My Rock

Louis Tomlinson is a senior in college. He’s popular, outgoing, and always willing to help anyone in need. Harry Styles is an introverted sophomore who receives constant harassment and bullying because of who he is. He doesn’t fit in, he’s shy, has no friends, and no real family to confide in; the fact that he’s gay doesn’t help matters. He’s just a blip on everyone’s radar, floating by, but a punching bag to those who loved reminding him how much of a loser he really was. When Harry was hospitalized months before for a suicide attempt, Louis was assigned to him through the Big Brother program. Will Louis be able to help Harry? Will Harry be able to let Louis in?

A/N: This is my fist fic. I give it a trigger warning because it deals with self harm and suicide attempts and thoughts… there is no actual death

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13. I can't

                Harry was completely taken back when he looked up from the kiss and saw Zack standing there, his back against the opposite wall just staring at the newly formed couple with a snarky smirk across his face.  Harry bit his lip and backed away from Louis with worry in his eyes. He didn’t know what but he sensed that Zack was up to something.

                “What’s wrong love?” Louis asked as Harry pulled away.

                “Nothing” Harry hesitated “Need to go to class.”

                Louis grabbed Harry’s hands. “Love whatever it is you can tell me.”

                “It’s nothing” Harry lied.

                Zack took this opportunity to make his way between Louis and Harry breaking their hands about and muttering “fags” under his breath.

                Louis grabbed Zack’s shoulder and whipped him around. “Was that necessary mate?”

                “Oh, I’m sorry, I tend to not see fairies” Zack snapped back before walking into the building.

                Harry sighed and looked down. He didn’t want to admit it but it hurt him so much to see Louis being talked to how he is normally talked too. “I need to get to math, see you at lunch?”

                “Of course, meet me at the table by the trophy case.”

                Harry nodded and walked away, placing a small peck on Louis’s cheek. When he got to his Math class, Zack was already waiting on him.

                “So, you and Tommofairy are a thing now?” Zack asked.

                “His name is Louis and yeah I guess” Harry answered as he pushed past Zack and sat down.

                Zack followed behind him, hitting Harry in the back of the head as he made his way to his seat.

                Harry put his head on his desk and just tried to get through the next three classes. He couldn’t wait to see Louis again.

                Lunch time came and Harry hurried out of his chemistry class and made his way to the lunch room. He went through the line and grabbed his lunch. The second he got out of the queue he was met by Zack and his posy.

                “Oh the pretty boy has a lunch date with the other fairy doesn’t he?” Zack snarled.

                “Please just let me be Zack” Harry responded as he tried to push pass Zack and his friends. But he failed. Zack grabbed Harry, knocking his tray out of his hand and punching him hard in the stomach. Harry crumbled to the ground. Zack and his friends all took turns kicking Harry as hard as they could. Harry groaned and winced in pain at each kick and blow.

                “We don’t need or want fags in our school” Zack laughed as he kicked Harry in the head as hard as he could.

                That was the last thing Harry remembered before he lost consciousness.

Louis P.O.V

                Louis was excited for lunch. He was going to ask Harry out on a proper date this evening. He had forgotten that when he asked Harry to meet him at lunch that he had an appointment with Miss. Teasdale. So he was going to be late to lunch. He grabbed his phone from his pocket and sent a quick text to Harry.

                Hey babe, gonna be late. Forgot I had a meeting.

                Little did Louis know that Harry didn’t receive the text.

                Louis rushed to the lunchroom. As soon as he opened the door he saw, a sight that he wished that he could erase from his memory forever. He saw Harry laying there lifeless on the floor with blood seeping out of his head and nose. Bruises all over his face and arms, Louis started to panic. He felt helpless and yet anger at the same time.

                Louis ran up to Zack and pushed him hard.

                “WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO YOU ASSHOLE?! HE ISNT FUCKING MOVING!” Louis yelled in Zack’s face before punching him and returning to Harry’s side.

                “Harry, babe, wake up. Please babe, wake up.” Louis pleaded. He looked around seeing the whole lunchroom “WHAT IS EVERYONE STARING AT SOMEONE CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE, HE ISNT CONSCIOUS!” Louis screamed with tears pouring down his face.

                Not one single person in the whole room budged. Miss. Teasdale heard the commotion and came storming out of her office. The whole reality of what Harry tried to portray to her suddenly became known to her. She saw the exact sight that Louis saw when she ran into the room. The only difference, she saw Louis knelt beside him with tears running down his face.

                She ran over to them, making Zack and his posy scurry. “Louis what happened?”

                “I-I don’t know, I walked in to see him like this. Please, call an ambulance, please.”

                Miss. Teasdale obliged. Louis picked Harry up off the ground and carried him out of the room and to the office to wait. The fear in his face expressed every thought that went through his head.

                I can’t lose him. I just got him. I am supposed to be his rock. I am supposed to be there for him. I am supposed to protect him. If I would have got there minutes earlier I would have been able to protect him. That is my job as his boyfriend. Yet we have only been together for a couple of hours and I have already failed. He is literally lifeless in my arms right now. God I can barely tell if he is breathing. I swear to God, if something happens to him. I will kill that prick. He can’t just go around tormenting people for who they are. I can’t lose him. I can’t.

                Louis arrived at the office with Harry still in his arms. The first responders were already waiting on them. He didn’t want to, but he carefully handed Harry over to them, like he was a precious jewel that would break. But that is what Harry was to Louis, a precious fragile jewel.

                “I can’t” Louis cried as he turned to face Miss. Teasdale embracing her into a tight hug., searching for any source of comfort that he could find.

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