Let love decide

Jane never expected something excited would happend to her. She just moved to London and wanted to forget her past. But one day she meet Harry Styles and then the rest of One Direction and thats where exciting things start.
But what happens when love destroys everything?


12. Chapter 12 - Here we go again


Here we go again



I start to chat with Perrie and we two really get along. She is so beautiful and nice and i love her outfit. She is in this band Little mix and showed me some of their music. I pretty liked it.

She told me how she met Zayn and showed me some photos. They are really cute. You can see how much she is in love with him. And i got in between them. I tried to ignore this bad feeling in my belly. But i just can't. I tried to make eye conact with him but it was like he refused  to look at me. And it's not like a nearly sat beside him. Sarcasm!

I'm sure she doesn't know about me and Zayn. She told me she and him are happy, they only had a fight a few days ago because there were pictures with Zayn and some blond girl in the news.

With the big headline 'Zayn and his new girl', so she get furious and thats all. So thats why they were agruing on the phone. I remembered the situation only few days ago when i found Zayn. When we made out. Maybe he just used me to feel better or something. Oh shit.

I tried to clear my thoughts and saw some girls looking at us and pointing their fingers at us. They giggled and whispered.

I'm glad i am not the only girl here because then it would get awkward.

"I think people recognize you guys", i said and they turned to the girls who blushed deeply.

"Hey let's go to this new club?", Harry suggested and everyone agreed. We paid and get out of the pub. The girls looked really disappointed but then the boys stopped there for a moment  and started to take pictures with all of them. Perrie stood beside me waiting. She ellbowed me in the side and i gave her a smile. I decide to get a ride with Zayn, Niall and Perrie. I avoid Liams look and jump into the car. Niall sat next to me. I gave him a shy smile but he avoid me.

Shit. I have fucked up. Again. What is wrong with me?

Zayn and Perrie start to sing and Niall get along. They sound pretty good..

"Come on Jane!", Perrie said and i blushed.

"Nah..", i respond.

"Come on!"

I smiled and start to sing along. I don't think i'm a good singer but i loved it.

"Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard,
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be, counting stars

Take that money
Watch it burn
Sink in the river
The lessons are learnt", we sang loud and the car vibrated.

We stayed till the song finished and then get out of the car.

"That was awsome", Niall laughed and we all nod.

We get into the club without any trouble only a few paps who took pictures. I looked down and wanted to hide under my hairs when i realized my hair was up into a ponytail. I sighed and tried to hide as good as i can. Perrie gave me a questioning look but i just shrugged.

When we finally were in, we sat at some couch and i had to sit besides Niall.

"Where is the rest?", i shouted over the music.

"They come in 10 minutes!", he answered and i nod.

Perrie and Zayn already danced on the floor and me and Niall sat there in silence.

"Can we go out for a moment?", I asked him. He nod. I thought he would grab my hand but he just looked down and went before me.

When we got out i don't know what to say. I mean how should i start? I tried to think but it was like i was frozen. It was really cold and i forget my coat at home.

"So what's up?", he wanted to know.

"Thats exactly what i wanted to know Niall", i whispered. I rubbed my arms and watched my breath creating white clouds into the air.

"What do you mean?", he asked innocent.

"You know exactly what i mean..", i told him. He sighed.

"Fine. I like you. More than a friend. I think we two could be more than this. You are special to me...", he whispered.

I looked up and met his blue eyes. He seems like he wanted to cry.

"When you told me i'm just a good friend to you it hurts. And thats when i realized that i like you.."

I bite down my bottom lip and tried to focus on something. I don't know what to answer.

"Say something.." Here we go.

"Niall.. I like you. And i hate to hurt you. I just.. everything with you and the boys it's so much.. To be honest i'm not sure what i'm feeling. But at the moment i think it is the best if we two stay friends and don't make things more complicated. I really do like you..", i answered finally. I thought he would just walk away. Let me alone in the cold and i can't even blame him for this.

I felt him slung his arms around me. I sighed in relief and hug him back.

I started to sob and don't even know why. He rubbed my back and whispered sweet nothings into my ear.

"Are you mad now?", i wanted to know and looked into his eyes. He shook his head and i sighed again.

"I still do like you but i accept your wishes", he respond and hugged me again.

My eyes get wide at this statement and i kissed his cheek. He just smiled.

"So.. we're good?"

"Yes we are"

I giggled and we got in again.

"Wanna dance?", Niall asked. I nod and he get my hand. I looked down at them and smiled widely.

We  made our way to the dancefloor and start to dance and laugh.

I'm so happy we made up i don't know what i'll do if he would hate me.

We danced for what felt like hours and my feets started to hurt. 

"I think i'll go", i shouted at Niall. He nodded and hugged me before i went away.

I texted Perrie that i was going and was sure Zayn would get the message too.

I thought of texting the others too but wasn't sure about it when i suddenly bumped into someone. It hurts and i felled back. I felt him grab my wrist and saved me from falling.

I looked up to meet green eyes.

"Harry", i whispered.

"Forgot me, love?", he said and winked at me.

"Oh shit there was somnething", i remembered.

"So are you up for a talk?", he asked and seemed.. nervous?! I saw him fiddling with his hands. Oh my gosh he was nervous. 

"I think so", i said.

He grabbed my hand and brought me out of the club. When the door opened the flashing began. I held my hand up to cover my eyes.

I got into Harry car and he started to drive.

"What the.. ?!", i started.

"Just paps, you'll get used to it", he said. I nod but wasn't really happy with it.

"Where are we going?"

"My house", he answered. I nod and watched the streets pass by.

"Wait, this isn't the right way", i mentioned minitues later.

"I think i know where i live", he chuckeld and i furrowed my eyes.

"I've got my own house. The house where i brought you before was like our band house. It's just easier to organize things when you live together but of course each one of us has his own flat or house too. I mean we aren't  teenagers and it's good to have some place you can call your really own", he explained as if it was the simpelest thing ever. I nod and agreed.

We soon arrived at one rich looking house. We got out of the car and i was happy that there weren't any paps. He oponed the door for me and i went inside. I stood there for some seconds and tried not to stare. Harry caught me and i blushed.

It was nice here. Some photos hung at the walls and i could feel he set up the rooms.

He showed me his living room and I sat down at a black expensiv looking couch. I stroke over the material. I wonder what he wanted to talk about. Days before he wouldn't even look at me with his ass.

"What are you thinking about?", he suddenly asked.

"Nothing", i said to quick. He shook his head and smirked unbelieving.

"Sure?", he wanted to know and i nod. He came near and had this look. This look that means trouble.

"By the way, are you ticklish?"

I shook my head rapidly.

"No styles. Leave it. No!", i giggled and stood up. I started to walk backwards. Suddenly he jumped forward and started to tickle me. I started to laugh and it was hard to breath.

"Stop!", i laughed but was turned off easily. I lied at the ground and saw him hovering above me. He smiled down at me but doesn't stop to tickle me.

"Please", i begged out of breath and he suddenly stopped. I giggled. He held himself above me with his elbows. His green eyes looked into mine and i hold onto my breath.

Here we go again Mr. Styles.

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