my new life (1D fanfic)

Have you ever felt alone? That's how Ariella felt. Her parents died when she was fourteen and her sister was eighteen. Ever since then her snobby sister abused her in every way possible. She has always gotten bullied in school, and has no friends. Her only one was when she was sixteen. But he moved away to go to the X-Factor and he never talked to her again. When she is seventeen, her sister gets married to a boy that she has been dating for a while, Ariella and her sister, Melissa have to move from Cheshire to London. The twenty-one year old man lives with four other friends. But when she finds out who they are, there is only one question left:

What will happen?

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7. pain

*AN*

HEYYY MARSHMALLOWS! I just wanted to thank you guys for all the AWESOME comments <3 Oh shout out for Rachel067 for her hilarious comment. I luvv you, mi fans! BEED-OH-EED-OH! I Almost forgot! PLEASE check out my outfits in the comments. Sooo yeah! BYEE

 

 

My new life:

Pain

 

Louis' POV: (Warning: Very emotional chapter. Please never do what is done in this chapter)

After Melissa slams the door I drop to the floor. We said we loved each other. We said we were IN LOVE! I let out a scream. How could she? How could I never notice?! AND SHE ABUSED HER SISTER! I feel someone touch my shoulder trying to be comforting. I shrug them off.

I get up with my eyes filled with tears and walk into my room. I sit on the bed and start shaking from crying so much. Then rage fills my body. I start feeling anger take over my feelings. I start throwing anything in my room.

"HOW COULD SHE?! I FUCKING LOVED HER!" I scream out. Then I see a piece of glass laying on the floor.

Should I? Just take a shortcut, and get rid of all the pain? It'd be so much easier.

I will.

 

I grab the piece of glass and hold it to my wrist. I've never cut before. But how far should I cut? Wait why do I care? I want to go all the way.

I put my death weapon to my wrist and make a few not very deep cuts. I feel all my pain inside go away, so I feel pain outside. But hey don't people say it doesn't matter what's on the outside, only the inside.

But I want to- no NEED to stop ALL the pain. I put the glass on my wrist again and make a very deep cut. Just as the door gets broken open does my eyelids get heavy.

 

 

 

 

Ariella's POV:

After Louis had a kinda panic attack he ran to his room. Everybody runs up after him. Louis slams the door in my face, as I get there first. I hear crying, the smashing, the something terrible.

Cries of pain. Just like ones I have made before.

I scream and run into the door, breaking it open. I run to him and take off my shirt and start tying it on his wrist to stop the bleeding.

The boys just stare at the scene. "CALL 999!" I scream at them. Liam- the most aware of what is happening runs away to get a phone.

"Stay with me. Stay with me Louis! God damn it!" I yell. Tears stream down my face. I saw how deep his cuts were. He tried to actually kill himself. And he probably won't make it.

Just then I hear sirens. People come running up the stairs and put Louis on a gurney. When they get him in the ambulance, Liam goes with him.

Harry gives me his hoodie to put on. We run to the car, and speed to the hospital. I cry on Harry's shoulder the whole way. Niall, the most innocent, fragile one out of the boys was the only one not crying. Still in shock.

We get to the hospital after what feels like eternity. All of us sit in the waiting room, waiting for his surgery to finish. I pray silently that he will be okay, unlike last time.

 

*Flashback*

I was a freshmen in high school. I had to use the bathroom so I asked my Math teacher to go. I walked into the pink girls bathroom, just expecting nothing to really happen.

Let alone something that changed my whole life.

When I walked in I was blood all over the floor. I saw a body and send out a skin crawling scream.

Allie Jenies was laying on the floor, twitching. I knew that she wasn't dead because her body was moving in a inhuman way. But she about to be. I couldn't stop the bleeding there was too many cuts all over her body.

People came running in. Boys, girls, teachers. Everyone. Someone called 999, and the ambulance came.

Allie didn't make it.

 

But no one knew why she did it. Allie was the school's most popular senior. Her boyfriend was the captain of the football team. Her parents were rich. She had a awesome life. Or everyone believed that.

But other people believed that she didn't kill herself. That I killed her!

That's the reason I started getting bullied. That's the reason I cut myself. That's the reason I've tried to kill myself.

 

*Flashback over*

 

I start crying harder, then the doctor came out.

"Are you here for Louis Tomlinson?" He ask us with a straight face. We all nod.

"Louis is........

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