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16 year old Cadie Parker is taken threw a tramatizing event, nobody should ever have to watch the one she loves gun down infront of them, nobody should have to live that fear, but she does. Face to face with her mothers killer, she is lucky, the ambulance gets there before he has the chance to finish her off. But he definetly wasn't done with her, not even close. She Is sent away, in witness protect, and is stuck living in a house with five trained operatives assigned to keep her safe, but even though she is tough, and rough around the edges, does she let one fall threw the cracks? Faced with all these decisions time is running out for her.

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10. Making up

I sat in my room, and thought about everything that had happened in my life. Everything was a mess, and clearly so was I. I can't do anything right, I screwed thing up with Niall, and now I am stuck here with him. I am stuck here, and I don't wanna be. What if this guy finds me, what if he comes here. I can't let the boys or anybody get hurt because of me. Nobody deserve to get hurt because of me. They all have something, and someone to live for.

Maybe if I wasn't here I wouldn't have to deal with this, and nobody would have to deal with me either. I am just trouble, and get in everybodies way. They all have things to do, but they are stuck here babysitting me.

I walked down to the bathroom, and sat on the floor beside the sink. I turned on the radio, and just sat there listening to it for a long time, I didn't keep track of the time, but it felt like years. I stood up, and looked at myself in the mirror. What am I? Who am I? I am a waste of time, and ugly, the scar from where the man hit me was across the right side of my face, and it was hideous. I hated it, and I hated him. I could be at home with my family if it wasn't for him. He fucked up my life, and I hope he does find me, because when he does I am going to kill him...

I opened the case behind the mirror, and grabbed one of the boys razors. I held it up to my wrist, and took in a slow deep breath. "It will make it easier for everyone else Cadie... just do it" I told myself in my head over, and over again. "It should have been me not Niall's little brother." All of these thought were flowing into my head, and I dig the blade down on my wrist, and started to slide it across my wrist. It was so excruciating, but in a way it gave me a lot of relief, I started to feel weak, but I kept on drawing it across my wrist, and before I knew it, the floor was starting to form a pool of blood on the top of it.

I slid down the wall, and sat down, the razor in my one hand, and the other on my lap soaking my clothes with my warm flowing blood.

I heard two of the boys pass the bathroom, but I couldn't open my eyes, I was so weak I was surprised I was still conscious. Everywhere on my body was cold except for where my blood covered.

"Cadie?!" I heard Zayn scream threw the door as he pounded on it. It started me, but I couldn't answer, and why should I. I am making this easier for them, they don't have to babysit me anymore, they can go focus on their careers, and more important things. "Cadie, why is their blood on the floor!?" He yelled again. I assumed that my blood had started to flow out from under the bathroom door. I squeezed my eyes shut tightly, and a single tear escaped from my right eye. I heard the door burst open, and footsteps come running in.

"Oh my God! Call an ambulance, and detective Casey Liam. I lost all feeling in my body, and I started to fall asleep. It was weird even though I was sleeping I could hear everything around me. "Cadie sty with me okay, you are going to be fine I promise." I heard Zayn tell me in a panicked voice.

"She has lost a lot of blood" Louis said

I felt weightless, and I felt like I could just let go of everything, and then I did. I stopped hearing, and everything was black.

 

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