fast they are at finding out things about you boys so i'm sure they already know."  I quietly started singing torn by  natalie imbruglia. 

 

I thought, I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light

It crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care, I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn

There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on this floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn

I stopped singing when i heard the door open and the boys came in. They all looked terrible and sad. Liam walked over to me and sat down beside me. 

"How is he?" Liam asked in a shakey voice.  

"Good i guess. He still won't wake up and i thought he would when i sang torn that you guys sang at the judges house. I miss him li." I said lying my head on liam's shoulder. Out of all the boys besides niall i was close to liam. He knows how to cheer me up when i'm upset and keeps these boys in line when i can't. He's like my big brother.

"I know lexi we all miss him." 

"Do the directioners know yet?" I asked liam. He looked over at me with a sad expression in his eyes. 

"No not yet but you know how they are. They will find out sometime. Whether we tell them or they paps catch us walking into the hospital. I better check the news." Liam said turning the tv on that was in niall's room. 

"Recently we saw Alexis Cowell and The Boys of One Direction walk into the hospital but without niall. If they are visiting Niall Hope he is okay. We haven't had any comment from either the boys or alexis so stay tuned." The ENews reporter said before they went to commmercial. I quickly grabbed out my mobile and went onto twitter to check my mentions.

@DirectionerForever. OMG Just saw the News hope Niall is alright. @Lexi_Cowell 

@NIall'sMine Hope Nialler's Alright Alexis.  I'm here for you and the boys @Lexi_Cowell 

@OneDirection<3 Just saw the news. Hope @NiallOfficial is alright @Lexi_Cowell 

@Lexi_Cowell Niall is getting Better. Thanks for the tweets everyone <3 Love you :)xx I hit tweet and put my mobile away and layed my head back on Liam's shoulder falling asleep there. 

*NIall's POV* 

Its all black but i can hear some singing. She has such a great voice. She should be a singer. I heard the door open and some more voices. 

"How is he?" A boys voice asked sounding sad. 

"Good i guess. he sitll won't wake up." A Girls voice said. I'm assuming that she was the one singing.  As soon as she said that a womens voice came over to me. 

"Hello Niall." 

"I'm sorry do i know you?" I asked confused. 

"No but i'm here to show you the future if you died." She said

"Died? What do you mean?" 

"Your in a coma niall after you got hit by a drunk driver on the way to simon cowell's house."  Everythign around me went pitch black. I opened my eyes to see a room filled with Liam, Harry, Louis all yelling at each other.

"After niall Died you guys have all became jerks. I can't stand hanging around you lads anymore. I might as well just leave you guys alone and not talk to you anymore." Liam said shacking his head and walking out of the room. I heard a door slam saying that he was gone. 

"WHAT? NO. They can't do that." I turned to the women who was showing me this. 

"They can and they do if you don't wake up from your coma niall." The women said. She looked familiar for some reason. 

"Hey you look familiar. are you sure i don't know you?" I asked her. 

"No you don't know me but you do know my daughter and my husbamd." She said with tears in her eyes. 

"Your Lexi's Mum." I said finally getting it. 

"yes and if you don't wake up this will happen to my lexi." She said showing me a room with beer bottles around the room and lexi in the bathroom cutting her arms crying. 

"NIALL. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME?" She screamed crying. I tried running to her but i couldn't move. I looked over at mrs.cowell. 

"Why can't i move?" 

"Because i'm not done showing you what happened after you died." She said. She turned me again and i was in some teenage girl ripping up all her posters of me and the boys and putting them in a bowl to burn them? I turned to lexi's mum. 

"Why is she dong this?" 

"Because she lost one of her idol's that she doesn't feel the same about the band. So she just stopped listening to your music and got rid of everthing that reminded her of you and the boys, 

"STOP. JUST STOP. I CAN"T  TAKE THIS ANYMORE." I shouted at her. 

"So you want to wake up?" 

"YES.

"Okay. Good Choice." She said before everything went black.  I opened my eyes to see the room filled with my sleeping friends. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

 

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